Miss Kissable & Mr. Strawberry

About the Wounds

Alex was still staring at Kayla. "AI!" call Kayla, make Alex realize.

"I'm in, yeah, you are too. Rest Al!" kayla then stood up.

As Kayla turns around and is about to leave, Alex holds her hand, so Kayla comes to a halt and looks down at Alex. "Temenin I'm Miss Kissable."

Kayla frowned, Alex pulled Kayla's hand slowly, asking her to sit back.

"Al, it's two in the morning, I'm still going to bed. You should sleep too, come on!" Kayla pulls Alex's hand to wake up, but Alex doesn't budge.

"Tonight, Miss Kissable. I need your time, yeah..!" talk to him with a hopeful look.

"We can talk later AI, not now. You're not tired, not sleepy?"

Alex shook his head, Kayla snorted. "It's so rest your mind Al, I know you have a lot of thoughts, but don't let it interfere with your health."

"That's why you're here, I want to share my thoughts with you, so I can calm down."

Kayla was speechless thinking, "You seriously want to split your mind onto me?"

"Yes. if you want to" said Alex lethargic.

Kayla smiled faintly and sat back down. "Thank you Miss Kissable."

"Hm. Come on, what do you want to say?"

"You're talking about my wounds and my burdens, like you know what I'm feeling" Alex said seriously.

"You have a problem with your mom, don't you?"

"You know?" alex asked Kayla to nod.

"Before tonight, I also saw that you were angry with your mother. At the mall, same at your restaurant at that time" Alex lowered his head.

"Honestly, I've wanted this to be with you since that day. Your wounds and burdens have something to do with your mother?"

Alex choked, he sniffed back the liquid of his nose that was almost out. Is she crying?

"Al. I'm sorry if I misspoke" Kayla said.

"Everything. All because of her, Miss Kissable!" said Alex stuck.

Alex put his palm on his chest, and beat him until a dug-in sound was heard.

"He hurt me, he dumped me, he wasted me" he said.

"Why is there a mother like her? Why is there a woman like her? Because of her I'm kind of like this, Miss Kissable's sick. I'm sick!" shaky.

Kayla stopped Alex's hand which she kept sticking to her chest. "Enough Al! You can share your pain with me, just tell me."

"You know, everybody at school knows, I hate girls! I hate to squirm girls happy, free, and laugh as they please. Because it's all about me being Miss Kissable!"

"And that's why you like ngebully schoolgirls?" kayla asked, Alex answered with a nod.

"Why do you think all girls are the same? Why do you hate your mom?" ask Kayla carefully.

"Because he left me. He betrayed papa, and went the same jerk guy. He's also a jerk, so he's more picky than papa."

Kayla was shocked to not believe what she heard. What's that, Alex gave his mother a jerk?

"What are you talking about is Al, she's your Mama!"

"What kind of mom would leave her son for a jerk? Who took the happiness of his own son and let his son become a victim?"

"M-. You mean.. Mama and papa you split it because there is... the third person?" ask Kayla carefully.

"Hm."

Kayla took a long breath. "That means his third person dong is wrong. Why do you hate your mom? Yes, maybe it was your mother who was just trapped, but now you see, your mother loves you Al..!"

Alex laughed wryly while shaking his head. "You don't know Miss Kissable! He's the same jerk that plays behind my back, they don't just cheat, but they have a relationship from before he married my papa! Papa I considered what the same he is? Just a source of money! Can't I hate him?!" emotional shock.

Kayla also did not think the truth turned out like that, just like that time Om William said.When mama Alex left, Om William and Alex felt devastated and hit.

"When I was eight years old, things started to change. He rarely went home, was angry, and did not pay attention to me anymore. At that time he must have wanted to leave me. After four years like that, he..." Alex squeaks in disgust.

"What's Al?" Kayla curious.

"He's pregnant with that jerk!"

Kayla closed her mouth in shock.

"He sent me to leave me as a father, and more like that jerk boy with his son."

"She's evil Miss Kissable, she doesn't pantes into being a mother, she takes away the happiness of other mothers too. Oma me, Oma I'm so shocked to know all her crimes, Oma until she died so can not accept the reality." Said Alex raucous.

Alex sighed and wiped away her tears, "He ruined me as papa. Papa I also broke because of him."

"I looked the same as my own head Miss Kissable, she was happy with her new life, the same jerk guy and his kids. He's happy over my suffering is as papa."

"Because of that, I hate all girls, I can't stand them being happy. They hurt me just as much as I do, Miss Kissable."

"And you're so angry about that?" ask Kayla in your heart.

"Every time I see them laughing, talking about a mother's affection, I'm sick! I hate that, Miss Kissable." she said shaky and raucous, she clenched her hands together furiously.

"And every time I see my mom, my pain goes away. I can't forget, even though he left me, my pain never healed. The wound is still going through right now. And what is my mother doing now, after she hurts me she's back, she thinks she can heal me with her face in front of me again? No, he just made my wound bigger" she said furiously, and Kayla saw a drop of her tears running down her cheek.

Kayla touched. There was pain in his words, and there was hatred and sorrow in his eyes.he must have loved his mother very much, but he was hurt by the treatment of his mother in the past. Then why did he sustain the wound, why did he choose to drown in the painful shadow of his past? If it was so painful, he should have tried to forget that right? His father could bounce back after a slump, but why didn't he?

The voice******** the cry that Alex could stand breaking Kayla's daydream, Kayla saw Alex crying but she tried to restrain herself by clenching her hands tightly and pocketing her mouth tightly. His body shook, and he lowered his head.

Kayla grabbed Alex's hand and let go of her fist, making Alex gasp and then raise her head. Kayla clasps her hands to channel the power to Alex, making Alex feel moved.

Kayla shook her head, "No Al! Stop this, you can get out of your pain, the wound can be healed." Kayla said seriously.

"I tried, but I can't, Miss Kissable!"

"Can Al! Believe in yourself and follow your heart!"

"Would you do me a favor?" tanyanya expectantly.

"certain."

"Seriously?" Kayla nodded.

"I need you to help me get out of my past wounds, do you want to?"

"yes, I'll help you. Don't be weak Al, what do they say when you see you like this?"

Alex smiled, "Thank you Miss Kissable..."

"Thank you!" he said again while tightening their hand links.

"But I think it's just in front of you, Miss Kissable! I can't show my weakness in front of anyone."

"lyas. If you say your friends.want to be inaro where Al your self-esteem! isn't it?" chirps Kayla.

Alex was silent. "What's Al?"

"My friends." he muttered softly, he lowered his head in frustration.

Geez.. Did Kayla misspoke just now? Alex is having trouble with Bima, Sandi, and Vicky. Was that also a serious problem, until they were seen keeping their distance from Alex, and Alex to the point of stress?

"Are you the same Bima, Sandi, same Vicky?" ask Kayla carefully.

"You know why." Alex got up and sat down against the wall.

"yes, that day they heard all our words. They're there, Miss Kissable! They now know everything, and they are disappointed with me" he said bitterly.

"They knew everything that day and they were shocked? I think.. they knew from before, who was on the phone at the time..they heard I called Mr Strawberry right?" kayla murmured in her heart.

Kayla raised her eyebrows, "So they didn't know before? They're shocked Al, and angry with you for us that day?"

"lyas. They're angry, 'cause I got secrets about us from them. But Miss Kissable, I don't mean to betray them! I'm just not ready for the story, am I wrong?"

"They're angry because you're secret about us, because they know Miss Kissable is me?"

"Both" said Alex lethargic.

"First I wasn't honest about the truth if Miss Kissable was you, then about Mr. Strawberry, and then they saw your own rejection of me. They think I'm changing, they think I choose you more and want you more than them"

Kayla fell silent. "But they are important to me too, Miss Kissable! They're my best friends, they've always been there for me, always supporting me. Even when they know I'm in love and want more of my love, they still support me, they don't have a problem even though they don't know the girl I like. But now I'm cheating on them."

"AI, they're your best friends, right?" Alex nodded. "You know they know you, they can know you Al! Maybe at this time they are still in shock, try to talk carefully as they must understand, they must be sorry you!"

"I've tried many times, but they don't want to beat me up. I'm sorry, but Miss Kissable, am I sorry enough? I fucked them." he said frustrated.

"Prophe Al, maybe they need some time. They are shocked, and disappointed in you. But they are still your friends, there is no way they leave you so dong. You have to keep trying so you can talk to them, let them understand and forgive you, Al!"

Alex fell silent. "Don't be discouraged Al, the bond of your friendship is not as fragile as it is to Bima, Sandi, same Vicky left you? You're a gang, you're united, and you're gonna be better"

"But Miss Kissable, P-four has disbanded."

"Dissolve?"

"Hm." Kayla was silent to hear it.

Alex snorted a wry smile, "I miss them, Miss Kissable!"

"They must not be serious Al, they certainly do not want the P-four disbanded. We see first yes, if they are a bit calm you can try talking to them again, they must understand. If they are still angry, be patient first, time can reduce their anger. I know you mean to them, they're sorry for you."

Alex was silent with a grim face.

"Al, I want to ask you something, you answer me honestly!"

"Hm, what?" ask Alex while looking.

"Have you disappointed your friends?"

"Did you feel dishonest from the beginning with them?"

Alex is silent.

"Did you deny me and get them away from you?"

Alex swallowed the salivary, "I. I gave up Miss Kissable, I've fussed over those who have always been there for me. I can't be the kind guy you want to be, either. And I.durhaka son. Regret means nothing, it's all messy."

"Hey, why are you desperate gini?! That mess can still be fixed, Al! You've got plenty of time, you're not late." Kayla's upset.

Alex looked at Kayla's annoyed face. "You guys gini, how can I help you?" kayla said again.

"Al, your relationship with your mother can be improved. About Bima, Sandi, the same Vicky, also can still be above. And me, you don't have to be who I want to be. Because I just want one thing, which is the best for you" Kayla said seriously.

Alex raised his eyebrows, "You want what's best for me? Then you don't have to think about my relationship with my mom. That's the best!" said flat.

"Oh yeah? Then you also do not need to vent your emotions with nyakitin or mengebully people, even though they ngingetin you same mama you!" kayla said firmly.

"What the fuck, not fair dong!" sergeant Alex.

"What is not fair? Improve your relationship with your mother is important Al, I want to help you! And now you're asking me not to think about it? How can you get out of that wound if you don't want to try yourself?"

Alex turned his face away, "I don't like talking about him the most." Alex muttered annoyedly.

"That's your problem! When you talk about your mom, about your hurt, you're always angry, and you can't hold your emotions. Finally what, you vent your anger as an innocent person?!"

"You're making me angry too now?!" pissed Alex off without seeing Kayla.

"I ngingetin you Al" said Kayla relented. "Learn to hold your anger, your feelings will be calmer!"

"Hard dong I'm angry, I feel annoyed with them. They're talking about something related to her, the same wound I was Miss Kissable! I couldn't express my pain in front of them directly, so the lesson I had given them was enough to anger me" he said.

"But Al, you're venting your emotions into innocent people, that's not true."

Alex rolled his eyes lazily. "I know. But I'm the one who can't be disturbed the least, controlling emotions is hard. And I prefer to express my emotions, uneg-uneg out there who bothers me, no matter how hurt it can hurt other people, the important thing is that I am calm, I am happy" he said confidently.

Kayla grinned, "Oh.. So all this time you've been bothering people, humiliating people, and ngebully, it's all because you've been teasing them?"

"Hm." said Alex as he spread his shoulders.

Kayla looked at him in wonder. Alex spoke with annoyance, now he looks relaxed and indifferent. Kayla chuckled amusedly, now beginning to look again at her arrogant attitude.

Alex who was consciously stared at like that then snorted, "lya Miss Kissable, I know it's not real. I'm evil, I realize. But there's a good thing too. Everyone is so disinclined by me, no one dares to care about me. I like it!"

"People are afraid of AI, not disinclined. They feel threatened by you, and you like that?"

Hmm...Why is it, it's good, right? I'am the ruler of school, and they should all respect me, right?"

"lya's right. But you don't get that honor Al, because you want it and make them feel threatened. You are the ruler of school, the figure of our school, you should give a good example dong, instead of showing your strength and power. So the example that Al honoured, not the fear!"

Alex interrupts the protest, while Kayla yawns for the umpteenth time. "Al, I'm sleepy. I'm in!"

Kayla stood up, before she went in she said, "You want to escape your pain right? You want to heal the wounds of the past that bother you, right? Then start learning to control your emotions, Al!"

Alex was stunned, he then realized Kayla had stepped up and was at the door.

"Wait for Miss Kissable!" Kayla stopped and looked.

"Hm?" ask Kayla.

"We're not done talking, here!"

"We'll continue later on Al, I'm sleepy."

Alex stood up, "But I'm just tonight in your house. No one stays up at all times.."

"What's? An uphill? Oh my God, Al. pliss, I don't want to! I take a break, you also take a break, okay?!"

"Rest while talking here, okay?" hail Alex while grinning.

"Al. if we stay up late, tomorrow we can't go to school" said Kayla, leaning her back against the door and crossing her arms to her chest.

"But I still want to talk to you, come on Miss Kissable. Tonight, tomorrow-tomorrow you can sleep well!"

Kayla looked at Alex. "Yes?" ask Alex to hope.

"May dong I take care of you once."

Kayla was silent. "There are important things to discuss now Miss Kissable, not tomorrow or later!"

Kayla thought there was a point too, didn't Kayla want to explain something important to Alex! Now seems like the right time, Alex's mood is good. Alex is an emotional child, his mood is very changeable. Did Kayla just use this opportunity to talk about it with Alex? But actually Kayla is very lazy at the moment, she is sleepy, it's midnight and it's almost dawn maybe.

If discussing it later is also not a problem, anyway Alex must calm his mind first right? If Kayla talks more, Alex will think more. Kayla feels for now Alex should calm down first, let him forget the severe problems he has experienced. And resting now was Kayla's most appropriate solution.

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