Loving you Painful

Episode 13's

“Do you still have feelings for Agneta?” ask

Catherine.

                “Cath, what is

actually want you to make sure?” aiden's question is on target

Catherine froze in place.

                “Itu-“ Catherine

speechless.

                “Then let's

we're turning the question. What took you away from me 5 years ago and gone

leaving me. What made you avoid me, Cath? Is there anything

you hide and I can't know?”

                Aiden's gaze

implying suspicion made Catherine a misbehavior and became

nervously. As much as he could, he refrained himself from saying anything that could

humiliating himself.

                “The food is already

come by. We should just eat,” exclaimed Catherine because some waiters came

presenting their orders.

                Both enjoy

food in silence without sound.

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                Catherine walked

first leave the restaurant after finishing the meal,

towards the car park.

                “Catherine wait!”

Aiden pulls Catherine's arm before they get to where their car is

parking.

                “What's Aiden?” ask

Catherine.

                “You haven't answered

question earlier. What exactly makes you keep me away? What happened in

that night, or is there something else you're hiding?” ask Aiden.

                “Why are you so

want to know?”

                “I need to be things

that,” exclaims Aiden firmly.

                “All that is not

important again now,” said Catherine back to leave Aiden

but Aiden pulls Catherine's hand back until Catherine's body crashes

chest field Aiden.

                “Tell what

happened, Cath?” aiden kept suing Catherine.

                “Aiden, you

hurting me,” exclaimed Catherine tried to let go of herself but it was hard.

                “Cath, look me in the eye

and now tell me what you're hiding from me. Why did you just

leaving me?” ask Aiden.

                Catherine took her breath.

“Let me go first,”.

                Aiden also released

his grip on both of Catherine's arms.

                “What was my day then

I'm just a stupid girl trapped in my own feelings,” exclaimed

Catherine turned her face away with tears hanging from the crackers

his eye.

                “What do you mean?”

                “Aiden, I love

you.”

                Deg

                Aiden froze in place and looked at Catherine with

the look of disbelief.

                “I am a fool,”

the thrill of her small smile and involuntarily her tears fell from her eyes.

                “At that time Aunt Elena

come to see my father. He wanted to make a family bond with

marry us. I fell in love with you, but I

too embarrassed and shy to tell the truth. Then you are so

just say that you have a woman you love and can't

accept this match. At that moment I felt rejected. But I'm too

hypocritical and thick-faced. I ignored my own feelings and said

if I don't want this wedding either. Stupid,” the thrill

bowing his head accompanied by his broken cry. He can no longer

holding back her tears that continued to flow down her cheeks without being able to

stopit.

                “I'm so stupid

until I am willing to let you take away my chastity and regard me as

Agnet. I accepted it even though my heart was broken and it felt so bad

painful,” he said looking at Aiden with a very hurt look.”I

leaving you is not because I hate you or I am angry because of the incident

that night. I really don't blame you, because I realize I'm the stupid one

handing him. I'm the fool for continuing to love you and wishing you would

repay this love. I'm the stupid one.”

                Aiden looked frozen

in his place without being able to say anything.

because of this love. I knew that whenever I would never exist

your heart. I realized that, so I decided to go and

company forgot you. But now, now you're back come and feel

it did not disappear at all,” murmured.

                “I'm sorry Cath. I

really don't know about this. I was also a fool for not looking at you

also feelings. I know what it feels like to be ignored, I also know the pain of love

avenged,” exclamations Aiden. “I don't think you'll love me.”

                Catherine is only

silent, her tears stopped.

                Aiden's hand is outstretched

stroked Catherine's cheek and wiped her tears. “I really love you

and consider you my best friend. I didn't expect you'd love me.

I don't even trust love anymore. I was traumatized by love

and a relationship. I myself have no purpose in life. I just

want to take care of the people I care about.”

                “I know, then from

that I dare not wish anything to you,” exclaimed Catherine.

                “Forget me, Cath.”

Catherine stared at Aiden's bead in the eye when she heard Aiden's words. “I feel

I don't deserve you. I love you and I consider you as

my pal. I always hoped you could have a happy ending, no

like myself.”

                Catherine smiled

along with her tears that had broken back from her eyes.

                “You asked me to

forget about you, but you don't know. I'm used to the pain of

neglected and sick from avenged love. I used to fall in love with you

and now I'm in love with you. Maybe because you're too handsome,”

catherine chuckled in her tears.

                Catherine took out

necklace from his coat pocket. It was the necklace Aiden had given her

at Catherine while they were walking together.

                Catherine entered

the necklace was in Aiden's pocket on his chest.

                “Then

we better not have to meet again. Job issues you can discuss

with my secretary only. I really don't want to fall in love with you anymore

this life. Goodbye, Aiden.”

                Having said

catherine wiped the tears on her cheeks and left Aiden still in her place.

                Catherine chose

walk and exit the restaurant area. He came by car

Aidens.

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                Aiden sat at the table

pantry her apartment and look at the necklace Catherine left behind.

                Every word that

Catherine said it ringing in her head. I don't know why there is pain inside

his heart that he doesn't even understand.

                There is a sense of unwillingness when

Catherine chose to stay away from him. And say goodbye

to him.

                He sighed

rough while rubbing his face huffed. She really doesn't believe that Catherine

can love himself.

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The sun passed,

Aiden did not meet Catherine and preferred to keep himself occupied

his office. News in the media also began to frenzy about the news about his cancellation

catherine and Robert's engagement on the grounds of Catherine's cheating.

Even the media got some pictures of Catherine with a middle man

cuddle up. It was when Aiden hugged Catherine at the party that night.

                “Mouli, don't get it

Jasmine saw the news. And tomorrow take her to Marinka's house for a while,”

exclaim Catherine. “I'm afraid a lot of reporters are coming here, and I'm not

want them to meet Jasmine.”

                “Good Bu.”

                “I've already contacted

Marinka. Tomorrow after school, you go straight to his house. And

bring some Jasmine.” clothes

                “Good.”

                Afterwards Mouli

passed away leaving Catherine alone. A rough sigh sounded

out of Catherine's lips.

                Unhealed

pain in his chest, now the problem comes back. Robert is really the guy who

dangerous and so difficult. The media is so self-revealing

the one who fought became a victim and was so injured.

                Catherine closed

eyes for a moment. Some nights he couldn't sleep well because of Aiden's words

that moment kept on pestering him.

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