Miss Kissable & Mr. Strawberry

Fear of Falling in Love

(Flashback On)

Kayla and Adit were sitting on a large rock on the edge of the lake.

"What's Kay?"

"I read your letter"

Degg

Instantly Adit was tense and nervous. He looked down, avoiding Kayla's gaze.

"S..A letter? Oh my God, how is this, why am I so nervous gini anyway." inner Adit.

"S-.letter?"

"yes, your letter on the doll." Kayla repeated.

"I didn't realize from the beginning if there was a letter on the doll, because you nyelipinnya really nice." Kayla laughed a little.

Adit thinks Kayla looks relaxed and calm just talking about it, even though Adit is so nervous. Somehow Kayla's response was about the contents of her letter.

"So, have you read it?" ask Adit kaku.

"Hm."

"Mmmm..." Adit poked his lips, feeling misbehaved. "Where's your response?"

Kayla smiled as she raised her eyebrows, and the gaze made Adit even more nervous. His heart cannot be conditioned.

"God.. Kayla hasn't said anything yet, why am I this big!" it's in the heart.

"M..I mean.your response is about..fill the letter, how?"

"I want to hear your response about me first" Kayla said.

Kayla snorts a laugh at Adit's strange behavior, making Adit chuckle.

"My response to you?" Adit tried to speak in a relaxed and normal manner. Kayla nodded.

"meaning?" ask Adit again.

"Yes, I think we've been stable all this time, I never thought you would like me."

Adit was confused as to what to answer. "You can be honest, I like it." said Kayla.

Degg

"I like them with you." Kayla continued. "I'm happy to have a close friend like you. But Dit, what all this time..There is my treatment that makes you feel more? Or maybe I've given you hope?"

"No. Why do you think it's like that?"

"Thankful deh. I'm the most aware of that"

Adit frowned confusedly, rather than asking directly he would rather think for himself Kayla's words just now.

"You're bener. We've been good friends so far, and I don't want our friendship to be ruined because of that feeling either. I price you Dit, I'm glad you're being frank."

Kayla then chuckled, "But, what to do with the sweet letter? The letter is inserted again, actually you do not intend to reveal your feelings? Why not just go straight!"

Adit wavered, he escaped his gaze from Kayla.

"I'm here Dit, let's talk!" Kayla gave a smile, amused to see Adit.

"Dit, if you feel there is my treatment to you that is excessive, please don't think it's special! I don't want to be impressed giving false hope, you know I'm committed not to dating. It's nothing, I just don't like us awkward-gini kayak. You said yourself, whatever my answer is, we should still be friends as usual!"

Adit turned his head, he laughed stiffly. "lya Kay, sorry!"

For a moment they both remained silent. "I don't know when I started liking you. You are beautiful, brave and strong. I love seeing your spirit and your smile, Kay. From the beginning we met, I felt like there was something different about you than other girls."

Ah, being praised like this it felt like Kayla was being flattered. His face was embarrassed. Why is he the one who is nervous now.

"I'm lucky to be close to you. And. I'd be luckier if I could be more than your friend." Adit glanced at the downcast Kayla, making her chuckle a little.

"Why do you feel that way?"

"Whoever will be your guy will be lucky Kay. Your smile, your style of speech, your attitude.it makes anyone near you feel comfortable."

Kayla shook her head in embarrassment. "You're wrong, Dit. Whoever's gonna be your girl, she's gonna be lucky."

Adit laughed a little. "What do I have until I can make a girl feel lucky to get me?"

"I'm really comfortable with you."

Degg

"A..I was wrong, right?! Kayla says.. Is she comfortable with me?" ask Adit in my heart.

"Am I wrong?" ask Kayla carefully. "Sorry Dit! I'm just frankly, not to make you melt anyway."

Adit chuckled, "Did I look like melting?"

Kayla bit her lower lip, "Nyaman doesn't mean like it, right? I always feel comfortable with the people closest to me"

Adit snorted, "That's your comfortable version. If my version.comfort same opposite sex that can make us feel special, we feel he is special for us and vice versa. Comfortable same likes it is different, but from the comfort it. can arise likes."

Kayla was rather amazed to hear Adit. la speech was silent for a moment, thinking about Adit's words and examining the feeling he was feeling.

"Anything?"

"Yes?"

"Can I confide in you?"

"Bby dong. A lot can be."

"I'm serious, you know."

"lyas. You think I'm kidding? Kay, by the way, I'm ready to be your confiding friend"

"Thanks Dit!"

Adit nodded, Kayla sighed before beginning to vent."

"I'm afraid of falling in love, Dit."

Adit raised his eyebrows. "Fearful? Why?"

"I'm afraid of falling in love with the wrong person"

"I want him to fall in love with just the same person who will be my husband later. Just one person, and at the right time."

"Don't love come on its own? Even love can be present without us asking, without us wanting, and without us being able to choose."

"yes you're right. That's why I limit my heart, I'm not willing to date. It's not that I couldn't possibly fall in love before the time, but I was trying to avoid that feeling. So that I don't understand whose name is heartbreak. That's what my mom said."

Adit smile. "Owh. So your mom wants you really, let you not be hurt as a guy"

"lya lah. But that decision is in my hands. Mami I just love understanding, I myself who did not want to date."

Adit nodded, still listening to Kayla carefully.

"From my mom's story, dating is a big risk'. The real mother of dating may be able to love our experience for one relationship, but dating has many disadvantages. Not a few people who date it ngelakuin what is liking the same girlfriend, do what her boyfriend asks, willingly give everything she has. Then break up, what's left! Good if you get married, if you do not kasian her husband, or his wife. What's left she can give her partner if all she has is already given to her boyfriend"

"It's like that, it's gotta be a mess. I don't want my fate to be like that. So I decided to make a manahin whose name was dating. But my mommy I don't deny that I'm the same guy. Just a friend, if more.I'm No!"

"I understand. You're actually Kay, dating is a lot of harm. The girls or guys both lose if they choose the wrong partner."

They then fell silent with each other's thoughts.

"Dit, thank you for letting me know"

Adit nodded while smiling. The smile that Kayla liked the most, her dimples expanded.

"Thank you for reading my letter, Kay, and for giving me the chance to talk like this. So your friend is enough for me. If I'm not afraid to be your companion, I can deket same you I already feel lucky"

"Thank you for your understanding Dit. I still think so, so my best friend!"

Adit nodded, "You need a friend to confide I'm ready at any time. Just find me! If you are cool or hard, I am also ready for you, do not hesitate Kay!"

"Thank You! You too yes, I prefer Adit who is freindly and open like gini loh, than who writes diem-diem letters and does not talk at all. Nervous again! Hahaha..."

Adit pushed Kayla's arm slightly, and laughed.

(Flashback Off)

Adit canengar-cengir himself while looking at the screen of his phone, more precisely there is a photo of his selfie with Kayla on the edge of the lake at that time. From then until now, two months had passed, he and Kayla were getting closer and Kayla also often confided in him.

Class XIl IPS, now that's the class occupied by Kayla and Adit. Over the course of her twelve-year stay, Kayla felt increasingly enthusiastic about learning. Of course, Adit the nerd was with him so Kayla often discussed lessons with him.

About Alex, lately Alex more often spend time with his mother. But its proximity to Kayla also can not be said to be distant. They are still the same, Alex often shares his story with Kayla, and Kayla is always a good listener and advisor to Alex.

In addition, the last three weeks Alex more often mention about the intention of his application to Kayla. Although until now Alex has not really proposed to him, Alex is getting closer to Kayla's mother, it makes Kayla feel bad. Alex also often invites Kayla to meet her mother, Alex wants her mother to know Kayla more. Mom's daughter-in-law, she said.

Because of that, Kayla began to try to keep her distance from Alex. Moreover, Alex always pay attention to Kayla, being sweet and warm, sometimes also seduce her. It all makes his feelings even more awkward if he is near Alex. la it is difficult to understand what is raging in his heart.he is afraid to fall in love with Alex.

Kayla believes Alex loves her. Kayla also knows Alex is sincere and serious about her intentions. But his heart was unsure of Alex's somewhat hasty proposal intentions, he said. Alex had expressed his intention a few months ago, but still for Kayla this is too soon. Kayla wasn't ready for that.

Somehow Alex's way of mind so he dared to take such a big decision in his life. Besides being too young, he is still in school and not mature enough for a household, right?!

Kayla let out a long sigh while leaning her back against the bench. Nia who saw it was astonished.

"Actually, why Kay? Lately I've seen you like that stress, your face is tangled. You are frustrated, what are so many problems? Dong's story!"

Kayla glanced at Nia lethargic, "yes I have a serious problem, but I can't tell you the same story. Sorry about Ni! It's my personal problem with mom."

"Have you talked about not being with your mom?"

"Udah. But there is no way out" he replied languidly.

"I wonder what the hell is the matter? If I can help Kay, I'll see you like gini. Dazzling mulu, rarely smile, if the smile was forced, yes!"

Kayla snorted, she changed her lethargic face to a brighter one with the smile she developed. Although he had tried, still his tangled look was seen in Nia's eyes. Nia gave a small sigh while shaking weakly.

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"Hi Al!" jessica is sitting next to Alex.

"Hi." said Alex briefly while glancing at him at a glance.

Alex resumed his activities, which was writing.

"Gue guess, until now you haven't been with Kayla."

"Emang why?" ask Alex cuek.

Jessica chuckled, "Udahlah Al, I said what, Kayla it will not understand you. No matter how good he is, he still has trauma. Anyway yes, the more here he's getting closer to Adit."

Alex stopped his fingers.he fell silent then turned a glance and asked, "Trus?"

"Ck, shut your eyes!" Jessica rolled her eyes. "You don't realize, Kayla likes Adit"

"They're friends, they're deket, on that basis you say Kayla likes Adit?!"

"Geez Al, you should know, Kayla also thought of you. From your level it is far different. Look at Kayla and Adit! They fit from any side, booksticks, middle class, flats both. Doesn't suit him for you Al!"

Alex snorts lazily. "To the point, what do you want?"

Jessica smiled broadly, she was clasped on the chin with the elbow she was resting on Alex's desk, right in front of Alex's face. Alex had no choice but to look at her.

"Less perfect what am I? The children always nge-ship us Al, they will certainly be very happy if we become"

Alex smiled in anguish. "Yes. Elu perfect's. A lot of guys who want to make you handsome, trus ngapain still ngarepin me who clearly already nolak you, already shy you, also already have a girl of your own choice!"

Jessica snorted as she lowered her hand. "What's so special about that little girl? I can't take it once again you ngehina me! Jesslovers will blaspheme you, and your fans will also be disappointed." he said.

With a sense of annoyance Jessica stood up and sauntered away. While Alex just puts his shoulders indifferently. I don't know how many times Jessica has seduced him and cornered Kayla into wanting Alex to stay away from the girl, but Alex doesn't care. His stubbornness and high trust make him firm in his stance, and his love keeps him fixed on his choices. If likened, Jessica is just like a pebble that can not be a bully in the way, let alone be a barrier to achieve his goals. It's got Kayla's heart.

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"Good morning, kids!" exclaim Bu Fitri who just entered the class.

"Good morning, Mom!" answer the students simultaneously.

"Today we have new students" said Bu Fitri spirit.

Instantly the students boisterously guessed who the new disciple was. They looked closely at the classroom door, there was a whistling preparing to welcome the arrival of new students, there was also a tidying up of her hair and clothes. Whether it's a boy or a girl, it's the same.

"Please!" said Bu Fitri towards the door, which was behind there already stood someone.

He, the new student looked up at a glance, looking at the class marker board listed above the door. 'Xil Class IPA'. He smiled and then stepped into his new class.

With his trademark style, he stepped leisurely while holding the bag on his left shoulder. He whistled while playing his eyebrows, glancing one by one at the face of the occupant of that class, who was staring straight at him. He stopped his steps beside Bu Fitri.

"Yeah.I guess his new student's a girl." Sandi grumbled softly.

Vicky giggled, "Nyesel ya San you read earlier?!"

Sandi sneered in response to Vicky's teasing. Some male students snort lazily because it turns out his new student is a boy, acting cool too his son. While the female disciples stared in amazement at him, one could guess that the new disciple..

"Such a handsome...!" the great-grandson of a schoolgirl.

"yes, can this rival be the same Alex" his friend timpal slowly while holding the arm of a friend beside him.

"Ck ah, mah girl.just look at her eyes not winking." grumbled the male student behind her.

"Sorry Mom, I'm not polite" said the new student.

Bu Fitri smiled, "Hmm. Next time, say hello!"

"Siap Bu" he said casually as he blinked one eye, making Bu Fitri wide in shock.

"Eh uh, ouch, sorry ma'am, habit" he said, patting his eyes, with a look of regret.

"Jude, I'm sorry. Next time do not repeat. Please introduce yourself!"

"Hello everything! Assalamu'alaikum." he said as he placed his palm on the right corner of his forehead, like paying his respects.

"Wa'alaikum greetings.."

"Known, my name is Kenzo Putra Kurniawan. Call aja Kenzo. I moved from several high school schools in Jakarta, previously I was Bandung school from Kindergarten until eleventh grade."

Some students chuckled in response, some were astonished, and some were just indifferent, like Alex.

"Gimana means, you in Bandung until the eleventh grade. How to transfer from several SMA in Jakarta?" ask Bima.

"lyas. I moved schools four times in Jakarta. And this is the fifth school, hehee.I hope this is the last one, and what I'm looking for is here"

Some students cheered him, but he enjoyed it.

"What are you looking for?" ask one of the students.

"Ntar if I meet you, tell you"

"Mom, can you?" said one student, making Kenzo's smile expand.

"lyas. Please!" answer Bu Fitri. "But don't be weird!"

The student said, "Not to be Mom"

"Why not be?" kenzo asked directly, making the schoolgirl blush in embarrassment.

"What do you want?" I'm single, what's taken?" guess what, getting the students back to cheer him up.

Bu Fitri shook her head while chuckling amusedly. "Udah.alah.." said Bu Fitri pacified the boisterous class.

"Kenzo, please sit down. There!"

Bu Fitri pointed to the back seat, right next to Doni, the class leader.

"Thank you, ma'am" said Kenzo, nodding politely.

Kenzo walked gontai towards his new seat. He faintly heard a student sneering, "Sok handsome, pretty dick!"

Kenzo smiled in anguish at her. "I am handsome, sirik aja you" he said pede but only in the heart.

While Alex was watching Kenzo earlier, he looked closely at Kenzo's face from the moment the new boy stood in front of him until he walked past his seat.

"Kok Kayak never saw, where did ya..?"

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