Miss Kissable & Mr. Strawberry

Heart Encouragement

Nadia kept crying, regretting what happened yesterday. In the past he himself taught and advised Kayla not to try to play with heart, not to date or put hope easily in men. Nadia does not want Kayla to be heartbroken or hurt, Nadia is afraid Kayla will suffer if she falls in love with the wrong man. But now.. Nadia only realized that she herself was the one who put Kayla in that suffering. Now her daughter has to be hurt by a relationship that was forced to break even though it has just begun. Her daughter must feel the heartache she once feared would happen.

Nadia regretted it, very sorry. Because he himself had asked Kayla to try to open her heart to Alex, although Kayla was afraid at that time.he himself convinced her that Alex was not the wrong man, and deserved to be given love. he himself pushed Kayla into her current life, which Nadia thought was a beautiful dream that had been present, but Nadia did not realize that the dream was still far in the eye.

"It's my fault.. I'm nyesel.." he cursed while clutching his chest shirt.

"Nad, don't be too protracted." lerai the brother.

Nadia told her brother everything, what Mr. William told her and Kayla yesterday. All the hurtful words that his boss said, he spilled the pain by confiding in his brother. Her brother, the only person who can be the place to lean on when fragile.

"That's so good Mr. William is with me, just like Lily let alone, Mas. Why would he not open his own eyes, he always looked with the public eye. Though he should know the public likes to look for faults from people like him. I don't think so." Nadia murmured.

Om Iwan himself was made angry after hearing Nadia's story, he did not expect if Mr. William would be until the heart speaks that sharp. All this time he thought Mr. William was different from other conglomerates, but in fact the same. Speak haughtily, without caring about people being hurt by his words. It happens without thinking about the feelings of others. All this time Iwan and Nadia saw from Mr. William there was no such attitude, but yesterday.. Mr. William himself broke the perception of Ivan and Nadia about him. Mr. William himself proved to Iwan and Nadia that he was no different from t***s in his class.

"I can't believe what people have been saying all along, if the brain of a business person is cruel. Because I don't see Mr. William that way. But Mas, Mr. William himself who proved to me if you say those people are real. He's cruel Mas." Nadia fights in frustration.

"yes Nad, yes..! I know you're disappointed, but dong. Strengthen yourself for Kayla! Kayla needs you now Nad, how can you make her if you yourself are fragile" lerai Om lwan while rubbing Nadia's shoulder.

Nadia looked up at her brother, was silent for a moment then wiped her tears away. Nadia knows her sister is also disappointed and angry, but she remains strong in order to make Nadia strong.

"You're right Mas, thank you, you're here for me" said Nadia.

Om Iwan smiled wryly, his hand turned to rub the head of his poor beloved sister. "This is my job"

"Now you are doing your job! Samperin Kayla, all day long you two are em-dieman, no matter what other than their respective grief. Mas sampe was confused" Om lwan chuckled.

Nadia also smiled. "lya Mas, sorry I already ngerepotin Mas. I didn't come home from yesterday to take care of me with Lily"

Nadia let out a long sigh. "what kind of mother am I Mas.." - she softly returned.

"Shhh.. Nad. there is no end if you continue to blame yourself. Kayla needs you now, only you she harepin can understand her at this time. Don't let him slump for long."

Nadia nodded.

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Tonight the weather is very cold, because the earth has just been hit by heavy rain. Alex sat curled up on the porch of Kayla's house while hugging her body. Even though he was wearing a jacket, he was still cold, because he was rained. Though he did not sit under the sky directly, but the rain was so heavy that Kayla's minimalist home terrace was also exposed to rain, making Alex wet.

Already since noon he sits faithfully here, despite having been expelled by Om Iwan he still feels at home here. Since the chaos of the situation a few days ago Alex has been back and forth many times to Kayla's house, in order to meet the girl and talk to her. But only Om Ivan always opened the door for him when he came, and the middle-aged man did not allow him to see Kayla. Never mind to meet Kayla, Om Iwan himself does not even want to listen to Alex. Om Ivan just opened the door and asked him to leave, as happened repeatedly.

(Flashback On)

"Well, are you here again? I told you, don't see Kayla! You just hurt him, I won't let you increase his suffering!" ketus Om lwan's.

"I'm here to fix everything. Because I don't want Kayla to continue to suffer because of me, that's why I came here. I have to talk to him, Om." ask Alex to be clear.

"No! How many times do I have to say, I'm good at you, Nadia's sick of you. And Kayla, you know, she needs time to calm down."

Alex was stunned, feeling so guilty, "It's not like please Om listen to me first, I really want to fix this mistake Om. I can't calm down until I clear things up."

'But I'm not interested in listening to you. Get the fuck out of here!" om lwan.

"Om.." - Alex.

Iwan closed the door in front of Alex.

"I'm not going anywhere until I talk to Kayla, Om! I'll stay here until Kayla gets out!" yell at Alex from the outside, as if he was yelling at the door in front of him.

"As far as you! Kayla won't come out even if you wait until tomorrow or the day after!" reply Om Iwan from the inside, with a furious tone.

Alex sighed weakly, but he did not despair. he continued to call Kayla's name until Om lwan opened the door again. Upset by Alex's disturbing call, Om Iwan again scolds him and drives him away. But Alex did not budge, he did not want to go home before talking to Kayla, or at least seeing the girl with his own eyes.

"I'll stay here, Om. I couldn't calm down until I saw Kayla. Please Om. I also don't want Kayla constantly sad, so I have to explain to her."

"You know dong! Kayla is sad because of you, she doesn't even want to see your face right now! If you love him, give him time!" sumpul Om lwan was really furious.

Alex looked down, he felt more guilty. It hurt her heart to hear Om Iwan say that Kayla did not want to see his face. That's how Miss Kissable got to her, until she didn't want to see Mr. Strawberry's face. Alex hopes Miss Kissable doesn't hate her.

(Flashback Off)

Alex could not stop thinking about Kayla, it had been four days since that bad day that he had not been able to see the girl. Really Alex can not calm down, can not sleep, eat irregular even his appetite is now lost.he can not do anything right because his mind is chaotic. Therefore, today he returned to the girl's house again, with the same goals and expectations. But again he was expelled, both Om Iwan and Aunt Nadia still reluctant to listen to him. It is their heartache that makes them still unable to accept Alex's presence, let alone let the young man meet their daughter.

Although Alex had been on the terrace for hours Kayla, even had rained, not even Om Iwan or Aunt Nadia opened the door for him. But Alex still did not budge, this time he would not go home before Kayla wanted to see him.he felt he could not stand it anymore if lingering in this situation. The distance created between her and Miss Kissable, with their communication cut off, their relationship falling apart, their feelings being equally broken, and the girl's unfavorable condition. Alex couldn't stand it, the more time passed day by day, the more his heart ached. Although it had only been four days, for him this was already very long and exhausting.

This time he had to successfully meet the girl, he had to make sure of her condition. His worry about Kayla's situation grew increasingly stirring, even though he knew the girl was not alone. But his heart kept pushing him to make sure of the girl, because he felt so guilty and had not managed to explain anything to the girl until now. It is possible that, at this time Kayla was crying sadly, the girl must have been hurt by the unilateral decision dropped by papa Alex. But really, Alex never thought about hurting him at all, Alex never intended to agree to his papa's wishes.

Alex looked up at the sky, then looked at his watch. The night is getting late, the rain has stopped. But Alex's determination and hope do not subside, it does not matter if he continues to wait here until tomorrow morning or until tomorrow night though. Even if he comes home he can't do anything. Right now the most important thing was to make his mind calm by meeting his Miss Kissable.

An hour passed, the night grew late and quiet, but not with Alex's thoughts and feelings. His worries and longing for Kayla did not go over. Although he can stay here until tomorrow without eating, drinking or sleeping, but all that will not change what is raging in his mind right. he began to think why he was just silent all day, just sitting here and waiting for Om lwan or Aunt Nadia to melt with her persistence. Why didn't he take action himself?

Yes, it might not be bad if he himself directly met Kayla without having to wait for permission from Om lwan or Aunt Nadia. He couldn't calm down before he saw the girl. His heart kept pushing him to do things without wasting much time.

Finally Alex got up from his seat, he sighed while rubbing his palms to expel the cold that covered his body for several hours. Then Alex walked around the house, towards one of the back doors that was Kayla's bedroom door. Arriving at the door, he stood on his porch with a faint smile recalling his moment with Kayla a few months ago.

"Miss Kissable. I miss you a lot.." she murmured softly.

Alex then stepped closer to the door, a little nervous because he felt like a criminal who would do the action secretly.

"Ah crazy! I won't be that tight." he chuckled, dismissing the strange thoughts that flashed across his mind.

he did not intend to sneak into Kayla's room secretly, he just wanted to see the girl. Ah no, maybe he also can't see the girl now. For sure he wanted to talk to the girl, explain something that made the girl now unwilling to see him. Alex knew Kayla was injured, so he wanted to treat Kayla's wounds. Mana can stand Alex letting his girl get hurt without him doing anything for her. Moreover, the wound was Alex himself who created it, evil once if he let his girl's wounds continue to gap.

Tok tok tok tokk

With a feeling of nervousness and a little fear, Alex finally knocks his fingerbook on the door.

Tok tok tok tokk

"Assalamu'alaikum, Miss Kissable" he said after a long thought.

Still no answer. But a few seconds later Alex heard something inside, meaning Kayla was in her room. All right, Alex tried calling him again, because maybe the girl heard him but wasn't sure.

"Miss Kissable. it's me"

Silent.

"Miss Kissable, I'm sorry.."

Alex called back, but there was no answer. Alex put his hearing more observant, and he could hear the sound of footsteps approaching the door. His smile was still, relieved.

But after a few minutes of waiting, there was no sign that the door in front of him would open. What the bad guess was, Miss Kissable hasn't come to see him. Alex's heart breaks, he swallows his saliva bitterly.

"Miss Kissable, I'm sorry. No papa if you don't want to see me, you don't want to hear me.."

"I know you're inside, you must hear my voice."

Ah, talk to Miss Kissable what's with this door anyway!

Alex grunts lethargic. "I'm sorry, baby, I really didn't think this was going to happen. I don't know if my papa will make his decision that soon. I was late and I failed. I let you down." I heard a loud voice.

"I love you so much Miss Kissable, I never intended to leave you, let alone intention, I never even thought a little to end our relationship. I'm serious about you, and I don't accept papa's decision." his voice trembled, describing his full and heavy feelings.

"I didn't know you'd do this."

"Yes, it's true that you have intended to make our misahin since he knew about your papi. But I always knew that, I was trying to convince papa about you. Because I love you, it's just you that I need to make by my side. I couldn't have wanted this to happen, baby, but I failed to prevent papa."

"It's my fault, yeah, it's my fault. I'm stupid, I'm selfish, I made you like this. I made a mess of your life" Alex started sobbing.

"I'm sorry I wasn't completely honest with you back then, I'm afraid you're hurting Miss Kissable. I want you to be happy, but, in fact, I still hurt you. sorry..!"

"Miss Kissable, are you angry with me? You're disappointed, you don't want to see me, I know. You pantes angry and disappointed with me, I was wrong. But. please don't hate me..!"

Alex was silent for a long time, still hoping for an answer from behind this door. Both of Alex's palms clenched the door leaf, imagining herself touching Miss Kissable's grieving face.

"You don't hate me, do you?" Alex's entire body bristled as he asked that. he was afraid of being hated by his Miss Kissable.

"I'm so scared to lose you, Miss Kissable. I love you so much."

Alex said it solemnly, all his heart held up for days he let out at this time. Not knowing what kind of situation Kayla was in there, whether the girl listened to her or not. No answer at all.

While Kayla was stunned with tears streaming down her cheeks, she sat on the floor, near the back door of her room.she looked at the door with nanar, her heart longing for the young man behind the door, but his heart also ached because of the wounds he had sustained and remained seated in place, not ready to see the young man now. he wanted to be angry and blame Alex for not being completely honest at that time, he wanted to blame Alex for the mess of their relationship. He also wanted to curse and beat Mr. Strawberry to vent his frustration, because the young man had only met him today. Why did Mr Strawberry not try to persuade him before this, where he was, what he was doing, what he was thinking, did he not worry about his Miss Kissable before today!

Kayla doesn't know that Alex has come to her house many times to do what she wants. Kayla refused to see him on the first day of the incident, but neither she nor her mother ever told her that Alex had come every day to see her. Kayla became prejudiced against Alex because of that, she was even more upset and disappointed in the young man. And Alex doesn't know that Kayla doesn't know about her repeated arrival here either, because she thinks Om lwan and Aunt Nadia are asking her to leave at Kayla's will.

Kayla got up from her seat to approach the door, then she put both her hands on the door. she did not understand what was happening, her heart seemed to encourage her to do this. And what he felt was that his heart warmed up a little after his palms stuck to the door, so he imagined Alex was smiling warmly at him, the loving smile that he longed for.

Long enough both in that position, both enjoy the taste that now holds their chest. Although they were distant, their hearts were like they were fused together.

Until Kayla realized that Alex was moving away from the door, the sound of her steps was heard slowly and away.

Suddenly...

Gedebbuggh.......!!

Aaakh........!!

Kayla was shocked.

What the hell's going on? What was that noise just now?Why is Alex screaming like that?

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