My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

Big Gratitude Gratister Grief Plan Class

Behind the fir tree that was a bit far from where Luhan and Lien were joking, Sava looked at it with a sad look. Both of her beautiful eyes were glazed. He then turned his body and leaned against the trunk of the fir tree.

Actually he wanted to give a bottle of mineral water in his hand to Luhan. But he lost quickly to Lien. He can only bow.

There was a sense of annoyance in his heart. An upset that makes his heart sad. Are you sad to see the two friends together? He tried repeatedly to remove such feelings from his heart, but still stifled his chest.

He held his chest that felt tight. Why did she suddenly want to cry? He's used to it like this. It is familiar with its name wound. He already knows. He knows what it's like. Painful.

Even so, his heart could still control his selfish side. Sava will always try like this, staying hidden behind his angel mask.

“I'm why? Anything happen to me? I always had trouble controlling my emotions. Lately I've always lost. After all, they are my friends. I can't let this feeling grow. I don't want to hurt the people I care about. I have to keep it all right. At least passed as usual. Would it be okay if I was the only one who felt tormented? God, this is really very painful. This tightness in the chest makes it hard to breathe.” Inner Sava while shedding tears.

Falling, finally the tears that he had been holding back fell as well. Collapse of defense. He quickly wiped his tears. It would be a big deal if someone else noticed it.

She is a strong girl. He will take care of his friendship very well. The wounds in his heart would improve with time. He'll be fine. He will be happy someday. He would smile with Luhan and Lien in the future.

Sava always assured his heart of it. He will sacrifice for the happiness of the three of them.

Luhan and Lien are his life and will always be like that forever.

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“Hei!”

Ohsen comes startling Sava reverie. Ohsen what's going on with today? Why are so many people he meets today daydreaming?

A luhan?

The sava?

Even then when he met Dio was like that. Dio looked at his piano blankly. Ohsen thought Dio was performing a ritual before suppressing her piano, apparently misguided. Dio was just daydreaming indistinctly. As he stood beside Dio to pick up the guitar, Dio was completely unaware of it.

“Ah, it turns out you're Ohsen. You surprise me!”

“Sorry, I was just trying to greet you. You're dreamy, aren't you?

“No..”

“Lies, the proof is that you were shocked just by my greeting earlier.”

"Haha.. Normal people need to daydream too, Ohsen... Are you not daydreaming yourself?"

"Dreams anyway..."

"Remain.so daydreaming is natural!"

Ohsen relented. Dreaming is the right of everyone.

"Yes, yes..."

Sava smiled at Ohsen who resignedly relented. Ohsen likes to talk about things that are not really important, but Ohsen wants to know more about it.

Sava often bothered a lot when it came to finding answers that could satisfy Ohsen.

“You want to drink?” Tawar Sava thrust a bottle of mineral water from his hand. He did not want to extend the questions Ohsen would have extended.

“It just so happens that I'm thirsty. Thank you.”

“Sama-sama.”

Sava saw his mineral water quench Ohsen's thirst. This kid must be really thirsty. Thankfully, the water he brought was not in vain. Although it was originally for Luhan, but Ohsen spent it was more than enough.

“Hmm, your eyes are red. Are you crying?”

Ohsen looked at Sava's reddened eyes. Ohsen really paid attention to Sava. He loved his new hobby. To him, Sava seemed to have an aura that made him curious. He wants to see and see it again.

“Hah? Ti.no really. My eyes just hit something so it looks like crying because I rubbed it.”

"You rubbed it too rough. It's dangerous!" Ohsen's voice sounded so worried.

"In the end, it really made my eyes very itchy and sore.." Sava is lying.

“Hmm... Try me see!!” Ohsen tried to close his eyes to check Sava's eyes.

Unable to find a foreign object in Sava's eyes, Ohsen brought his eyes closer. Getting closer to Sava's eyes.

“No look whatsoever.”

Ohsen. He really didn't see it.

It was clear that he could not see it, if Ohsen knew what Sava was really feeling right now. His eyes were not red because of something like dust or anything. But it was a painful wound where only tears could calm him.

“Light only does not exist. Ii'm sorry. I lied to you.” Inner Sava... "It's fine, Ohsen.." Sava finally said.

“Don't close your eyes! I'll blow it!!”

Sava was only shocked speechless as Ohsen held both of his cheeks. Ohsen looked at Sava's eyes sharply to look for something in Sava's eyes. Sava only rounded his eyes as Ohsen blew his eyes.

Sava was uncomfortable with Ohsen's treatment of her. It's too close!

“Ohsen already! It's all right. It felt like the little thing was no longer in my eyes. Thank you, Ohsen.”

Ohsen nodded happily as he could help Sava. Sava and Ohsen just smiled at each other.

The moment of sadness that Sava felt began to disappear because of Ohsen. Although often Sava's sadness will appear again, at least now it feels lighter. Thank you Ohsen. Somehow, Sava realized that Ohsen was a very caring type of man. He received much warm treatment from Ohsen.

Ohsen always helped him in trouble. Sava also realized that lately the value of English repetition has also increased after studying with Ohsen at the art club.

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On the other hand not far from where Ohsen and Sava were chatting.

“Oh so love toying with them huh? Any kind of solid friendship can be easily broken down with love alone. Stupid, stuck in blinding love.” Amel's cynical smile. “This will be a powerful weapon to avenge my heartache on you, Excel. You think I'm just gonna give up on you? If I can't have you, then no one can have you. Even if it's Sava or Lien. It's my oath!” Amel looked at the photo he had just taken with his cell phone.

The photo shows Ohsen blowing on Sava's eyes. The photo was impressed like Ohsen was kissing Sava. A satisfied smile was clearly drawn on his lips. Forgiveness goes by with the grand plan.