
Kenzo squeezed as his heart grew uncontrollably, his eyes unblinking at the monitor screen displaying the appearance of a fetus in Chika's womb. Kenzo leaned against the wall, and his feelings and thoughts became more chaotic when the doctor said the fetus that Chika conceived grew well, and his age had entered the 13th week.
Inside the room today is Chika, Kayla, Kenzo, and an obstetrician with a nun. Whatever they were talking about Kenzo couldn't focus on him, he was busy with his thoughts. Kayla then patted Kenzo's shoulder gently, making Kenzo gasp. Kenzo was puzzled to see the women in this room all simultaneously staring at him. Their gazes were ordinary, but it was Kenzo's feelings that were extremely agitated and chaotic. Without a second thought, Kenzo rushed out of the room.
"Oh my God.why is this so.why does this happen.." he regretted.
Kenzo returns to his boarding house and locks himself in. He needs to be alone and reflect on his mistakes, he is devastated at this time and deeply regrets his actions. If only he had thought of the consequences that could be as fatal as this, perhaps he would never have done so. But too late, something he never imagined had happened. he mistakenly thought that his ever peaceful and happy life would not be forever this perfect.he was too late in the fun of youth, he was, until he ignores something that can be a disaster in his future.he is so stupid to think his life will always go according to his wishes, along with the breeze of coolness that has always been needed. But it turns out that without him knowing, the storm has come crashing through him, making him oscillate in the middle of the wheel of life.
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"Where's kenzo? What's the matter with you, why can't he be connected? And why didn't he come in two days, didn't he come in today?" ask Jessica.
Kayla who just arrived at the door of her class immediately attacked Jessica with questions about Kenzo. Kayla grunted softly, she passed Jessica and sat on her stool. Jessica followed.
"As I said, there's an important problem, Jess. Maybe for now Kenzo has not been able to meet you or the real menggejelasin, please you price ya Jess."
"What's? Why won't he tell me? I'm the girl, I deserve to know" Jessica protested.
"But not all problems can be shared with Jess' boyfriend. I'm sure if later the problem is already Kenzo will definitely talk to you. For now not first, please respect his privacy. I understand how you feel, but I hope you also know Kenzo if he needs it alone at this time, and have to take care of the problem first"
"What is the real problem, as serious as what?? You don't want to tell me, either?" Jessica was getting frustrated.
"Sorry Jess, I can't. Actually Kenzo doesn't want anyone to know his problems including me, but I already know. So I have to take care of her privacy."
Jessica grunted in annoyance. "So you mean I should wait?! Same when?"
Kayla is feeling sorry for Jessica. What if he knew Kenzo was impregnating another girl, he would definitely be very hurt and disappointed, let alone Kenzo would leave her. But Kayla doesn't think it's the right time to tell Jessica the truth.
"Jess, do you really love Kenzo? You really love her?"
"What the fuck are you doing?" jessica was offended.
"Sorrys. You know Kenzo's a playboy, and I've told you not to bother him too much. It's nothing, as a fellow girl I'm like you, and as Kenzo's best friend I don't like him constantly playing girls"
Jessica chuckled, "So your story is about me, is that it?! Do you know what he used to be like his ex-girls? It is different with me. Kenzo is really in love with me, I'm sure he won't turn away from me. And I. will make him not be able to glance at the lyrics of other girls again" said Jessica confidently.
Perhaps true, Kenzo's treatment of Jessica was more special and different than what he had given his former daughters. But it's nothing more than Chika gets, and Chika is the one who deserves Kenzo's love the most. Hopefully Kenzo can be more mature to deal with serious problems this time. There was no more time for him to mess around, his experiences and mistakes had taught him the meaning of life, even punishing him at this moment. Kayla hopes that her little friend will wake up soon.
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Kayla sits in a chair on the rooftop of the school building, where Alex had previously introduced her. At the moment Kayla is not interested in eating, chatting, even gathering and having fun with her friends. In the strange situation experienced by Kenzo, the situation also greatly disturbed Kayla. Kenzo's problem is his problem as well, and Kenzo's fall is his baldness too. As a friend and already like a brother, Kayla must help Kenzo overcome his problems and eliminate his baldness. No matter how bad Kenzo is, he's still Kayla's best friend, and no matter how much of a mistake he's made, Kayla won't hate him, let alone leave him.
Kayla decides to talk to Kenzo after school. Let's just hope he opens the door for Kayla today, given the last two days he's locked himself in his boarding house.
"Miss Kissable, are you here?" Suddenly Alex greeted, he was already standing next to Kayla.
"AI?" Kayla rubbed her face wet with tears.
"I'm looking for you everywhere not here" Alex chuckled.
"Hey, what's wrong with you?" Alex sat down next to Kayla.
"No papa." answered Kayla briefly.
"There's a problem with my story"
Kayla smiled faintly in response to Alex.
"Oh yeah, I saw Jessica just as the nagging is not clear in the canteen. I think he's upset, like there's a problem like Kenzo."
"it's actually a problem, but it doesn't have anything to do with Jessica"
"Kenzo?" alex asked to confirm, which Kayla was in charge of.
"Why is he doing you again? Definitely not right, if you won't cry gini." Alex is getting anxious.
"Kenzo didn't say anything about me. Sorry Al I can't tell you the same problem, because it's very sensitive and privacy. If later I'm the same Kenzo already can handle the problem, I'll tell the same story you."
"What problem, Miss Kissable? I'm a parno." Alex cringing in.
"You sure you don't want to tell me the same story? Who knows, I can help" he continued.
"Bless Al. Not for now, if I need something I'll talk to you."
Alex nodded while snorting a little. Well if Kayla is reluctant to share her current problem, Alex appreciates that. Hopefully the problem is not too serious and risky. Alex was just worried about Miss Kissable, because she said this is the case and Kenzo. Although Kenzo is Kayla's best friend, it's hard for Alex to trust the young man, let alone see Kenzo's recent treatment.
"Kenzo didn't come in today, did he get sick?" ask Alex.
"I'm not a mastiin yet, I hope he's all right" Kayla replied with a gloomy face.
"Actually there is a problem between Miss Kissable and Kenzo, why I am not calm gini." murmured Alex in the heart.
"Miss Kissable, don't cry, or I'll worry about you."
Kayla smiled and shook her head, "No Al, I'm not crying."
"Inget yes, I've always been there for you. I'm ready whenever you need to, don't hesitate to ask me for anything. I don't want to see you cry, Okay?"
"Hm, thank you" said Kayla with a warm smile.
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Kayla arrived at the door of the boarding house Kenzo. la had knocked several times, but there was no answer from the inside, nor was there any sign the door would open for her. But Kayla never gave up, yesterday Kenzo may refuse it but this time, no. Kayla won't let Kenzo shut herself up any longer, she'll have to listen to Kayla this time. Kayla won't wait until tomorrow or later to talk to Kenzo.
Kayla began to get tired of standing at the door, she then sat herself in a chair on the porch of Kenzo's boarding house.
"Yes..!" call Kayla for the umpteenth time.
"This time I'm not going home until you open the door, and talk to me" Kayla half-screamed so Kenzo could hear her voice.
It had been half an hour since Kayla came, there was also no sign of life from inside Kenzo's house. Kayla hope nothing happens to Kenzo. Anxiety began to hit Kayla's feelings, she stuck her ear to the door hoping to hear something from inside. There's no sound. Kayla then looked at the window glass, which turned out to be covered in dark curtains. Kayla sighed with anger.
"Yes..!"' Kayla knocked back on the door.
"You're inside, let's open it!"
"Ken.. want to see when you are in, you think the problem will be solved with you like this?"
"Ken.. don't tell me if you're okay!"
Kayla sat back down to calm her irritated feelings. Suddenly the door opened. Kayla spontaneously moved from her seat with a feeling of relief. she felt concerned at Kenzo's unkempt condition, her hair was disheveled, her eyes were soft and reddened, and her face was pale. Kayla pouted at him.
"Hey.. What is this? Is my HeroKenzo sick, laper, or sad..? Since when did my HeroKenzo become weak gini..?" Kayla looked at him anxiously, she smilingly tried to comfort Kenzo.
Kenzo sighed softly, he was moved Kayla still wanted to call him HeroKenzo. Kenzo thought Kayla would scold him or look at him with hatred, but she didn't. His eyes that I love began to show a little bit of twinkle, tears back up to make a small pool in the corner of his eyes.
Kenzo lets Kayla in, regardless of the cost rules. After all Kenzo does not close the door so that there is no prejudice from his boarding neighbors or anyone who looks into his house.
Kenzo was confused to see Kayla sneaking into the kitchen, long enough according to Kenzo, no matter what Kayla did in the kitchen. Then he came back with a plate and a spoon, the plate was reflecting smoke which means there is hot food in it. Kenzo watched Kayla, until Kayla placed the plate in front of him. Kenzo just understood, it turns out that this soup rice is the content of the crackle that Kayla brought earlier. Kayla heats it up to be served in front of Kenzo. Kenzo was moved.
"Eat Ken, you can't get sick!" said Kayla softly.
Kenzo just silently looked at the rice soup in front of him. Then he lifted his head to look at Kayla.
"Kay, I-I.."
"Don't talk before you finish eating!" firmly Kayla.
Kenzo opened his mouth to say something again, but was intercepted by Kayla. "Don't tell me you're not lacerated or have no appetite! Eat Ken, don't ngeyel! Your face is pale"
Kenzo grunts long. Kenzo lazily grabbed his spoon and started eating. As long as Kenzo ate, Kayla only went silent watching him. Without Kayla noticing, a drop of clear hair escaped from her eyes, she immediately wiped it. Of course Kayla is sad, her favorite friend is experiencing the consequences of his mistake. Kayla is sure seeing Kenzo's current condition, she must have realized and regretted her mistake.
While Kenzo, don't think he can eat in peace. His chest that was indeed tight and his mind full made him only able to endure the pain.He swallowed food with difficulty and choked, he was forced to eat only for Kayla's sake.
Kenzo sighed while closing his eyes for a moment, then blinked a little staring at the food on his plate that had been reduced by half. he gave up, could no longer afford to spend this food. he wanted to talk a lot with Kayla, his chest was already full and could not bear the feeling any longer. Kayla, who understands Kenzo, gives him a glass of water.
"Thank you Kay"
"Where are you doing, is it a little better?" kayla asked after Kenzo finished eating and drinking.
Kenzo smiled wryly, should he take out everything he was holding right now, on Kayla?! Kenzo couldn't take it anymore, no matter what Kayla would respond to him now, Kayla would understand herself anyway.
"Do I look good?" ask Kenzo raau.
Kayla turned to sit to Kenzo's side, and patted Kenzo's shoulder slowly. "It's better than when I first came" Kayla replied with a smile.
"Kay, why is this happening is the same me. why is this.." said Kenzo.
"This is a lesson for you, Ken. God wants you to change from now on, God is telling you this way because maybe this is the best way to make you aware."
Kenzo looked down, he started crying. "But why should this be, what kind of punishment is this Kay. I can't afford..."
"God won't give us trials we can't afford, Ken. If God gives you this trial, it means that God believes you can do it. Don't despair, Ken!"
"Where I don't despair Kay, my life is a mess. And I also ruined Chika's future.."
Kenzo sobbed profusely, making Kayla carried away.
"Trials can be lived and passedatin Ken, mistakes can also be corrected really. No matter how big the mistake is, there must be a way to make it up to you. God must have given way to his servant who would really change, and would try Ken. You still have a chance to fix your mistakes."
"Chika how's Kay?"
Kayla smiled faintly, "She's still waiting for you. Now that she's at my house, I'm sorry Ken. I can't hide this from my mom. My mom knows."
Kenzo stunned. Somehow the feeling of Aunt Nadia knowing Kenzo's real nature is very embarrassing. Kenzo felt really bad, not to mention his parents who knew. Kenzo again sobbed, he could not imagine how devastated the two parents would be if he knew this.
"Why if you take bokap same nyokap I know this problem Kay. I can not imagine."
"Gue what should Kay. everything is too late.what else can I do.." she whispered.
"You also know how your parents deserve to know Ken, because Chika's parents already know. Ken's responsibility, marry Chika! I think that's best."
"Isn't that?" kenzo's murmur was choked.
"lyas. But before that you have to be honest with your parents, and be prepared to accept whatever the consequences are after they know. Don't put off Ken, Kasian Chika." Kenzo's cry was unstoppable, his groaning grew louder.
"Gue can't Kay. can't.."
"Could Ken, be sure that God will help you. This is the best way out I can think of. After you talked to your parents, you just met Chika's parents."
Kenzo's getting frustrated. To tell the truth to his parents alone he was unable to, how could he face Chika's parents?! Never mind to talk, Kenzo probably wouldn't dare to show his face in front of them. My God, this trial is so hard.
Kenzo shook his head, "Can't Kay. You think I still have face in front of them?"
"I know Ken, but you can't despair, you're a man. Inget, responsibility is the most important thing right now! This is really heavy, embarrassing, and risky, but it's a consequence you have to accept. You can't escape it all, it's the result of your own actions"
Kenzo's groaning became more and more so, he condemned his mistake with deep regret.
"Kuatin yourself Ken. believe you can certainly miss this ordeal." Kayla also sobbed.
"Gue nyesel Kay. I'm a mrs..."
"Do I have to do all that now.Is there no other way..?"
"Don't talk to my parents let alone Chika Kay's parents, point my face at you I'm ashamed. How can I do all that..?!"
Kenzo lowered his head while covering his wet face with both palms, his body shaking, he was very upset. And Kayla kept trying to calm and strengthen Kenzo.
"Ken, do you love Chika?"
Kenzo looks up. "It's hard on you all, try Chika! It's not just you who endures these trials and tribulations Ken, but Chika as well. It's even harder for her, 'cause she's a girl. She had to accept her pregnancy even if she didn't want to. She had to drop out of school despite being forced, her life has changed since you touched her, Ken. And now he must accept this heavy fate in his youth. She'll be a mother soon, she'll be watching your son Ken." Kayla said softly and quietly.
Kenzo was stunned, and his crying stopped. Kayla was right, Kenzo didn't suffer on his own, but Chika also suffered. Even Kenzo was the one who caused Chika to have to endure this suffering.
Where can Kenzo just despair. How can Kenzo ignore Chika, the girl who loves him sincerely but instead she destroys him.
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