My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

Pretend to Love Me!

The day keeps changing.

The more days Sava suffers.

It feels very uncomfortable at school. He always prayed that he would be able to endure his pain when he had to face the togetherness of Lien and Luhan. He tried to put his ego aside and accept the reality. But the more he tried to hold back, the more he suffered.

His heart was wounded, his mind was in disarray. Even Sava often looks dreamy. The burden of his heart and mind is very much, very heavy.

On the other hand, he only wants to keep the loyalty of friends, even though his two friends themselves silence him. But on the other hand, he also wanted to get out of all his burdens immediately. Does he have to escape? So cowardly.

Every time Sava had a chance, Sava must have been alone in the back garden of the school. Even though to just daydream and reflect.

His life burden is getting more complicated and heavy. It's been almost half a month since the problem was over, but during that time he's also expecting his two best friends back. Joking with him again.

Now he can only imagine the memories of being together with his two best friends.

“Can I live without you? I tried to accept the fate that my feelings for Luhan could never be. But they still didn't talk to me.. Every time I want to talk to them, they always go away from me. Is it less of a work?..."

Sava looked at the bright sky cheerfully. He felt envious of her.

Nature is not a friend, nor an enemy.

"Can I be selfish? Why should I blame myself? Am I the only one wrong? Then what mistake did I make? Why are they avoiding me? What have I done? About that photo? Hasn't the truth been revealed? Is Lien still mad because Ohsen likes me? Didn't I speak a word to him?.. You why? Why are you guys like that to me? Do you think I'm not hurt by this?... It's really painful.. Hiks.. hiks..” Sava said himself while holding a plane ticket to Italy.

He squeezed the plane ticket a little.

“Why would you do this to me? Hix.. What else should I behave like to you? Should I die?” Sava.

“Do not be stupid! Dead life someone already has set. You have no right to decide.” Said Dio who came while carrying Sava's favorite ice bubbletea taro flavor.

“Dio.. Why is it here? You heard everything?” Sava asked who was somewhat shocked by Dio's sudden arrival.

“Do you think?”

“You must have heard everything.. Please laugh at me if it's funny to you..”.

“I've laughed at you in silence! I used to laugh at you often. You're the only one who doesn't know..”.

“Isshh..”

“Sorry, just kidding.. Here drink! Calm your mind!” Dio gave her the bubbletea she was carrying.

"..." - ".Sava received and drank it immediately.

“That's what paper?” Dio asked who was curious about the white paper that Sava was holding.

“This is a plane ticket.” Answer Sava briefly.

“Whose?”

“Miliku.. Tickets to Italy for next week.”.

“You plan a vacation?” Sava. “Then what ticket?”

“I'll stay in Italy..”.

“Italy? Are you sure?”

“I don't know, Dio..” Sava looked down lethargic.

Dio could only accompany Sava. He can't speak yet. Suddenly there was a group of students who were fast around Sava and Dio sat down. They are busy talking.

“*Eh you guys do know, yesterday I saw Luhan and Lien were dating in an expensive cafe..”.

“Really? They are so romantic.. I'm so envious.”

“Every day they always share togetherness, make jealous only.’"

“But they look really harmonious.”

“Luhan handsome, Lien beautiful.. Already no doubt, they really fit.”

“May continue until they get married.”

“Hahaha.. Don't talk about marriage. We are still small.”.

“But, guessing it is not prohibited, right?”

“But what about Sava? Will their best friend?”

“I don't think it's anymore.. They were never seen together. Their classmates said, even in class they never say hello..”.

“Really? How sorry is Sava? He must have been betrayed.”

“They threw away Sava just like that.”

“Maybe Sava is no longer needed. However, in a loving relationship there are only two people who combine love. The third person is no longer needed, even though it's his own best friend.”.

“Already! Let it.. It's none of our business.. Come to the canteen*!”

if they're gossiping about Sava.

“Va, are you okay?” Ask Dio. Sava did not answer.

Sava was crying again. He hiccups because of difficulty regulating his breath.

“Dio.. I've given up. I can't take it anymore. I'm not strong.. It drives me crazy.. I'mtired.. I want to quit.. I .. L'm.. Hiks.” Sava started to fumble.

“Quiet... Don't cry anymore! I'm with you.”

“The kids were right.. Lien and Luhan don't need me anymore.. They have a new world without me.. I'm someone else now.You know Dio, I'm holding out for our friendship. But it feels worth it. I'm nobody anymore. I'm not Sava, little friend of Luhan and Lien.. They seem happy without me.. Dio. I'm alone now. Slender. Chilly. By ourselves. Darkened. Hampa...”.

“Stt.. I told you how many times. I must be there for you! I'm not leaving you! I always loved you.”

“I can't yet.. You know it.”

“I know.. Your feelings for Luhan have grown for so long. While you with me just got to know me from X-class High School. Iunderstood it. It's not easy to change someone's feelings, but, I intend you well. I will never hurt you like those who hurt you.. I'm sincere with you. So... Is it a matter of you seeing me?” Dio stared intently at Sava's eyes.

“Dio.. I..”

“Weight huh?.”

“…”

“Va, can you pretend to love me?”

Sava was confused by Dio's question. Pretending how?

“Pretend it's heavy, Dio.. Want to get there when? It'll only make you hurt more. And I don't want you to get hurt because of me..”.

“No problem for me.”

“…”

“I bear all the risks..”

“No appointment..”

“Tak problems..”

“...” Sava just smile. Diopun.

“Va, pretend you love me until you forget that you are pretending.!” Dio said with a joking smile.

Although it was clear from his eyes if he wanted it to happen.

“No.. I will learn to see you..” Sava said.

Hearing Sava's reply instantly Dio immediately hugged Sava.

Nothing is better when a loved one tries to open his heart.

“Next week we move schools to Italy! I'll learn music there.” Dio.

“Kita?”

Why does he often get things that come suddenly?

“Yes.. I'm moving too. Take it easy, you don't have to feel guilty about this! You're not the only reason I moved.. I want to deepen the music there. I'm the Mozart of school. My title doesn't apply if I don't visit his country.” Dio.

“What's okay.?”

“If you continue here, you will not learn to see me.”

“You will get hurt.”

“Now I've been hurt.”

“I'm sorry..”

“Already! I know it's hard for you or for me. I came to lighten your wounds. I'll try to cure him..”.

“…”

“Again, are you sure you can withstand your burdens? How long are you going to keep going like this? I'm sure you're very tired.”

“I think you're right, Dio.”.

“So.. Quickly fall in love with me!”

Anything Dio would do for Sava's happiness. The feeling on Sava is so great. Whatever he was doing right now was for Sava's sake.

It feels so good. His heart was tickled by thousands of butterflies when he heard Sava was willing to learn to love him. Although he could not love her yet, but the intention was to make Dio happy.

How much do you love Sava?

Yeah, it's huge.