Miss Kissable & Mr. Strawberry

Don't Ask Me to Stop

Kayla sped up her pace after looking back, Alex was still chasing after her. Kayla shook her head inexhaustibly. As he continued to avoid Alex, he thought until when Alex would continue to follow him like this. Honestly, Kayla was tired of continuing to walk in uncertain directions, down almost the entire corridor of the school. Why Alex is so stubborn, Kayla is also tired of serving Alex who insists on not accepting his decision and still wants to fight for his love. If their situation continues unchanged, Kayla is not sure she can control herself for much longer.

Like Alex who felt heavy-hearted and hurt, Kayla also felt it at this moment. But Kayla does not want to drag on in her suffering and injuries, her feelings of love must not make her fragile. Kayla had indeed violated her own principles before, by opening her heart to Alex. He thought his choice was right, he thought he didn't love the wrong man. But now he still does not avoid the name of heartbreak. He still doubts that he loves the wrong man.

Now all Kayla does is try to fix things between the two of them. About the state of his heart, Kayla knew this decision he took only hurt them both. But Kayla learned to put logic ahead of her feelings.

Kayla looked back again, and Alex was still following Kayla as she continued to talk, from the outpouring of emotions to the pleas for her heart, it seemed like Alex had taken out all the uneg-unegs that plagued her mind. Actually Kayla is not unwilling to care about Alex, Kayla just trying to control her heart that feels increasingly painful to hear Alex's plea, her defense began to waver at Alex's persistence. Kayla must bear to hurt Alex this time, even though she herself was hurt. Kayla felt her footsteps began to shudder, her veins began to limp because she was tired of holding back her sense of sadness. He's looking for a way to stop Alex from following him.

Suddenly the rain falls on the earth, Kayla then goes down to the open field, leaving herself to rain, hoping Alex stops following her. Alex's step was stopped, he looked up to the sky and then again saw Kayla who did not care about the rain that soaked her. Seeing that, Alex took to the field following Kayla.

"Miss Kissable, please don't believe me!" Alex pulls Kayla's hand to take her to shade but Kayla refuses, Kayla doesn't even look at Alex's face.

"Come on! Don't ngeyel dong, ntar you're sick."

Kayla jerks Alex's hand again, stopping her steps. His breath sounded dull. "Please!"

Alex was stunned, his feelings were shaken. He then changed his face, "OK! That's what I'm trying to do, too." he said. He stood relaxed by crossing his arms to his chest while looking up at the sky. Letting the raindrops directly hit his face.

Kayla turned around, looking at Alex who was standing smiling as she looked up at the sky. "Al, I just want you to stop and not chase me anymore" Kayla said in a statement.

"I'm not chasing you now, because you stopped here." Alex answered without taking his eyes off the sky.

"I'm leaving, and I hope you don't stop me or follow me."

Alex was silent, there was no change from Alex's position other than her fading smile. Kayla was still looking at him.

Alex began to lower his head, staring straight ahead. He wanted to return Kayla's gaze, but was afraid. "Why do you want to leave me?" tanyanya.

"Because it's the best."

Alex did not respond, he was only seen clenching both of his hands.

"Al, I am grateful to know you and through so many things with you. All the experiences and lessons I learned from our togetherness I will not forget Al, it will always be a memory for me. Thank you so much Al." Kayla said sincerely.

"You're right, I don't want our relationship to end here either. But after that I thought Al, why not hold a relationship that is not condoned by parents. We may be happy but we still will not be able to achieve our dreams Al, because the relationship without blessing will not work well. We are young, our future is long. We also don't know if we will be a match or not later. Obviously, I can't feel this way much longer."

Alex is silent.

"I cherish your love, your struggles, and all that you love me. But I can't do it Al, so please don't do anything else for me. I just want you to stop, I don't want you to nag your parents for me, I don't want to see you sicker than this Al."

Alex turned to look at Kayla's face, and Kayla could see Alex's reddened eyes. Whether she was crying or angry, Kayla couldn't confirm it because the rain was disguising the original look on her face, like the rain that had camouflaged Kayla's own tears. Kayla turns around because she can't stand to stay with Alex any longer, she doesn't want to be more fragile if she continues to be near Alex.

Just a step Kayla took, her body restrained. By Alex's sudden grabbing onto her, Alex hugs Kayla from behind and puts her chin on Kayla's shoulder.

Grepp's!

"Al..?!"

Kayla was flabbergasted and stiffened instantly, she tried to let go of Alex's hand which was curled against her body, and pushed Alex with her back but Alex did not budge.

"You don't want to see me hurt any more, don't stay with me!"

"Please me Al..! What are you doing?!" Kayla keeps trying to get herself out of Alex's arms.

Kayla is so uncomfortable. The two of them were currently standing in the middle of the school field, under the rain and were seen by hundreds of pairs of eyes lined up along the school corridor. All the students might even be teachers watching them at this moment, but Alex seemed to be unconcerned.

"I can't stop loving you Miss Kissable, nor am I interested in stopping fighting you." Alex said.

"But I don't want to! Don't waste your time and feelings on it, start doing new things that mean more Al!" Kayla's voice started to crackle.

"That's why I'm staying put! I never thought that loving you was a waste, and that it meant nothing to you. I'm not papa, just don't ask me to stop loving you."

Kayla was full, but she kept trying to fight the turmoil in her chest. "Please don't believe Al... let me go!"

"Why? Why do you hurt yourself by asking me to be like Miss Kissable..? Why do you want to leave me, why are you giving up the same situation.."

"Enough Al! I don't like to repeat my words.."

"You don't like why do you have to say that?!" sergeant Alex emotion. "You're tormented why do you keep maxain yourself ngelakuin it Miss Kissable..? You love me, right?"

Kayla shakes her head in tears, "Please Al.. take me off. Don't be so convinced!"

Alex is hurt by Kayla's words that contain pressure, Alex is sad and upset why Kayla insisted she wanted to stay away from Alex when she herself was hurt.

"Let me stay Miss Kissable!"

Alex even tightened his embrace on Kayla's body, making Kayla increasingly uncomfortable. "Al, aren't you ashamed of everyone? You don't think about your reputation, you point your weaknesses in front of everyone Al.."

"I don't care. Nothing is more important to me than you, my love Miss Kissable.."

"But you hurt me with this treatment Al.. I'm ashamed."

"Please don't say that Miss Kissable, let me hug you this once.. If I can't persuade you not to leave me, just like you love me a chance to be able to hug you like gini. I'd be so grateful." Alex's voice came back raucous and started to shake.

Kayla doesn't know what to answer. What is clear is that his feelings at this time are so full but also hurt. Maybe some of him also wanted Alex's embrace, because maybe they won't get a chance to get this close again after today. But some of him continue to avoid feeling so stifling his chest, some of him continue to try to fight the turmoil of the heart that really does not want to be separated from Alex.

"Miss Kissable, loving you is the luck of my life. And I don't want to forget my love, I don't want to be unlucky or mean to stop loving you."

"Mr Strawberry, how much love you have for me is as strong as your heart, and the bond you make with Miss Kissable.. I can do that, even though there's little I know. But. I can't do anything to repay your love, I can't give you anything but disappointment. I'm sorry.." Kayla's voice was getting quieter and smirkier. His rebellion for Alex's treatment stopped.

"I won't change my decision, please understand Al. So please learn to move on from me. Don't waste yourself making love like this Al, I don't want to be the cause of your weakness let alone your destruction. So don't hold me back anymore." Alex clenched his teeth while tightening his arms.

"I'm gonna go, and learn to eat you." Kayla.

"Not Miss Kissable. 'no.." argued Alex bitterly while tightening his embrace.

"Don't do that..! I can't live without you." whined Alex while holding back her tears.

"Don't say that Al. You are strong, you are mature, you are wise to deal with this situation even though it is heavy. I know. you can. There is me or not. You can cram your life well. Don't be weak just because I'm Al, I'll be sad if you're fragile gini! Be the old Alex before I come into your life."

"You want me to go back to my dark life? Alex is cruel and has no heart? You want me-.."

"Don't be stupid Al!" sergeant Kayla, "You won't fall again, you won't be fragile anymore. My Mr. Strawberry won't fall into the same dark abyss twice. Your heart is not that fragile until you have to go back to that time Al. Your heart is strong and strong, I believe you can be the Alex that everyone wants you to be, and that's not going to change."

Alex continued to shake, his breathing rang and sounded like. "Miss Kissable's.."

"I believe it's Al, don't change just because I'm not there beside you anymore. If you love me, you won't break my trust!"

Alex closed his eyes bitterly, "I will not destroy your trust, nor will I stop loving you. If our relationship cannot be continued. Okay, I will learn that. Is that what you want?"

Kayla bit her lower lip, holding back her crying patter. He could not answer Alex. Alex's voice sounded soft and so heavy, plus the sound of the rain that was getting heavier as if to backsound their farewell atmosphere.

Kayla moves in, trying to let go of Alex's hand that encircles her but Alex is still reluctant.

"Let me like this soon Miss Kissable. But if you yourself want to get away from me, what can I do. I'm..." Alex choked.

"I won't stop you, if that's your request. But please don't ask me to stop loving you, that's my request Miss Kissable. I've been hurt by everything that's happened, you know.you won't let me get hurt by asking me to stop loving you, won't you, Miss Kissable?"

Kayla sighed heavily, "I'm sorry Mr. Strawberry..."

"Okay, if it makes your heart feel better. Will you not get sick if you feel that feeling for longer? You get nothing out of your love."

"Miss Kissable, I may be weak and can get lost without you dampingikan me, but my love will make me. You don't have to worry, if I don't get what I dream of my love.I'm lucky enough to have this love in my heart, I'm grateful that you're a part of my life.." alex's tongue felt heavy to finish his sentence.

"..even though we must finally separate."

Kayla closed her eyes. To be honest Kayla's little heart felt a sense of disrespect when she heard Alex's words just now. But how else, this was the result he wanted from his decision. Inevitably he must bear to hurt Alex, for the good of both of them. Kayla only wants Alex to be safe from danger, if indeed Kayla's presence on her side will only make Alex's safety threatened. Eventually their relationship had to break up in the middle of the road, they had to take a different path to continue their steps. But in each heart there is still hope that someday fate will bring them together again, in blessing and stronger bonds.

Kayla's hand lifted, she held Alex's arm on her waist, returning Alex's embrace. After this Kayla had to remove her hand from Alex, who had been clinging to her and walking side by side with her. This hand that once fought for him, that held it when he needed it and channeled warmth when he was weak. Kayla will never forget him, even if she has to leave him.

"You really have to go, you don't go away I'm Miss Kissable. Maybe even my whole heart is yours, I don't know what will happen to me after this." Inner Alex.

It hurts so much to have to accept a love destiny like this. Until this moment Alex still hopes he can improve things so that his relationship with Kayla can continue. But circumstances are not on her side, and she has no other choice but to respect her Miss Kissable decision. Because after all, if Kayla has taken this path, then this is indeed the best for them. Alex believes that, Alex believes his love.

The thunderous sound of the rain, which was enlivened by the boisterous sounds of students watching the scene in the middle of the field, could not divert the world of two lovebirds who were drowning in the waves of their hearts. Hugging in the middle of the school field and in the rain, watched by many people.. Kayla realized this was not true, but she allowed herself to be selfish and become stupid by forgetting her shame. Alex also knows his actions will ruin Kayla's reputation and reputation as well, but he can't help himself and he doesn't want to care about it.

Just one question filled Alex's mind, one that contained both hope and great fear.

"Miss Kissable.. Can I still ask you not to leave me?"

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