My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

Last Day: The Air, the Fish, and the Water

“I'm so tired.. Dio, aren't you tired? Tomorrow we have to go through a long journey. And all we can do is sit, sit, and sit up to the destination!” Complain Sava.

“It's okay.. These will be our memories in Italy. We've been around every corner of our hometown. A city that holds many memories. “ Answer Dio.

“Tap not today? Why not from yesterday? Huhhhh.. I'm tired.”

“Good.. After this we go home, you need to rest! Go to sleep fast! Don't sleep too late! Drink vitamins for your body's endurance! Eat well! Also make sure you have packed all your needs! Remember we are not vacationers, but displaced for some time long.”.

“Dio, you're so chatty? Just like Kay. Earlier this morning, before Kay left for school, she had already said it too. I have to be like this! I should be! Hah, obviously I've made sure of all my needs! I'm sure I've prepared all my needs very well.. Don't worry!”

“Good.. But, why is Kay still going to school? Aren't we free?” Ask the astonished Dio.

“Come on.. Kay is a little weird. I don't know the direction of his mind. Last time I asked him, he said he wanted to take a picture of our school for a memento.. He also planned to take selfies with our super fierce BP teacher.”.

“Haha, he it really is.. Come on, let's go home!”

Meanwhile, Kay, who left school with a camera that she brought from the middle house, was busy photographing every corner of the school. He also took pictures of his friends. Many people ask why he did it. Kay says it's her hobby now.

“Wah, this is really exciting! I deserve to be a photographer too.. God, I just realized that in another class there are beautiful women too.. If I still have time, I'll be tempted. Maybe I can make it as a lover. Cute, she really is my type.” Kay said alone as she watched every photo she took with her camera.

“What time, Kay?” Luhan asked who suddenly appeared from behind.

Actually Kay was also a bit awkward to Luhan because somehow what happened suddenly Kay was also affected by the silent attitude of Lien and Luhan to Sava.

“Nothing.” Kay simply replied casually.

He had promised not to tell the move of Sava, himself, and Dio to anyone of his school friends. It is also not an important thing that needs to be revealed to everyone. At least that's what Kay had in mind.

Keeping Sava current was his priority.

“Oh.. Sava does not seem to be seen in school.” Luhan said carefully.

“Cih, you came just to ask her whereabouts? Where have you been all this time? Kay said cynically.

“Is he sick? But earlier he looked fine.” Luhan paid no heed to Kay's insinuation.

“He will be much better than yesterday! You no longer need to waste your time worrying about it! Just save your energy!” Kay left Luhan.

Luhan. Kay was acting different to him. It was natural, after he realized his behavior all this time to his cousin Kay, Sava. Luhan knew Kay loved her cousin very much. Kay won't let anyone hurt her cousin.

“Han, are you okay?” Ask Lien.

“Hm.”

“Kay the.. Nevermind! There's no point in you asking Kay who's upset. Like not knowing the character only..”.

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People say, more comfortable living in their own home even though it is made of bamboo cubicles. As with living in another country, it will definitely feel foreign to it.

“However I will make you happy, Va. No matter how hard it is, no matter what injuries I have to bear, I will not take issue with it. For your sake, for your happiness, I have no problem bearing the burden of your wounds and I would bet on making sacrifices in the world rules that we will soon face. “ Dio said as he looked at the photo with Sava they took during the walk earlier this afternoon. Dio continued his time to sleep.

During that time, Sava was alone in his room. Kay and her father had gone to bed first. He only knew that because it was getting late. I don't know if he can't be sure. He heard the mellow music from Kay's room.

“Kay must be sad.. What the fuck is that? He said he wanted to sleep fast. I'm sure he was crying and rolling around strangely in his bed because he was going to leave Indonesia with a million sweet memories.” Sava said alone.

His brain told him to flashback to his childhood. Her smile was on her heels as she reminisced about the good times with her two best friends, Lien and Luhan.

This incident happened while Sava, Lien, and Luhan were in elementary school. This is the beginning of a friendship that will be very long and complicated.

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FLASH BACK....

“Stop calling me a fish! Refused it! You have mocked me more than a thousand times.. You guys have the heart for me..” Little Luhan said.

“Iya..Ja.. Sorry... If I say, I'm willing to be water so that fish can always swim how?” Little Lien's rose.

“And I will become air, so that the fish can continue to breathe.. Do you still not want to be a fish, Han?” Tanya little Sava.

Little Luhan was thinking.

“Good.. I am a fish. Then Lien is water for me to swim in, and Sava is air that will make me breathe. I'll die without you two.”.

FLASH BACK OFF..

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Sava's smile returned, but his smile turned into a deep sadness. The tears that he had shed fell back.

Lately he has been crying. It seems like God gave him a lot of stock of tears that seemed endless. Although all day he tried to be happy, but the edges will definitely cry too.

However, the wound in his heart was still gaping wide, yet closed and even treated. It starts to close, but suddenly it has to hurt again when salt is sown on the wound.

He fell, rose, fell, and of course he would rise again. He tried to convince his heart if one day he could do it. Found happiness. Although it is difficult to even seem impossible, he will still try.

“Can I live without you? I'm air, oxygen will give breath to them. Them? It seems they no longer need air from me.. Luhan, it looks like the water from Lien is enough to keep you alive. Fish need water more than air! Well, I don't have to worry anymore.. In front of me there are still a lot of heavier obstacles. I have to be able to for my future. Sorry, I chose to save my future rather than our friendship. I admit I'm selfish, but after trouble hits like a storm in our friendship. Come and seem reluctant to stop. I don't think I have enough ability to survive in it. I'm not leaving as a coward, I'm leaving as your best friend. I hope one day you will believe and understand what I am doing. I really love you both, and this I do for you, for me, and for our friendship.” Sava said to steady himself.