
Hanna returned home after six days in the hospital. Nothing is the same for Hanna. It was as if his passion no longer existed. The days he spent were silent in the room, pensively staring out the window. Various ways are done by family members to restore the cheer of the girl, but still, Hanna still prefers to be alone, silent not much to say.
Month passed. Through her father, Hanna asks to take care of her letter. He is still not ready to return to his activities.
Perhaps the girl's body was already here, but her soul, heart and smile were far away in the novel realm. He sometimes spent hours crying over Alex. He missed that guy so much.
Sometimes, Hanna would lie on her bed, clutching the novel and hoping that when she woke up, she would be back in Holy Ville, but hope remained.
The torturous state made his body weight drastically reduced. No passion for eating, just crying and daydreaming. Maybe if Hanna who used to be, Ema would have congratulated because now Hanna is not a bunting elephant anymore as often ridiculed Cathy.
However, Hanna's change did not immediately become a joy for Ema. He chose to keep his lush Hanna, as long as it remains cheerful as it used to be.
"You're dumb again?" reprimand Ema brought a sponge plate that has been cut square.
"Mama..."
"Cobain..," said Ema, feeding a piece into Hanna's mouth. Not yet at the limit of her lips the girl shook her head.
"I don't want to, Ma."
"You can die if you don't eat. Look at your body so thin."
"Mama should be happy dong. That's what you want" she said weakly. Everything looks sad to Hanna. He didn't mean to offend his mother, that sentence just appeared. When he begged to enter the world of novels, because at that time his family could not accept his condition. So if now he is thin, his mother should not have to question him eating or not.
"I'm sorry, Han. Mom's attitude was so bad to you. Mama should be wiser, you're beautiful for who you are. You're my mom's daughter, my mom's favorite," said Ema hugging Hanna. Both of them were dissolved in a relieving sadness.
"What's up? on gathering here? where to use the crying event again," said Cathy who just returned from school. The girl was astonished, the house looked empty with the door unlocked. Turns out the remaining residents were here, hugging like Teletubbies.
"Where are we from, Ma?" Cathy plucks one and devours it quickly. "Crazy, really good" Cathy said, taking one more piece.
"Look, your sister likes it. Eat dong, Han." Ema tries to feed again, but Hanna refuses. His tongue was so bitter that he had no desire to open his mouth.
"Yes, Ma. I'll eat" he said short.
"Where the hell is it, Ma? buy where's mama?" another mouthful landed in Cathy's mouth.
"Our new neighbors, very good. Invite your sister to eat her cake, see your sister's body is already dry so," again Ema uttered anxiety about her daughter's condition.
"Truely said mom. My brother is too skinny. Not semok anymore. Eat dong kak," said Cathy cupped Hanna's cheeks with her hands so that the two look at each other. "Don't be sad anymore, you have to get up. We love you, brother. My brother's future is long. I'm sure you can be happy." Cathy ended a kiss on Hanna's forehead.
He no longer wanted to be rude to Hanna. Seeing her brother unconscious yesterday scared Cathy to death. He didn't want to lose the only brother he had.
Later that night, it was Stuart's turn to come to his room. Bring a tray of rice and drinking water, as well as a glass of milk.
"Say your mama you haven't eaten since morning and tonight you're not joining us either. Baby, please don't torture yourself. Repeatedly I asked you to explain the problem you were facing, but until now you have said nothing. What's up, honey?"
Asked like that, of course Hanna did not know what answer she had to give. There is no way he explained that he was thrown into the story of the novel he read and met the man who loved him, even they were married.
"Hanna, you know how important you are to papa. You are the most dear princess. Please, forget your sorrow. Come back to be papa's cheerful daughter again like old times." Unknowingly Stuart had already shed his tears. Hanna felt guilty. Troubled his family just because of the pain of his heart. Maybe it's true, it's all just his dream. Alex isn't real, neither is marriage. It only exists in the subconscious imagination.
Hanna's soul returned. He hugged his father crying together. "Papa. forgive me..."
From that night on, Hanna promised, wrapping the story at the bottom of her deepest heart. He will return to be Hanna Jhonson, living in this time seeking happiness, and maybe if lucky, he will also find a prince in this real world. Well, even though it might not be as handsome as Alex!
"Papa, may I go after college, I'm going to England?" ask Hanna who has joined the dining table. Having taken care of her one-semester leave, the rest of the time until next semester, she wants to do whatever she likes. The plan starts, by enrolling in a Gym class. He wanted to improve his body shape.
Then Hanna, gonna find a job, whatever it is. A cleaner, or a waiter at a restaurant. He wanted to collect his money, so that one day he could go to England. He wanted to visit Holy Ville.
"You can go anywhere, if you're happy," Stuart replied smiling.
"To be with Edo?" hanna asked with a squint.
"Sister. Don't mention that name. You're right, he's a jerk," he said, looking upset.
"Already, you guys finish the education first, just talking about guys," cut Ema. "Mom go to the market first."
Remembering something, Hanna volunteered to accompany Hanna to the market. He wanted to find the spices he would cultivate into the herbs he learned while in London. He remembered anything, even taking notes.
"Why did you buy all that?" ema asked in surprise, seeing her daughter who was so eager to buy the ingredients.
"You want to make herbal remedies slimming and skin tightening," he said while laughing.
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Hanna enjoyed the time that passed. Little by little his sadness disappeared. She had already started to return to being the old Hanna, cheerful and stubborn.
"Hi, Ma" she said as she passed by Ema's flower garden. His mother was so eager to take care of the beautiful flowers. Unfortunately, none of his daughters had the same hobbies as him. After being close to Ema, giving a kiss on the cheek of the mother who was seized his attention by colorful flowers.
"Ih, it smells bad. Wet all. Didn't have time to take a shower, Han?" tanya Ema turned her gaze from the flower to her eldest daughter.
"Lazy, Ma. I went home too" he replied.
"It's a long way, Han."
"No papa, Ma. Burn calories. Pretty cost to save," he said.
The distance of the gym with their home is actually not far, only if taken by foot can take half an hour.
"Well, another cake. Got a side guy again, Ma?" ask Hanna. All this time for the sake of maintaining her diet, Hanna never tasted the cake given by the neighbor. It's his first time, and his precision is very hungry.
One mouthful... "Mmmm, it's delicious, Ma," he said with great difficulty because his mouth was full.
"From here, where have you been! I said good," Cathy's fresh out of the house.
"Tomorrow you guys with mama. Tomorrow we make a dish to deliver in return."
Two hours in the kitchen, finally cheese and rainbow cake so too. "Emang if the three of us unite, the cake in the store.wuih, passing," said Cathy tasting the taste of the cake that had just been cooked.
"Who is it, who's sending you next door?" tanya Ema composes a nastar in a pretty container, and a piece of rainbow cake on a pretty plate.
"No, Ma. I'm gonna take a shower, so hot."
Hanna was standing at the door of a large and luxurious house right next to her house. Even the balcony of their room with Hanna's room seemed to blend in.
Ting tong's.. Ting tong's... Twice already pressed the bell, but no one opened it.
Ting. keg...
There's no people, anyway?
The Click...
There was the sound of the door handle being turned and the door leaf being pushed. "Sorry, disturb. I live next door. Mama told me to send this," said Hanna as soon as the door opened. He had not even seen the owner's face, and just as he lifted his face, his heart beat four times faster than usual, his eyes opened perfectly, staring fixedly at the face in front of him.
"Alex.!"'s search...!"