
Upon arrival at home, Hanna returns to being the months she expected. Ema unceasingly says she has gone crazy for releasing Will with his Earl title.
"Mama, once I understand, I can't marry Will. I don't love her" Hanna rubbed her face in frustration.
"Lantas, then, why did you accept the proposal? this is the second time you've rejected a gentleman's proposal. The first one you rejected Duke, and now you're rejecting Earl! What do you want? The king?" peekik Ema stared intently, shaking her head did not understand the behavior of her son. Although he did not like the nature of Hanna before, this one also did not leave his head hurting.
"I don't want to be with the King. Mama, please try to understand my situation. I don't love Will."
"Then answer why would you accept his proposal? you know for yourself that we don't have any more money. Your marriage to that noble is the only way our surname can be lifted" Ema repeated.
"That was my fault. Mama.." Hanna approached the same to Ema, hugging the body of the woman who was still feeling annoyed. Hugged by her daughter who had already upset her, Ema tried to get rid of the girl's hand. But Hanna tried hard, still hugging her mother's body, which was eventually left alone by Ema.
"Mama, I'm tired. I don't want to disappoint you either. But I really can't marry Will." Hanna tightened her embrace.
"Julia loved Will, a long time ago. I love Julia and Will. I want them to be together. Imagine mama, if I married Will, while my day and my thoughts were for someone else, it would be a terrible marriage" Hanna said, shedding tears on Ema's shoulders.
Their closeness made Ema able to feel the sadness that her daughter was experiencing. Deep down, she wants and prays for Hanna's happiness. "Lantas, who do you love?" whispered Ema softly. Tired of fighting with his stubborn daughter.
"You know her mama. The man I just realized I was in love with. Why is destiny playing tricks on me, mama? I lost her once, for Catherine's sake, and this time I lost her because I was going to marry another girl. It hurts here, Ma..," Hanna squeezed the dress on her chest. Show me the location of that pain.
Sobbing until falling to his knees on the floor. Hanna recalls Alex's matchmaking announcement with Ophelia by Lady Abigail. She will never be able to get along with Alex.
"Dear, don't cry anymore" said Ema, crying. The two embrace crying together but different things are mourned by both.
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Will still does not accept Hanna's unilateral decision. He wanted to get angry, cursing at the girl, but not to the heart. His feelings were unfortunately greater than his hatred and disappointment. Will still hopes to persuade Hanna.
That afternoon he came to Julia's house. He wanted to ask the girl for help to persuade Hanna.
"Will, are you here?" welcome Julia happy. The girl rushed up from her seat when she saw Will's figure enter the living room.
"Sorry, if I bother you. There's something I want to talk to you about" he said seriously.
"A-what's up?" julia asked nervously. From Will's sad face, he could already guess that this must have something to do with Hanna. Julia's heart pounded, fear engulfing her now.
"I... Will, I..." Julia was confused as to what to say. He was scared to death. Means Hanna didn't tell me about the contents of her diary.
"What Julia? tell me. You must know why Hanna canceled our wedding. I'm going crazy, like this!" he half yelled. Frightened to see Will's anger, Julia's tears dripped, frightened until her body shook.
"I'm sorry Will. I was wrong. It's all because of my fault" he said ventured.
"You mean?"
"Yesterday, Hanna saw the contents of my diary, this.." said Julia took the diary that was in the chair, which she had been holding since. With courage remaining, Julia gives the book to Will.
Will's eyeballs open perfectly, while reading all the contents of Julia's Diary complete with a reply from Hanna. Now the man's face was pale.
"It... Hanna read? Julia why are you so stupid? why write this book about this?" will's snapping in a bitch.
"You scolding me, Will? is it wrong to write in my own diary? The book contains my privacy. You should be wrong Hanna who has been sassy to read my diary," said Julia still with tears. His courage has now emerged. Not accepting himself to blame.
"I'm sorry, Julia. I shouldn't have yelled at you" Will said, embracing Julia. Come to think of it, he was wrong, too, for kissing Julia. He betrayed Hanna. There was a sense of shame in his heart now.
"I'll explain all this to Hanna. We said it was just a misunderstanding. She'll definitely listen to my words" said Julia, stopping crying. With the back of his hand wiped away the tears that had soaked his cheeks.
Hanna greeted her two best friends with joy, as if nothing had happened between them.
"Hanna, I'm sorry for what I wrote in this diary. I swear, it's just our error. I beg you, please forgive Will," Julia said.
Hanna smiled gently. He nodded weakly before answering.
"First, I decided to cancel my and Will's wedding plans, not because of the contents of this diary, but because my heart did not hold a love for Will. Second, I want you not to be Julia's hypocrite, be brave, tell Will you've loved that guy all this time!"
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