Miss Kissable & Mr. Strawberry

Feel Guilty

After completing the semester exam and the year-end holidays are over, all students and students from various schools return to their activities. Re-entry to school at the beginning of the year, and in the new semester. Likewise with the students of Putra Bangsa High School.

But on the other hand, a young man was sitting lazily folding his hands and clasping his chin on the edge of his bedroom window. He was at home for three weeks, having been discharged from the hospital three weeks ago. Saturated of course, his friends who previously came every day to accompany him at home during the holidays, now they return to school. Only he was still sitting at home, his legs were still plastered casts that did not allow him to enter school. The doctor also did not allow him to walk too often even if only inside the house.

"Okay Al, one more week." he muttered consolingly to himself.

His friends had been back to school for two weeks, while he was still sitting at home for the healing of his legs. Even so, he had no regrets over the events that had befallen his leg a few weeks ago. If it wasn't her who was hurt like this, it might have been her Miss Kissable who was injured, and it would have made her regret. But luckily he had time to save the girl, and let himself be the one who was injured.

Speaking of Miss Kissable, Alex misses her even more. Lately the two of them did chat often, but they did not meet since returning from camping and lastly in the hospital that night. For whatever reason, the girl is reluctant to visit Alex or see him even if Alex asks for it. All right, Alex will be patient one more week, after which he will definitely be able to meet Miss Kissable at school.

"Where will I see him at school? While in the forest just two, easy anyway. But at school, no one knows I'm the same as him. Huwuh...." Alex nodded uneasily.

No one knows if they are both close. Even Alex hasn't told Bima, Sandi, and Vicky about the truth. Though several times when his three friends came to his house, and wondered many things, somehow Alex's tongue feels stiff when going to tell the truth about him and Kayla. Alex only answered the curiosity of his three friends with the reasons he made up. Like earlier.

(Flashback On)

Alex, Bima, Sandi, and Vicky sit in the back garden of Alex's house. They talked while snacking, spent the afternoon together.

"Belasin hunt!" push Bima while patting Alex's thigh.

"What should I be clear about? You know" Alex replied.

"You what?"

Alex snorted lazily, "Okay, which one did I clear?"

"Which else, is the right camping! Where are you going, really, Kayla? Al's nights, you crazy what?! It hasn't been back and forth all day!" sulk Sandi's.

Alex laughed a little. "So you're worried about me?"

"yeah, you're our friend! If you don't go back and forth or we don't panic, one school can riweh bro!" vicky Sahut.

"So gini, you already know if my relationship with Miss Kissable is problematic because of Kayla?"

The three nodded while listening.

"So I thought if I could find Kayla who was stray in the forest, she became indebted to me? Well that I can benefit to bribe him, he must make my relationship with Miss Kissable better again."

"Owh.." said Sandi and Bima nodding.

"Trus?" ask Vicky.

"Yes it worked! I'm the same Miss Kissable is better"

"Seriously?" asked Bima excitedly, Alex nodded.

"That's? I think that Jessica is talking about" Sandi said chuckling.

"Jessica? What's he talking about?"

"You said you were paying attention to Kayla, so you defended her by not going back and forth. Masa' he thinks you like the cupu, heh not funny!" sandi trivial.

Alex raised his eyebrows, somewhat gasping because Jessica thought so. Did Jessica notice Alex's reaction? How could he have assumed the truth about Alex? Alex thinks he should be wary of the cunning girl, lest Jessica who he always ignored it even bothers him later.

Alex chuckles amusedly to cover up his tension. "I'm not paying attention to him."

"That's Al, so we're curious. Good thing it's not true." said Vicky.

Alex swallowed his saliva while turning his eyes away.

"Fix Jessica is jealous! Because you saved Kayla from her trap at that time." said Bima.

"Btw, how do you feel better about Miss Kissable? You're talking to him too?"

"That's Kayla's business, the point is thanks to her I'm so much better than Miss Kissable"

Actually Alex's tongue feels stiff calling Kayla's name, he has never called it Kayla right before, other than when asking Kayla number to Jessica and Adit at that time. Alex has always called him Si Cupu, just like his other friends. But now, for Alex to call her Miss Kissable with Si Cupu, it feels presumptuous.

"I'm not sure, right?" mummified Bima.

"What?" ask Alex.

"It's better than Miss Kissable thanks to Kayla's cupu. It's her who's been huffing at your relationship with Miss Kissable."

"He'eh, as Bim thought!" timpal Sandi's.

"Kayla's logic is in common with Alex, so don't want him to have to obey dong! If Alex says he has to go back to Alex's good name in front of Miss Kissable, he has to dong?!" vicky said, making Alex excitedly pat her shoulder.

"Mantep! You know the best I know bro" cried Alex.

"Elu more mantep Al, could-can benefit in such a situation. Girls are usually if stray tuh just can cry, well this is lu apain the cupu Al sampe he was forced to recede?" bima said.

"Well I'll just say, if he doesn't want me to stay him in the woods, I'll cake in the tree, let him have no other choice."

Bima laughed with satisfaction, "Definitely looking at his face at that time how, baby we missed bro!'" he glanced at Sandi and Vicky.

"So Al, are you seriously the same Miss Kissable better? ask Sandy again.

"Have not believed so much! Looky!" Alex opens her phone and shows her a chat with Kayla whom she names her contact Miss Kissable.

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"Miss Kissable's night, what else?"

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"New abis eating. What are you doing yourself?"

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"Again chatan with you"

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"Have you eaten yet? Did you take medicine?"

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"No, not**** dine tau, you are not here! Try if you're here, bribe me to eat, I must eat a lot."

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"Don't do it, Al! You have to take medicine, so let's eat!"

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"No! How's it?" alex said proudly, while keeping his phone away from the heads of his three friends.

"Ahahaha...cute really lu AI!" vicky Lakar.

"From the writing anyway. Feeling I love you clapping Al's hand! Look at it, Miss Kissable replied it was doang, short." chapped Sandi.

"Damn you San!" pissed Alex.

"To be sure by now you haven't been the same, are you?" the Password again.

"Btw, you call her Miss Kissable, well she calls you what bro?" bima asked, making Alex a little stiff.

"Yes.he called me.. AL."

"Al doang's? There's no special call either?" ask Bima.

"Damn it! Bima can intimidate me gini!" alex in the Heart.

"Yes, look at the chat! Uhuh!" Alex showed me the last chat he showed me.

When Bima wanted to take Alex's phone to see it more clearly, Alex immediately distanced his phone. It could be bad if Bima held her phone, if she saw all her chats with Miss Kissable, there Bima could know that Miss Kissable called her Mr. Strawberry.

"Fix you're not special to him! Your love is clapping one hand! Don't he just want you Temen Al?" said Sandi again.

Alex chuckles, "Emang!"

"Huh?"

Vicky chuckles amusedly, while Sandi and Bima protest.

"German friend?" bima said ambush.

"Trus if you know he's just a friend, why are you still chasing?" pissed Sandi.

"Still pdkt, Peak!" sahut Alex's.

"But he's just like you Al!" timpal Sandi's.

"Rese' is so you! Got your revenge on me? From that day of the protest!" alex's annoyance at Sandi.

"Al, there really is also the word Sandi, what if he ntar nolak you?" ask Bima.

"You do'ain I got rejected?"

"Yes that's not it. If you make him ordinary, there is a possibility that he will reject you, right? Anyways, 'he's been hanging on you all this time trying?" bima said again.

Alex snorted a smile, "Yes no papa. Whatever his choice, what matters is that I try! If not accepted means rejected, chances are that. What's problem?"

"What?? What's the problem you said?" Sandi shook her head, "I don't understand that I'm the same you!"

"So she seems to like other guys how does AI? It's nothing, we just don't want you to be heartbroken!" said Bima who was embraced by Sandi and Vicky.

"You know he likes other guys, he's not going to date. Because he doesn't want to date!"

"Wouldn't you date?"

"Hm"

"Wah your pe'ak! If he doesn't want to date, why are you still chasing?" sandi protests again, getting upset.

"Because I love him." Alex said casually.

"Yes love the love of Al, but if you know he does not want to date, will until when you try to make love to him? Do you know the answer to that?" bima said.

"He'eh, hanging doesn't feel good Al! We guys, need clarity! Well, you want to spend time for a girl who is not clear!" sandi.

While Vicky was listening since, smiling to see Alex responding to Bima and Sandi's questions with relaxation. Though their question is quite tickling and could have swayed Alex's heart.

"Lu said my girl wasn't clear? If you're not the one who's talking about it, I'm beating you up, San!" pissed Alex.

"Gue knows Miss Kissable, and I'm sure that's my choice. Miss Kissable isn't dating, I'm not" Alex said calmly.

"Trus?" wonder Bima.

"Trus what? We are happy-happy."

"It's not about Al's happy, do you feel it's enough? How you feeling?" ask Bima.

Alex smiled wryly, "My feelings won't change, Bim. For me, can deket same he see he was happy it was enough. I'll wait for Miss Kissable, until she's ready to receive me!"

Bima, Sandi, and Vicky let out a long sigh.

"Sampe him ready to give you? What about it, I don't understand?" ask Bima.

"You mean what Al?" confused Sandi.

"Yes, he's ready to take me, anytime. If she doesn't accept me as her boyfriend, then she'll accept me as her husband."

Bima choked to hear it, while Sandi gawked.

"Wow Al, Good..!" exclaim Vicky.

"What's Good, Vick?!" sergeant Bima.

"What happened, husband?" reset Password ensure. Alex blushed in response without answering anything.

"Crazy! What's in your brain is Al, just also know the name of love, have you thought until your kesono?!" gerutu Sandi's.

"Now I think so, if you are tired also you stop chasing Miss Kissable. You think cramming an unclear relationship is easy what?"

"It's up to you to tell me what, who fell in love with me. It's my choice, bro."

"But Al, we're your friend. We ngingetin you, why is it difficult to pursue a girl who already clearly does not want to nerima you? Don't let you get your heart broken."

Alex chuckles, "Why wouldn't he accept me now? Can be later. Even if he still does not want to accept me. jaudah. I can't make dong?"

Sandi raised both her hands. "Gue doesn't understand your love!"

Vicky snorted in laughter, making his three friends glance at him in unison. "That's called unconditional love, San!"

"Unconditional love?" Sandi and Bima are monologuing, while Alex looks at Vicky in confusion.

"When we fall in love and expect nothing from the person we love.. It's called unconditional love. And Alex has it for Miss Kissable. Look, even though Miss Kissable received her or not, what is important to Alex is just the happiness of Miss Kissable! I salute Al equally you" said Vicky then pat Alex on the shoulder.

Alex was amazed to hear Vicky speak. Alex was embarrassed to hear it himself, did Alex feel it was what Vicky said? But Alex felt she didn't have that big of a heart until she wanted nothing from Miss Kissable, even if she thought only of Miss Kissable's happiness, Alex has often been the cause of her tears, right?

In his heart, Alex thought of those words.Vicky, but he showed a proud expression in front of his friends.

"High level love you mean? Ah, like you're really Vick?!" bima said.

"Yes even though I'm not like that, I'm sincere with Lira"

"Masa? How could Alex, who just lost love, have such a big love?"

"At this time Miss Kissable does not give certainty if she just accept or nolak, do we not know Vick how to ntar if Miss Kissable nolak Alex" said Bima.

"Don't get me!" sergeant Alex.

"Then Alex said he wanted to wait until anytime, meaning he was serious. To be accepted or rejected, that's a risk, and for Alex it's not a problem, is it?"

"Al, is it true that your love for Miss Kissable is unconditional love?" ask Sandi, it's confusing for Alex.

Alex himself does not even know about unconditional love.he only knows that he loves Miss Kissable, and it is sincere from his heart.

"Gue thinks I can learn from you guys, you guys have experience. I just fell in love."

"Well, that's why we're ngingetin you. You can fall in love with anyone, until we are not a problem. But if you knew Miss Kissable wouldn't accept you, what would you do, bro?"

"Too me anyway. Support you 100% Al! Love is so rare, I salute you!" vicky said honestly.

Alex smiled shyly, he did not understand what kind of reaction he would have to have. Alex knew his three friends loved him and they always supported him. Even though they had differing opinions, it would not divide them. Alex is grateful to have a friend like them.

"You're happy, we're happy too!" Bima pat Alex on the shoulder.

"Our friendship is also unconditional, not just your unconditional love. Your happiness is most important, isn't it bro?" sandi.

"Yoot.."

(Flashback Off)

Alex was still pensive on the edge of his bedroom window.he smiled wryly considering their conversation two weeks ago.he was very lucky to have friends like Bima, Sandi, and Vicky who always supported him. Although they do not know who the girl Alex loves, they still support Alex. But.. what if the time comes when they find out that Miss Kissable is Kayla?

This makes Alex feel bad as a friend, because until now he had not told the three friends about the identity of Miss Kissable. la hiding the truth from the three of them, because until now he had not told the three friends about the identity of Miss Kissable. la hiding the truth from the three of them, he even searched for excuses and lied to his friends to cover his secrets. Though all this time Alex has always been open to any problems in the three of them, even his relationship with the mother. Only one thing Alex kept secret from his three friends, namely about the cause of the destruction of his parents' household, which made him injured until now.

And now added another thing that he kept secret from his three friends, namely about the identity of Miss Kissable and Mr. Strawberry.

he hides the truth from his three friends, but he is the one who is hurt. What if they learn this truth from others? Will they be hurt too, or disappointed?

In the past, when Alex wasn't honest with them about the cause of her parents' divorce that made her hate her, it didn't hurt that much. But why did this one make him feel so guilty?

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