My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

Key Trust

Beep.. Beep…

I heard the message coming in. Sava saw it for a while, apparently a short message from Ohsen.

“Can we go out together?”

Sava did not reply, Ohsen sent a message.

“Just the two of us.”

“Both?” Inner Sava.

“Do not think strangely! Just sightseeing.”

“Even this person, just know what I think.”

“There is a good bubbletea store near the park, we can try it.. Sweet bubbletea will make our problem disappear.”.

“Ohsen fool, where is there. Basic...”

Sava still has no intention of replying to Ohsen's message.

“After buying bubbletea we can walk around the park. In the park, every three o'clock in the afternoon there is a street artist who has a beautiful voice. We can meriquest any song we want.”

“Smemorized once this Ohsen. Until the hour too.”

“I know tonight you definitely can't sleep because of that photo problem. Take it easy I'll finish it soon. You don't have to worry.. 😊”.

“This child is really like a fortune teller only. I think it's true what Kay said.. God, what should I do?”

“Can you watch a movie with me in the cinema? There's a good movie tomorrow. I'm sure you'll like it.”

"...."

“I know you read all my messages.”

"...."

“If you don't reply to him, without your permission tomorrow I will pick you up!!”

Sava began to not bear with Ohsen. He finally collapsed too. After all, he also wanted to affirm everything so as not to misunderstand.

“Alright, we will watch a movie together in cinema..” Reply Sava.

“I'll pick you up tomorrow afternoon at one!”

“Haaishhh, what the hell is this kid! It is as if making an appointment without consent. It seemed like he was indeed very similar to Luhan. It seemed that after this would be a very very long story. Sava, you have to be patient! Your best friend Lien is not talking to you, ahh more precisely mad at you! Angry that you cannot explain this misunderstanding!!… The Kay you're handling is just telling you to be honest.. Dio is your partner at the art club? You're not gonna burden him forever, are you?.. While the people you love so much all this time prefer to silence a thousand languages. Hiks..hiks..” Sava said to himself.

From the beginning he had anticipated all this, because long ago he was convinced that something like this would happen.

Dilemma of love among friends.

Yeah, that's right.

The dilemma of love that drags her and her friends into the world of love. Love that seems sweet but actually very painful. If the heart were more observant to understand it, it might not be like this.

If only he had more courage to reveal it, it probably wouldn't have been.

However, his heart forced him not to be selfish about all his desires.

He can't force anything to fulfill his desires. He can't force anything on his will.

He thinks of others affected by his selfish desires. Is it good and bad.

His heart refused to hurt others. Especially if they are the people closest to them. He won't be able to do it.

He will choose to bury in all his selfish desires. Even though it's the edges will hurt itself, but he thinks it's much better.

Let all his heart dwell in his heart. Let time melt the strength of his spirit. Let it disappear later on.

Let it be his dream.

Let him pretend to be happy to take care of his loved ones.

Stupid indeed..

Believe me, he just doesn't want to be selfish.

He can't live alone. He needs someone else too.

He can't let his ego hurt anyone.

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At Lien's house….

“What news is this? No quality! Not according to the facts! It's dropping reputation! It ruined the good name! Don't know about the code of ethics of journalism? Stupid reporter! You idiot! Stupid!” Lien was upset as she tore up the school magazine that reported the photos of the Sava and Ohsen scandal.

“Later can I clean!”

“Jeez... How boyish are you once. Hey, if you're angry just slam all your stuff! Throw away all your books! Burn your clothes!”

“Sister! HUH..”

“You've stepped on 17 years. You must leave your childish time soon! Be aware that you are getting older! You're getting old.”.

Her brother if annoyed often issued harsh words. But if you pay attention well there is a point as well.

“Kakak..”.

“Ck, you should be able to think more logically!"

"Think how else, brother?

"How many years have you known your best friend? You must know him very well! Is she that kind of girl?”

“…”

“You have no right to vent your jealousy on him! Do not mix your personal feelings to devour it, because you will only be consumed by emotions.”.

“It feels heavy, Sister..”

“You just feel heavy, how about it? Didn't you think about it?”

“Ak.aku...”

"Why are you acting like that? Should you judge him on the basis of your perception?"

"...."

"What right do you have? You have no right to blame others because you feel jealous because of it!"

"...."

"Even if the news is true.... Both Sava and Ohsen have rights if they want to have a closer relationship. It's none of your business!"

True as well, but there was still a lingering taste in his heart. His feelings for Ohsen were real. No kidding.

"According to my brother, the scandal is not true. Sava is not that kind of person. He takes care of his pride. He wouldn't do something stupid like this..."

Sava was even very polite.

"Hm.. He's like that..."

“Not only in love, friendship also needs trust."

"Why trust? Because trust is like a key in friendship.”.

“…”

"If you trust each other, the relationship will be strong and strong.."

"...."

“So I believe you! You are a good friend too!”

A good friend?

Why did the words from Krishna stab him in the heart?

Offended?

Does this feeling mean he is offended? So, his attitude towards Sava shows that he is actually not a good friend?

Why is it so hard to break his ego?

It was true that it was not her right to interfere with the feelings of Sava or Ohsen. Is he wrong with his jealousy?

He was just an ordinary man who had the same taste. He had a long-standing taste for Ohsen. When Ohsen made out with the others, was it wrong that he felt annoyed?

Despite his jealousy for his best friend though.

His chest felt as tight as the fog that had penetrated his heart.

He wanted to believe Sava, but why did Ohsen have to be with Sava?

Why did Ohsen choose Sava?

Why is whatever he wants always easy for Sava to get? More attention from Luhan. What an incredible intelligence. Even Ohsenpun is interested in him.

Why does it have to be Sava?

Lien closed her eyes.

"This envy should not exist.. I always blame others..."