My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

Luhan's Feelings

At exactly 9:00 a.m., the plane was flying to Italy. The plane passed over the sky that morning it looked very bright.

From behind the glass of his car, Luhan continued to look at the aircraft. The plane that took Sava away. Luhan looked at him softly. Her tears trickled as she could not see the plane from her eyes.

She cried.

“He didn't even answer my apologies…"

Luhan was still staring at the very bright sky.

"Well, you're stupid, you let him get hurt, you hurt him too much. Now he's gone. You can't even do anything to prevent it. He's very hurt. And it's all because of you, Luhan…"

Luhan recalled his attitude lately towards Sava.

"So suddenly you expect forgiveness from her? You really don't know yourself. You deserve it, Luhan. So fast! Now let her be happy with all her dreams!” Inner Luhan was upset at himself.

Luhan bowed his head, resting his forehead on the steering wheel of his car.

He regretted not being able to prevent his little friend from leaving him.

Her tears kept dripping.

For Luhan this was his first time crying, and only Sava was able to make him like this. Only Sava always made him clueless.

Why is Sava so hard to guess?

Sava easily smiled sweetly at her, putting aside her energy for her, advising her.

Even what he could not understand, how could Sava say fine when he was angry with her? Why doesn't Sava feel upset? Why does Sava always act like everything is going to be okay?

Is it just him who does not know more about his little friend? Hasn't he and Sava been together for a long time? His heart asked, should he regret it after everything happened?

Deserve it?

Upset, upset, and upset.

Tired, tired, and tired.

That's all Luhan can feel.

Sava, Sava, and Sava.

Only Sava filled Luhan's head.

His thoughts brought him to reminisce about the past while he was still joking around with his little friend, Sava. Sava does like to advise him when he makes mistakes.

Luhan knew, Sava always had good intentions for him.

Luhan's mind fell deeper. He also recalled the moment of events that he thought were ridiculous. The incident when catching a lohan fish. He smiled as he imagined the incident. Maybe his best friend called him as a lohan fish to him…

"It was one of the most beautiful things in my life.. Your smile is so soothing, Va.."

Then, his mind returned to bring him into their covenant. The covenant between fish, water, and air. He smiled again, but his smile instantly disappeared as he realized that the figure of air had already departed from him. The air stopped breathing in the fish.

"You savages have abandoned me... But I'm much more cruel to you... Excuse me.. I'm sorry, Va.."

Many happy memories of him with Sava. The memories did not escape his memory. Still clearly illustrated. Even very clearly, when he began to put his feelings on his little friend.

Which little friend?

It's not Lien, it's Sava.

How could?

Hasn't he always looked more expressionless when he was with Lien? The answer is not as simple as he thinks.

His feelings for Sava are so great that he falls in love with Sava. The more days, the greater the feeling. He did anything to make Sava just look at him.

Luhan did not let the other men get close to Sava. Sava had no idea if Luhan was doing anything to the men who approached him.

If it wasn't for Luhan, it was certain that Sava had a girlfriend. Seen from the physical, Sava has an attractive face, it is not unusual if many men try to get close to him.

Luhan is not the man people know. Cute, sweet, friendly, easy going. Luhan was wearing a mask! Luhan can be very rude, you could say he also has a cruel side. It has a very dark side.

How he beat up, threatened, did something beyond reason to the men who tried to get close to Sava. Selfish indeed? Yeah, he's selfish if it's about Sava.

Sava doesn't know any of that!

Sava had no idea what Luhan was doing all this time! Sava really didn't know if Luhan had that dark side. Luhan is very good at hiding his bad side.

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Luhan has been trying to keep his feelings of love out of his mind since high school. But until now, it hasn't worked. He always tried to keep Sava away from all the men who approached Sava. But what exactly is the purpose of doing all that?

To have Sava?

Make Sava his girlfriend?

Nah!

That's not what his mind wanted.

If he asks her heart, then he would love to have Sava as his lover. But his mind would not allow it. His selfishness in high school began to wane.

Although still too over-protective on Sava, but he starts to think of ways to get rid of his feelings for Sava. He tries not to let his feelings for Sava continue to grow.

Luhan starts dating a lot of women to get rid of his feelings for Sava. He became a playboy. Frequently changing partners.

With that, he hoped that he could get rid of his feelings for Sava.

Eliminate his feelings for Sava?

Yes, Luhan thought if he should do it. He should do it immediately.

Why does it have to be like that? Doesn't he have deep feelings for Sava?

It was because he assumed that his continued feelings for Sava would only ruin their friendship. He was still thinking about Lien.

In his friendship life, he has 2 great women who fill his life story sheet. Sava and Lien.

If he had a romantic taste for Sava, what about Lien?

Is Lien able to accept her feelings for Sava?

Luhan did not dare to take any further steps regarding his feelings for Sava. He could not imagine if he expressed his desire to have Sava on Lien. Luhan understood how Lien's character was. Luhan was not prepared for the worst.

Although the truth is, Lien could have accepted her wish, right?

Could be..

But there is one basic thing. One thing that made him very curious. It was so curious that it made it difficult to sleep when thinking about it. Make his heart cramped if it gives birth to the worst possibility. Made him helpless and wanted to give up but couldn't.

Luhan was very curious..

Luhan wanted to know.

But the cowardly side held him.. Picking his lips to speak. Hold it on the side of it..

The very thing he wanted to know..

Always demanding his desire but stifled his cowardice... Stifled courage..

Things he really wanted to know but did not dare to ask...

Will Sava accept his feelings?