My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

Dio Makes Confession

Still in the park behind the school...

After Luhan and Lien leave the back garden of the school, Dio invites Sava to sit on a park bench. He repeatedly questioned Sava's current state.

“Dio.. Its alright.. Trust.” Sava raau. His voice was starting to crackle.

He answered Dio's questions repeatedly. The same question Dio asked him. Dio is a really good guy.

“I'm sorry! We shouldn't have come here.. We should have just gone to the cafeteria to buy ice cream.” Dio seems sorry.

Why is this man so nice to her? He had thought very much about his feelings. What is his heart made of? Sava is very grateful to know Dio in his life.

“What do you regret, Dio? Why should I apologize? I brought you here…"

"Va..."

"Ah, I must look a shame to see. I cry for the happiness of my two best friends. Shouldn't I be happy for them? “ Word Sava looks fragile.

He wiped his tears.

Why does he keep crying? Does her eye have a stock of tears? It seems that his heart is weak. That's how Sava is, he's not ready for all this. He is not used to getting hurt.

“I knew from the beginning. You have feelings for Luhan. But you stupidly held him back. Try to hide him from everyone.” Dio.

Dio is a good observer. Dio realized his feelings for Luhan. Dio is like Kay. He understands himself more than himself.

“Kay said, I'm not good at hiding my emotions.. I was found out. Kay was right, I was stupid. I can't express my feelings for her. I, who always loved her, have loved her for a long time, but in the end I couldn't reach for her.. Isn't that funny, Dio?? Hahahha..” Sava laughs tastelessly.

Miris.

Dio felt so sorry. Sava is very fragile. Sava was weak and helpless. Dio immediately grabbed Sava. Sava replied by hugging her very tightly. Sava let out his cry.

Crying too hard.

Luckily the park is empty. But Sava's voice sounded bitter.

"I will not forbid you to cry. Cry, Va! Wipe out all your heart wounds! Don't hold it!"

Hix..

Dio was right, if he held her back, her chest just grew claustrophobic. This is a good time to cry. What a sad idea.

“Dio... Loving someone who is definitely unachievable is really painful.. But.. until any time I will never be able to say it. And therefore, because I did not have time to say it will certainly be a sharp thorn that is more painful.” Sava said still hugging Dio.

Sava even hugged Dio tightly.

Dio returned Sava's embrace.

“Va.. I can ease your burden if you let me.” Dio.

“What can you do? You don't get it.. It's really painful. Here, it hurts so much! Suffering.... Makes me difficult to breathe.” Sava said as he held onto his chest. He gripped her tightly.

“If it hurts, I will treat you.. If you have trouble breathing, I'll give you some air to breathe. If you say I don't understand, I'll clearly say that I understand.. Va... Can you see me from a different side?” Dio.

Dio let go of his embrace. He looked into Sava's eyes.

“Di..Dio.. Ap..what do you mean?” Ask Sava.

“Can you see me as a man?”

“…”

“I love you.” Answer Dio briefly.

Sava widened both his eyes. Shocked? Surely, he had known Dio long enough. He was often with Dio. He smiled often with Dio. But he didn't realize Dio's feelings? Wasn't his relationship with Dio the same as his relationship with Kay?

“I don't know. But it's been a long time.”.

“…”

“I really love you.”

Why suddenly? At a time like this. When he had nothing prepared. When he was injured, the wound was still very new, still very gaping. Why did Dio offer him the unexpected?

Is he to be happy?

Wrong, should he be happy?

Luhan. that name controls the contents of his head. It was so hard to get out of his brain. It was so deep and hard to escape.

“But I don't.. Can't... I'm sorry.”.

“I know... But how about later? Can you?”

“I don't know, Dio.. I'm sorry.”

“You don't have to apologize.. You don't have to make it a burden either..! We're still teenagers. Our minds can still change. Don't worry about it! We still have plenty of time.. “ Dio smiled and wiped away Sava's tears.

Sava smiled back at Dio.

Why did Dio offer him such happiness while Dio knew for himself that his feelings for Luhan were not that simple.

Sava can't be selfish. He can't do it. Dio is a very good friend. Dio could not feel the wound from him.

But Dio offered him a chance in the future. He had to be careful about making decisions between himself and Dio. He had to make Dio happy without forcing his ego.

Can it?

“You have an angel heart, Dio.. “ Sava says.

Sava and Dio returned to class. The break time is over. It feels very heavy to have to step foot into the classroom. Lien and Luhan must have looked very close. It looks very close, but this time it is very different. There is a sense between them.

“Hah.. Sava you're strong! Yes you must be strong! Ohsen.. Lien and Luhan who silenced you because now they are happy without inviting you.” Inner Sava.

He tried hard. Smiling at everything. But actually it's really sad.

Sava returned to his class. Is correct. As expected. The news of Lien and Luhan dating has spread throughout the school. Lien and Luhan were always seen together. Laugh together. To the canteen together. Almost every time they were seen together.

In addition, since only Lien and Luhan are always seen together, there are rumors that there is a rift between their friendship. There were even those who spread rumors if Sava was wasted after Lien and Luhan were dating.

Sava's grief is not over. Sava who sat down with Ohsenpun never once greeted each other. Sava is like sitting with a stone. Sava was eager to say hello, but after remembering what he did to Ohsen the other day made him undo the intention.

“I must have hurt her so much... Ohsen didn't you leave me sorry?” Inner Sava tired.

Once the photo problem is over, it does not make the Sava load decrease. It even increases. As much as he tried to survive. The more the day the heavier. Fatiguing. Saturating. Making crazy! Sava felt at school he only had Dio and Kay.

“Lien and Luhan have forgotten me..” Inner Sava. He smiled smirk.

Stupid, Sava admitted it.

The strength of his friendship is this weak. Only he tried to save. But now? It seemed like only he was one-sided.

Luhan is with Lien.

Dio offered him happiness in the future.

Should he be selfish?