
"Whoever owns this novel, I have permission to read it, huh?” his his hissing at the wind around him was as if his owner was indeed by his side back then.
“Thanks, princess..” Stuart receives the parchment Hanna handed over.
Usually Hanna will answer, but the novel in her hand turned out to have caught her attention. The girl even chose to get out of the room immediately.
Hurriedly locked the door upon arrival in the room. “Alright, before late reading this fairly thick novel, I should change clothes first,” break it immediately to the bathroom.
If you are so excited, Hanna will shut herself up until tomorrow, read to the end the contents of the novel that is now always in her mind.
It didn't take long, 15 minutes passed eliminating the claws and the smell of sweat lingering on his body.
“Alright, I came..” he said monologueing, laying down his body and preparing to read the first chapter.
The hope is crashing, it is not that easy to get calm in the house at this hour.
“Who?” tanyanya. Can't the people in the house just let it calm down? Sometimes Hanna wished she had just disappeared from the house, to be in a place where only her will had been.
“Open the door, Kak”
That's his sister's voice. The only competitor of mother's affection in that family.
“What do you want? I'm sleepy. Go!”
“Open first!” Cathy will not give up. The pounding of the feet on the floor became a sign that Hanna was very upset with the little bully.
Cracks!
“What's up?” hardik Hanna after the leaves of the barrier door both opened. Without saying anything, Cathy walked in and casually sat down on the edge of Hanna's bed.
“Come, Cat. I sleepy “ lies so that his little sister leaves immediately.
“Do you really hit, Edo?”
Hanna's forehead shriveled. Where did his brother get to know Edo?
“Where do you know him?”
“Jawab only!” exclaim Cathy forced.
“Iya, I hit him. Why?”
“Why should you hit him? Don't you know that I like it so much?” Cathy was already standing, waist-rigged in front of Hanna.
“Because he deserved it!”
“Basic women bar-bar! You know, because of what you did, Edo kept me away, he didn't want to be in a relationship with the sister of the bar-bar girl. I've been expecting it for a long time, Brother!” cathy's loud screech made Hanna a little surprised.
Unlike her, Lusi is good friends with Cathy. Susi, who is a neighbor, often invites Cathy to go together. However, not once did he bring Hanna. For the two to bring Hanna along with them would only humiliate them.
“Good if he stays away from you. He's a jerk,” says Hanna relax.
“You're a jerk. I hate you, I'm ashamed to have a sister like you. If it can be replaced I want Lusi to be my sister. Can't you just disappear? Go far from our lives?”
Hanna squeezes her nightgown. Her chest hurt hearing Cathy's words. Had it not been her sister, Hanna would have slapped him in the face, but she did not have the courage. He loved his sister too much.
Cathy had already left, closing the door so loudly right in front of her.
God, it hurts so much. If I could leave, disappear from this family, it would make everyone happy..
***
Hanna glanced at the novel lying on the floor of her room. Upset by her argument with Cathy earlier, Hanna becomes in no mood to read the novel and immediately throws it to any place. However, after being satisfied crying for an hour more, the girl's curiosity appeared again.
Moving lazily, Hanna stuck out her leg, pulling the novel closer until it could reach her hand.
At 23:15, the cold air greeted again and it was getting colder. It seems the rain is getting worse and heavier out there. Every now and then a lightning bolt struck the walnut tree beside their house.
Hanna began by wiping the cover of the novel in red brick. Love of my Life, the title of the novel alone can describe its contents.
Hanna's spirit began to appear. Even if he does not get genuine love in real life, simply getting a true love story in a novel already makes him happy.
“Wah, her name is also Hanna,” said Hanna monologued, adding to her enthusiasm to read the novel. The similarity of his name with the main character makes Hanna feel this is his story that someone poured in writing, but in the happy ending version.
Sheet by sheet he began to read. As time went on, there was no drowsiness that struck, but he was tired of crying.
Sometimes he would smile reading the romantic part but not how long Hanna also shed tears when reading the fate of the girl who became the main character in the novel.
Bajak*ngan the Alex, it's really good to be a man. Ish, why is William the main character. Poor Lady Hanna..
Every now and then Hanna would grumble not to accept what happened to that poor girl.
Lady Hanna is described as very beautiful, but because of her insecurities, making Alex who has long been betrothed to her, not interested in the scared and self-impaired girl. Alex also prefers to cheat behind Lady Hanna.
“Basic fuck you, Alex. If I were Lady Hanna, then I would take revenge, make justice for Lady Hanna's life" he murmured. The fate of Lady Hanna who is also the same as her fate, not appreciated and also not wanted by her family makes Hanna want to be in the world of the novel.
Not felt, it's been hit by dawn. Hanna had already reached the end of the novel, and her eyes were already sleepy as well.
Tucked away in her heart, why was the story so sad, unfair to Lady Hanna. Hanna glanced at the last few sheets, the remaining three at the end of the story.
Lady Hanna could only wail at her true love, Alex, instead wanting her sister as his wife.
“This is not fair dong!” he hit the pillow. Vigorously Hanna flipped over the next sheet, but there was no writing. Immediately behind the next sheet, maybe only blank paper is missed.
However, to the end of the cover, there is no more writing. Only the white paper that had started yellowing was empty.
“Loh, how about gini? Hanging really?! How's the ending? Is this even a lot of blank paper?”
At the end of the blank paper, there was a rough tear. The new Hanna noticed frowned.
“Ah, stop. I'll just sleep,” he murmured in the night wind. She throws the novel under the bed, and it doesn't take long for Hanna to fall in her dream crib.
A long dream that changed everything. Not only his life, but also changed the dimension of time, defying the will of nature that had been determined from the beginning.
Perhaps, because of the harshness of one's heart's desire, nature and its creator will listen. Unwittingly allow a new story, as a complement to the story that has been engraved.
Is not what happens in our lives a divine mystery? Perhaps that is also what the Creator prepared for someone who felt unhappy..