Miss Kissable & Mr. Strawberry

About the Heart

Five months have passed.

As time went on, the distance between Kayla and Alex grew even further. Even after their engagement was forcibly broken up five months ago, the two agreed to stay away from each other, nothing had changed in the heart of a Mr. Strawberry. Mr. Strawberry still loves his Miss Kissable, he endures his love as he expressed his wish to Miss Kissable five months ago. Only, he no longer struggled or did anything that could bring him closer to Miss Kissable. Because that is what Miss Kissable wants, then despite the weight of Mr. Strawberry still obey the wishes of Miss Kissable.

Living the days without Kayla, made her life feel hollow and colorless. Although his three loyal friends were always beside him, still they did not manage to change his mood for the better. Alex may be smiling and cheerful at times, but he also rose from his mourning after Kayla completely abandoned him, living his life as his father wished. However, his smile, his pleasure, his success, and the smooth running of his current life did not make his heart satisfied. A part of his heart remained empty, as if there were no signs of life. Maybe even his heart was not in its place, because it had been owned by Kayla.

Alex may be successful in a business he hasn't been in for a long time, but he fails at the love he dreams of. Alex may look fine on the outside, but it's ruined inside. Over the past month, he was so depressed and not willing for what happened. More precisely he was forced to undergo what was determined by his father. Because what is happening in his life right now is all under the control of the father. Alex felt like a lifeless robot that had to obey orders, and could not argue. Actually if he wants he can rebel, but he can not disappoint his love by turning into a bad person.

Kayla has now moved to a new school. In fact, he heavily left Putra Bangsa High School which has given a lot of experience and changes in his life, leaving good friends who color his days while there, and leaving Alex who has made his place, also creates a lot of changes in Kayla.

Moving schools is an alternative chosen by Mami and Om to stay away from Alex. For the sake of kindness and peace of heart Kayla, also avoid blasphemy and scorn the sharp tongue of her school friends, due to the breakup of Kayla's engagement with Alex.

Kayla is still trying to move on from Alex. In fact removing the sense he had for Alex was very difficult, unlike what he could have done when he brushed aside his feelings for Kenzo. Wh why? Why does his mind seem to contradict itself in this case, why he has not been able to erase his feelings for Alex! Although he had tried, turning away from all the loopholes that could prevent him from moving on, erasing everything that connected him with Alex, but still.. until now he had not been able to remove that feeling from his heart. Maybe the feeling that exists today is not as big as before, but still it disturbs Kayla's calm.

Where are you Mr Strawberry?

Where are you actually?

You are in my heart where I am, so I feel lost when I want to get you out of there.

What kind of place are you making in my heart, so I can't get you out of there.

Honestly, I was happy when I realized you were still there. But sometimes I feel tormented, because your presence there disturbs my composure.

I wanted to let you go, but I also refused to lose you.

I want to be free of you, but I also feel empty without you.

Don't you think I miss you!

My eyes may be longing to see you, but my mind is all of you. So then..

where I might miss you.

Your memories are stuck in my memory, though,

your footsteps were even reluctant to move from the space of my heart.

Perhaps you have also climbed every corner of my heart, making it difficult for me to remove you from it.

Enough Mr Strawberry!

When should I do this, I don't like it.

I feel like I'm the dumbest creature in the world, for failing to manage this feeling."

Kayla closed her diary after she finished scratching her pen. Kayla chuckles amusedly, not since when she became poetic herself. Lately he so often wrote verses his heart in the book of his diary. Somehow how Alex is now, Kayla has completely cut off the relationship between them. Maybe if they want to make good friends it does not matter, if they meet it may not be bad, because they are not two hostile people. But Kayla was afraid to waver over the principles she already held.

Alex had called him several times, Kayla's hands were so itching to pick up the phone, her desire also encouraged her to serve the call, but her heart and mind still tried to stand firm. If only once he picked up the phone and obeyed his wishes, then maybe he would not be able to turn away, maybe he would be addicted and reluctant to stop himself. Kayla did not want that to happen, she did not want to be hurt again with such feelings. Right now he still can't really move on from Alex, then what if he let a gap like a call into his phone it creates a new path for himself and Alex!

"Hhuuoff......" Kayla breathed a long breath. He knows very well how sad he is at the moment, but he does not want to admit that he failed to move on from Alex.

Derrtt....

Kayla's phone rang, grabbed the flat object and saw who was calling her.

"Kenzo?!" muttered pleased.

Her face changed suddenly. Kenzo made a video call with her this time, Kayla chuckled slightly before answering Kenzo's call.

"Hello Ken..!"

Kenzo's face appears on Kayla's phone screen, she smiles widely while the woman beside Kenzo looks pale and limp but also displays her smile on Kayla.

"Kay.. Kenzo junior was born..!" pekik Kenzo girang's.

Kayla was amazed, especially after Kenzo turned her camera towards the red baby who slept with her henchmen in the baby box. Apparently Kenzo and Chika are in the hospital, and Chika has given birth to her child.

"O Allah Ken...! Thank goodness. hmm... gusty..! Congratulations to Ken.. Chik.. oh my goodness..!" kayla screams excited at once moved.

"Congrats Ken, Chik, welcome baby boy..!" yell Kayla again. Kayla was very pleased with the good news.

"Thank you Kay." said Chika sounding softly.

"When she was born, Chika was all right?"

"Alhamdulillah Kay's. Half an hour ago, I almost fell to the ground to see Chika dying" Kenzo said as he shook his head in memory of his wife's stressful labor procession.

"Eh who's dying?! Offhand you!" chika Sewot.

"I'm good Kay.. Alhamdulillahot. It's just fine my condition." said Chika afterwards.

"Alhamdulillah...." Kayla sighed in relief, happy to see the happiness on Kenzo and Chika's face.

"When to Bandung? Nengokin new bangkan. Kenzo junior has been very keen to be carried with him onty Kayla." said Kenzo, making Kayla and Chika laugh.

"Okay, onty Kayla must be Kenzo's nyusulin junior to Bandung. Soon as Ken, Chik. I'll tell mommy first. This is not my mom at home anymore."

"Oh yes, there is still one important person we have not given this good news to!" Kenzo.

"Who?" ask Kayla and Chika simultaneously.

Kenzo chuckled, then did something to his phone. Kenzo invited someone into their video call. Kayla's phone screen was divided into three.

Degg

"Alex?" inner Kayla is anxious.

And sure enough, the next second Alex's face appeared on Kayla's phone screen. Kayla stiffened instantly, her heart pounding.

"Hello to Alex..!" exclaim Kenzo enthusiastically while showing the baby towards the camera.

Alex was surprised to realize that Kenzo not only invited him to video calls but Kayla as well. Afterwards Alex laughed happily at Kenzo's camera showing an adorable baby there.

"Wow bro! The congratulations..! Oh, my God you're a father now, haha..."

"She dong. Look, it looks like I'm the same?" kenzo said with his pede, which only Alex responded with a laugh.

"Alhamdulillah. Your wife is fine too, right?"

"Okay, here!" sahut Kenzo turned his camera towards Chika.

"Congratulations Chik, you're great. I became curious about how Kenzo's expression pas ngedampingin you lahiran. Hahaha..."

"Gue is a good husband! Don't peremehin me you, I've passed the exam. Well. You stay here, take care of you!" Kenzo teases Alex.

The smile on Alex's face faded, he saw Kayla who was still putting on her tense face since. Kenzo doesn't know what happened to Kayla and Alex. Kayla never tells Kenzo about her broken engagement, and Alex doesn't say anything because she thinks Kayla has the right to tell Kenzo.

"What the hell, how about the diem-dieman! You guys haven't fucked each other before, don't say no more fights..!" chirps Kenzo.

"No, really!" sahut Kayla and Alex.

"Hahaha. good that you are still compact. It's so bad you can't lie. Btw, how are you guys?"

Silent. And that makes Kenzo wonder.

"Haloo.... This I'm talking to people is not the same doll?!"

"Sorry, what did you call Ken?" kayla said a little awkwardly.

"How'd you guys? Is there a wedding date yet?"

Degg

Dead lice. Neither Kayla nor Alex could answer this question. Kayla regrets asking Kenzo to repeat her question, now what can she say to hide the truth from Kenzo?

"Haloo... Miss Kissable's.. Mr. Strawberry...!!" call Kenzo to wake Kayla and Alex from their respective daydreams.

Degg

It had been a long time since Kayla's sense of hearing had not heard the call. Kayla and Alex both gasp when Kenzo calls, but both are still silent.

"Hey, don't tell me you're hiding something from me!"

"Emm-huh.-"

Kayla and Alex were both about to start talking but it turned out that the voices of the two collided again.

"Eh, change dong, say." Kenzo laughed a little.

"Ken, sorry I left first. Mami seems to have come." said Kayla dodged.

"Eh, what are you leaving anyway? If Aunt Nadia came nice dong, take it here!" kenzo Sahut.

"No, emm.I mean.I'll call you back, OK!"

Kayla didn't let Kenzo answer her, she got straight out of their video call. Kayla breathed a deep breath into the air while closing her eyes. Actually Kayla does not like to avoid like this, but she can not stand to linger in such a situation.

Seeing Alex's face made her feelings jumbled, sad and happy at one time clashing together, making her chest tight. It felt like Kayla wanted to cry, but did not know what to cry for. For a long time he had not seen Alex, and had not heard his voice. Kayla did not expect Kenzo would meet him with Alex today, although virtually alone. Somehow with Alex herself, Kayla lacks the courage and strength to see Alex for longer even though she does not meet in person.

Kayla's hand raised to touch her chest, the pounding of her tight heart seemed to disturb her breathing, Kayla took a breath while closing her eyes to calm her heart. Instantly Alex's cheerful face appeared in his eyes.

"Mr Strawberry, how are you? You're good, I'm glad to see you laughing."

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Alex was sitting in the middle of his bed, a second ago his video call with Kenzo ended, he threw his phone over reflex as his hand fell to his side. His feelings were still uncharacteristic, he was tense and confused for the past few minutes. Alex exhaled into the air, swallowing his saliva many times. After all his emotions and turmoil were unstable at this moment.

Today Kenzo gave him good news as well as surprise, good news of the birth of his son and a surprise that was so unexpected by Alex. Alex misses Kayla so much, and today Kenzo is making her longing go untreated. But in addition, various other flavors also whack Alex's feelings, considering how the distance created between him and Kayla. Alex was thrilled to see Kayla's face, but she also felt suffocated at the same time. His arid garden of heart was revived, and his heart that had somewhere before now found its way. But he also slipped and stiff at the same time. Alex also feels like a dazed person at the same time, when his phone screen splits three and shows the face of the girl he loves. His brain stopped functioning for a few seconds, and his tongue fell off instantly. Shows the reaction of the longing medicine that penetrated into his soul. The soul of a lover, the empty.

Yes, part of his heart felt hollow even though the other part felt happy whenever he remembered his Miss Kissable. Maybe because all this time he was too immersed in the sea of love of his heart that he created himself. When he saw Kayla's face earlier, he felt he had the power to pedal and pull himself out of the sea of his heart. But a moment later he again lost that power, so he was riveted and resigned to what happened to him.

Alex realizes that he did not respond to Kenzo correctly, but he does not know what came out of his mouth when he answered Kenzo. Maybe Kenzo realized the awkwardness, so Kenzo had a message...

"Bro, you're wiser than me. I don't know what's going on between you and Kayla, which I clearly see is not right. It won't be done, will it? Fix anything that can still be repaired! You're smart enough to not tell yourself you'll be sickle later, and your love for Kayla is also not selfish right, don't take me who nyesel because believe Kayla is the same you!"

Kenzo's last warning was a bit threatening, but Alex understood Kenzo's concerns. Alex should have been more in control of himself earlier, so as not to cause awkwardness and questions in Kenzo's head. Kenzo gives Alex and Kayla some good news, but they both ruin her happiness by leaving her worries on Kenzo's face.

Actually in recent months a lot of changes happened to Alex's life, but all that did not change the slightest feeling of love in his heart. Actually the last few weeks Alex tried to dare himself to change a little of his feelings, but he instead felt tortured himself. Because doing something that is contrary to the wishes of the heart is heavy. It was very difficult for him to accept his love destiny like this, but he always tried to be mature and not just obey the wishes of his heart. However, he will not give his father any chance to complain about his weakness, let alone blame his love, no matter what.

"Miss Kissable, I always wanted my love to be my strength, but in fact I'm this weak without you. I don't know when I'll be like this."

"But I won't let you know my love is wrong. All this time I didn't tell papa about linking you to my problems, and never will."

"Miss Kissable, just before I received a video call from Kenzo. I'm still sure as determined as I try to reduce a little of my feelings to you. Yeah, I never want to do that you know, but I'm the other me." Alex chuckles miris.

"I still survive Miss Kissable, although my current circumstances do not justify that. I think there is no harm if I try to reduce the feeling a little, but. You know, before I take that stupid determination I don't get sick like this when I nginget you. So I'm simplistic, trying to reduce my feelings to you is wrong, not really at all." Alex giggled amusedly.

"But Miss Kissable, after I saw you earlier.I hesitated to change that feeling from my heart."

"You didn't think of me, did you? Why, are you still avoiding me after five months of our communication breaking up? Are you feeling the same?"

"You wouldn't have acted like that if you had moved on from me?"

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