My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

After So Long

Sava circulated his gaze through every corner of his former school first. A lot of things have changed. Starting from wall paint, building additions, and also many new plants that grow.

“Hah, I feel foreign here.. Kay was busy with those strange women. That child.. The others were busy dancing and singing... What should I do.?” Sava was confused.

Not knowing what to do, Sava decides to take a drink. He's very thirsty. As he turned around after taking a drink, he nudged someone. And that person is Luhan.

Yes, it is Luhan.

Ex-friends? Should Sava think of that name?

“Ma..Forgive me..” Sava said.

“It's okay.” Answer Luhan.

Sava noticed it when he heard a familiar voice in his ear. His eyes were fixed on Luhan. The person he misses so much. As much as she could, she held back her tears. He did not want to remember the wounds he had been trying to heal.

“Ex..Excel...” Sava.

“Even he called my real name.. She changed..” Inner Luhan.

This is the first time that his friend has ever called his real name. Sava from the past called him by the nickname 'Luhan' according to the agreement when they were small.

His heart is sad.

“Yes.. How are you?” Luhan said at last.

“Good, you alone?”

“I'm good too.. “

“Bye-good? I think you look bad.. Can't you live well after I leave?” Inner Sava. Luhan changed a lot. That's what Sava can conclude.

The atmosphere suddenly became awkward. Luhan tried to find chat materials.

“You're sculpted differently. You extend your hair to your waist. This isn't the first time I've seen you break your hair. But usually you'll tie it more often.” Luhan.

“I'm an adult.” Sava responded to the potluck.

Sava knows the character of Luhan. If Luhan says a lot it means that something is happening to him.

“You even dye your hair and also wear heals and short dress. You look like you fit your looks. You also preen well..” Luhan said.

“Te..thank you for your praise, Excel..”.

“You're not together, Dio?”

“She's on the toilet..”

“Ah, is that it?”

“Hm.” Sava simply answered.

Only the awkwardness created from each conversation began. Sava and Luhan were confused to determine the topic of conversation.

“Hmm, didn't you come with Lien?” Ask Sava carefully.

“We are no longer together. We've broken up.”

“Why?”

“Not connect.”.

“Ah, what a pity.” Sava looks regretful the farewell of his two best friends.

He used to be very supportive of Lien and Luhan's relationship, until he finally relented and chose to stay away. But it felt useless to sacrifice.

How easily Luhan said if they broke up because they didn't connect?

“But we are still good friends..”

“Thank God then. I'm glad to hear it..” Every answer only raises awkwardness again.

This atmosphere was different from when they used to be. 10 Years is a long time to separate, of course, it will cause a lot of confusion when you meet again.

”Kal..then excuse me, I want to see Lien..” Sava said, who was not strong enough to hold back her tears.

She wants to cry.

“Hm...” Said Luhan slowly.

"Daddy.."

"Daddy.."

Sava turned around and left Luhan. Luhan stared blankly at Sava's back. It felt like he grabbed Sava's body and hugged her tightly. He misses Sava a lot.

“Are you happy with her, Va? It seems, Dio can make you happy. He can promise you happiness.. I think you also received happiness from Dio well.. You changed, you changed a lot.. After graduating High School I tried to find out where you were, I even caught you up to Italy just to meet you.. But, apparently you're happy with him. I'm trying to understand and not be selfish.. Kay's right, it's time you had a life without my shadow..

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Sava walked slowly away from Luhan. Shoulders vibrate. She cried. With his hand he wiped his tears. However, he had been trying to treat his wounds all this time. He did not want the wounds he had closed tightly to open again.

From afar Lien waved her hand at Sava. Sava approaching. Honestly, he was very awkward. Not just to Lien, but to Ohsen. He still vividly remembers how Ohsen asked him not to know each other.

“Wah... Look at you now! You're getting higher! Nice body! Slim legs! Your skin is turning white and you are so beautiful!” Praise Lien.

Lien was actually awkward as well. It is outrageous to act as if nothing has happened. But he thickened his face so he could get better with Sava.

Sava just smiled awkwardly... "..."- ".

“Ck, do you still remember our past? Alright I will do it directly..I'm sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..” Lien said sincerely.

Sava smiled again. Lien immediately hugged Sava.

“You are evil once.. Go without saying goodbye to me.. I knew at the time I was upset, but I still love you.” Lien said.

Lien crying. Sava was crying too.

“You're still chatty..” Sava said.

They cry happily.

“Is Lien the only one you forgive, hm?” Syndicate Ohsen.

“Of course not..” Sava dressing hugging Ohsen.

Ohsen replied to Sava's warm embrace.

“Heiii, don't cuddle for long! Ohsen is my girlfriend..!” Lien.

Ohsen and Sava smiled.

“You are still childish. I’a for your happiness.” Sava said.

Lien pouted, then returned smiling.

“Have you met Luhan?” Ask Ohsen.

“So I've met him... “ Reply Sava lightly.

“What are you guys talking about?” Ask Lien kepo.

“Just reprimand and ask the news.. That's it. Oh yeah, Dio's back! I have to be with him.. Until later.” Sava said trying to divert the conversation.

Just as Sava was about to turn around, Lien grabbed Sava's hand.

“Luhan misses you so much. He's been waiting for you for 10 years.he's always told me to cover anything about you. Luhan doesn't look okay. More precisely very bad. He knows about your engagement to Dio. Doesn't Luhan look very fragile? His body is getting thinner. He had just been discharged from the hospital because his stomach was relapsing. He doesn't want to eat. He even drinks a lot of soda. He's fucked. He thinks of you, he likes you.” Lien nyerocos said nonstop.

Sava cried hearing Lien's story. How much did Luhan suffer from it?

“Lien.. It's not like it used to be.. I already have a life of my own.. I've bonded with him.. And I love her..” Sava said while looking at her engagement ring with Dio.

“Are you going to be happy with him?” Lien tried to make sure.

“Hm, I'm very happy with him. He is my present life..” Sava replied.

“Good.. I can what now? I hope you will always be happy.. “ Said Lien who finally let Sava approach Dio.

“Then like this I really worry about Luhan. But, Sava has chosen his life... Hah, I can what if this is?” Lien.

“I don't trust him..” Ohsen said.

"Eh?"