Miss Kissable & Mr. Strawberry

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Kayla paced back and forth in her room restlessly. I don't know what Alex is talking about with my mom, Kayla is currently unable to calm down. A few minutes ago Alex's car just left his house. Kayla waits for her to meet her in her room, but until now she hasn't shown up. Kayla is embarrassed to see her first, because this time the problem they are facing is very serious and sensitive.

"Kok mami didn't come here either, Alex has gone home already." Kayla's mind.

Cklekk

Kayla's bedroom door opened, mami breezed in with her trademark warm smile. Kayla became even more nervous, it felt like she was dealing with a master teacher alone. Strange, even though in front of him this is his own mother.

"Dear."

"lya mi?"

Mami leads Kayla to her bed, then the two sit face to face on Kayla's bed. Mami smiled warmly as she stroked both sides of Kayla's face, making Kayla's nervousness slowly decrease.

"Mi?"

"Hm?"

"Alex, what the hell is that talking about?"

"Bonch you." replied my mom casually in a somewhat seductive tone to Kayla.

"Hummm..mami.." Kayla's whine was agitated.

"Eh why?" mami asked confused. More precisely pretending to be confused.

"Did Alex tell mommy that next week she wanted to...." Kayla lapsed her lips, she was embarrassed to continue her sentence. She was embarrassed to say that Alex would propose to her next week.

"lyas. Next week he'll be here, same papa." Mami then took a long breath.

"Mami's tense, baby, Mr. William will come here later. Mami has to face her, she's the boss."

"Ih. mami, why follow the tense as well." whine Kayla.

Mami giggled amusedly. "yes yes, why a tense mother, who wants to be proposed a mami child."

Kayla whines in annoyance because the mom keeps teasing her. My mom started to take her facial expression more seriously.

"Darling, do you like Alex as well?"

Kayla looked down embarrassed, "Kok mami nanya that's it?"

"Alex is serious with you, so you deserve to know how your child feels. It's about a big stage of your life, baby, as a parent, you don't want to take any wrong steps."

"Later who has the right to choose you completely, but mami do not want the child mami wrong choose, mami do not want the child mami will be burdened, or heartbroken."

"Do you think Alex is really.. Love you? I don't mean you don't believe in him, but your opinion of him is very important, dear"

"Emm..." Kayla bit her lower lip.

"Lily was sure Alex loved Lily. Lily also believes she's serious, but Lily isn't sure she's welcome."

"What makes you unsure? Mami saw Alex was his son is quite mature, he seems to be also the same attention you. The most important thing is that he has the courage and confidence to ask you to go straight to your mom. Very rarely are there young people who are so, he has good intentions to make you feel good."

"Lily knows, Alex is kind, considerate, and quite mature. He also has his own income. She even sure wants to bed Lily, even though Lily does not give her hope or anything that indicates if Lily will accept her. He also. surrender the same decision Lily. Does Lily have to let her down?"

Kayla grunts in frustration, "Lily is not ready for all this mi, Lily is not ready for a young marriage. Although the same guy as Alex. No matter how much love she has, no matter how serious she is, Lily isn't ready to do it. Lily believes in her, Lily also knows that she has prepared herself, but Lily who does not believe in herself Lily mi"

"Lily, how's it going..?" rengek Kayla is restless.

Mami held onto Kayla's hand. "Honey, a relationship is built with sincerity and trust. If you two can sincerely accept each other, and you trust each other, God willing your relationship will be fine. Even if you don't love her yet, the trust in your heart is enough to make the terms of the beginning of your relationship."

Kayla's heart was pounding even more, she raised her eyebrows staring fixedly at mami.

"Mommy supports Lily with Alex? Mami ngerestuin Alex to bed Lily?"

My mother smiled softly. "Mommy believes in Alex, she can love you and appreciate you with all her heart. You also know each other, so you must know what the advantages and disadvantages of each. If Alex is serious it means he is ready to accept your advantages and disadvantages. Alex also comes from a good family, even respected. People like him and his family won't do anything that'll ruin their reputation."

"Well, even though mom still can not imagine how mom will be made by the same person as Mr. William. Mami herself is still confused to face Mr. William later how. But mami knew Mr. William was a wise man and abstained from making rash decisions. If Mr. William agrees to ask you for his son, he must have considered it well, dear."

"Mi, did you think Lily would be a part of that distinguished family? Lily can adjust themselves to them, while Lily is just from an ordinary family. Mami herself once said that we are not equal to the high-class Alex family"

"yes it's right. But actually, unfortunately, equality is not only measured from matter. There are many points of view that we have to look at for equality. For example, from their respective nature, their social, or also their background."

"God is never wrong soul mate for his creatures. God must love the equivalent for each soul mate. If you are the same Alex is a match, it means you have a side of equality that makes you deserve to live side by side. If you are not equal, then you will not be a match."

"Mi, my mom used to be married young, right?"

"lyas. Mommy married 19 years old"

"Why did you marry young?"

"Because at that time there was already a serious guy with mom, and we felt suitable. That's your papi."

"Other reasons?"

"Emm. because I'm sure your papi is a good and responsible guy. Also dear to mommy of course."

"Did mommy and papi love each other?"

"When we got married, we didn't. We were not allowed to date your grandfather, your grandfather was a bit hard the same mother first. So if there is a deketin mami, your grandfather immediately ngancem 'kalo not serious do not deketin my son' that.  Turns out you want to be serious, because you can't turn away from your mom, he said." Mommy's a little embarrassed.

"Yes.so we got married, even though we were in college for the third semester. But we are happy, we can accept each other's shortcomings and advantages, hard to be happy together, take care of the household while in college."

Kayla smiles, and begins to imagine that she and Alex are in the same position as their mother and their mother. But then his smile faded.

"Why do you believe in papi? Papi.."

"You didn't like it before, baby. He is a good man and a hard worker. Although a little grumpy, hehe.." Mami then changed her face.  "But, after the company where your papi work is bankrupt, papi you get stressed because of the difficulty of finding a new job. Mami does not know if you take the wrong path for money. You changed for a long time, but my mother still believed in him. If only he had no intention of hurting you, surely until now my mother still survives him." mami's voice began to raucous, rather slowly.

Kayla knows that mommy is sad, she must be sad too. Kayla hugged mommy, hoping she wouldn't shed her tears in front of her.

"Sorry Lily for that."

"Any apologies, dear?"

"Lily, mami's split with papi"

"Eh. It's not your fault, baby. Don't ever talk about it, you don't like it! Just like mommy does not nyesel marriage with papi you, mom also never nyesel nenggalin papi you."

Kayla let go of her embrace, astonished at mom's confession. "I mean mami? Mommy doesn't marry papi, even though papi nyakitin mami?"

"There is no pain if we have sincere love, dear. There is sadness, but even that does not last long, because we can be sincere. But if our trust is broken, then disappointment can destroy the love we have been guarding."

Kayla fell silent. "You'll know about love, you'll know what mami means" she smiled as she touched Kayla's cheek.

"Mami does not nyesel marriage with your papi, because from the marriage mami can fuss over the name of love. And my mom is lucky to be a mother. You are the most beautiful gift in your life, you are more valuable than anything in this world for you. So, when your papi is trying to destroy the most valuable treasure of this mami, mami can not be silent. Mami will also never regret anyone who has tried to destroy the most beautiful gift of this mami"

Kayla. This time he could not hold back his tears anymore. "Mommy.." she said slowly.

"So don't ever feel guilty, baby! Mami will always be there for you, mami will always take care of you, and mami can do anything for you. Your happiness is your happiness too." Mami wiped away Kayla's tears gently.

"Darling, my mom might not worry about you. Mommy may also be lonely if you go with your husband. But if your child is happy, you must be very happy. Wherever you are, distance will not be a barrier for us. Besides Alex is also living in this city, his business is the center here, where is he taking you? Hm?"

"Mommy believes in Alex, he's a responsible kid, and loves you sincerely. That's enough for mom. About love, it can be present after marriage right.." mami's seductive finally.

"Mommy." Kayla.

"Of course, Lily wasn't ready for all that. What according to mom, Lily is already capable enough to build a household? If Lily can be a good wife, Lily can only cook a little"

"So that wife is just cooking?" even that annoying sentence that came out of my mouth.

"Mommy iih..."

"Yes, your mom's son is still spoiled, but spoiled husband is also good. Mami think Alex does not matter the same attitude spoiled you, he also already know if you are like this."

Kayla grunts. "Although you still like to be spoiled, you also have a broad mind. Pretty mature and fit for marriage. Mami believes you can adapt easily to your new life."

Seeing Kayla's tangled face, she could catch the anxiety and worry from her daughter's face.

"Darling yes, if you later accept Alex's proposal, mami not son ngizinin Alex marry you before graduating high school really. Trust me, mom, don't worry too much! There's mami here, mami there's no way you're hard let alone suffering."

"Mommy didn't lie, did she? Lily didn't want to get married too soon.."

"lyas. My mom ever lied. But. if you yourself are asking for a spit-cheap marriage later, yes mami must immediately marry you"

Ah mami, again the end sentence is annoying. Kayla will be upset and sulking again.

"Mommy told you, the choice is in your hands. Whether you accept or reject Alex later, mom will always support you. Whoever your soul mate is, and whenever he comes, for the most important mother is your happiness. So calm yourself yes, mami does not like to see you tangled gini"

Mami stroked Kayla's face gently. Hearing all the mami's words, Kayla's previously restless heart now felt relaxed, but did not immediately calm down as well. His heart was still pounding, his chest was heavy, he could not hide that feeling. For some reason, at this time he wanted to cry. he did not know what he felt at this moment exactly, all he knew was that he wanted to cry.

"Eeeh... Why cry anyway?" lirih mami rubbed Kayla's head. Then wipe away the tears of his beloved daughter.

"You feel worried, confused, and do not know how, you should pray isikharah yes! Mami ajarin."

Kayla let out a long sigh many times, so that she could hold back her tears. "Do you have to be so?"

"You just think about it, as long as you know Alex. How he treats you, and what you need to consider. From there maybe you'll get the bright spot, baby. Whether that makes your heart tend to 'acceptance' or to 'rejection".

"You are still dead-end as well, you must pray istikharah, yes!"

"yes mi." Kayla smiled wryly, but her heart began to be relieved.

"You rest, baby! No need to rush to answer Alex, you think it's okay. But don't think too much about it until you're stressed too. Whatever the issue that bothers you, talk to your mom!"

Kayla nodded. "Thank you mi. I love you." Kayla kissing cheeks mami.

"Love you to. baby." mami replied while kissing Kayla's cheeks.

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"Kay, Kenzo!" said Nia while pointing at Kenzo with her chin.

Kenzo walked up to Kayla waving and smiling widely displaying his neat teeth. Kayla also replied.

"Back with Kenzo again today?"

"lya dong." replied Kenzo when he was in front of Kayla.

"We go first, Nia." said Kayla pamit.

Nia nodded while smiling wryly. To be honest Nia was envious, Kayla was surrounded by handsome men. First Mr. Bayu, who seems to have now retreated after knowing Kayla was close to Alex. Then Alex himself, who did know Kayla long before Pak Bayu. Nia is also suspicious of her best friend Adit herself, as Nia often catches Adit staring at Kayla with a different gaze, but Adit never admits it. Moreover, Kayla and Adit lately are getting closer. Yeah, that was before Kenzo. After the three of them, the next handsome man close to Kayla was Kenzo, Kayla's charming little friend.

Kayla told Nia about Kenzo before Kenzo came to Jakarta. Kayla says Kenzo is her humorous and handsome son. Unfortunately, he is a playboy. Nia was so curious about the figure of Kenzo that when it was so flattered Kayla, she compared Kenzo with Alex. It turns out that Kenzo is really handsome, many students who say that his good looks rival Alex.

But Nia remained as usual, only able to admire the handsome men. Being able to make friends with them alone was lucky, where brave Nia wished for more.

"No papa Kay, if you're happy I'm happy too. I'm grateful to have a friend as good as you" murmured Nia herself.

Since Kenzo went to the same high school as Kayla, they always come home every day with Kenzo motorcycles. Just yesterday they didn't come home together, because Kenzo said there were important things he had to take care of, and he came home in a hurry. I don't know what business Kayla does not know, but Kayla's feeling must be that it is not far with the name 'girl'.

Kayla and Kenzo do look closer, if people do not know maybe they will think Kayla and Kenzo are pdkt. Of course the two were just laughing amusedly hearing their response about his closeness. Kayla knows Alex is jealous to see Kayla always with Kenzo, but Alex says nothing to Kayla. And Adit.he also seems jealous, sometimes Adit grumbles at Kayla and complains of Kenzo's plan, as well as the silly behavior of Kayla's best friend.

Kayla was not bothered by all that. Be it Kenzo's behavior, Alex's jealousy, or Adit's reaction. Only one thing continues to overshadow Kayla's thoughts at the moment, which is her concern about the choices she will make next week.

"Kay!"

"Hm?"

"Why the hell, daydream again?

"Not really."

"Do you think you can take me?!"

Kayla grunts. What should he tell Kenzo, usually he always confided to Kenzo about anything. But this time.the problem is very serious, does it matter if Kenzo finds out? Again Kayla hesitated. Maybe Kenzo can give him a solution or at least a hint for him to more easily deal with this serious problem. But Kayla hesitates to share this with Kenzo. Kenzo as well...

"Kay!"

"Hm?"

"That's daydreaming again"

"Come here!" Kenzo pulled out Kayla's hand and invited her to sit in the garden chair.

"Gue wants to talk seriously" said Kenzo with a rather serious expression.

Kayla was a little surprised, what did Kenzo want to talk about until she looked at Kayla like that?! Especially now that Kenzo was holding Kayla's hand and grasping it.

Kayla snorted, "Ken, plis deh. Just talk about it!"

"Promise, you won't make me joke this time. If you laugh at me, I don't want to talk to you anymore."

Kayla gave a smile, "Kok so ngancem first anyway, did you want to say what?"

Kenzo was silent for quite a while while staring at Kayla's face, leaving Kayla even more confused. Then Kenzo opened his mouth slowly and seemed to be full of consideration for the sentence he was about to say. Finally, the sentence that he had endured for a long time now he said.

"I Love You"

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