Loving you Painful

Loving you Painful
Episode 12's



Catherine stands in front


bathroom sink in her room. His gaze was fixed on the mirror in front of him.


                You deserve to be happy, you have the right to pursue your own desires. Don't


sell your happiness and your life for business. Leave that fucking guy.


                Aiden's words came back to his ears.  If only he could reach


his happiness. If his love is not on the side. If only Aiden had, too


loving her. Maybe all this pain will never be felt.


                Catherine's Hand


lifted holding his chest that was suddenly tight and aching. She squeezes her clothes


as if to stop the pain in his chest. Tears unconsciously shed


wetting cheeks.


                ‘I want to be happy, very want. But can I be happy without you?’ inner Catherine.



                Aiden is standing


on the balcony of his apartment while drinking beer in cans. Shadow remembered


on that incident where Catherine's gaze had somehow made her feel


uncomfortable.


                “What's with me,”


muttered.


                Aiden continues


catherine and her eyes. Catherine's gaze was not cold


nor flat. But the gaze was full of pain and seemed to be expecting something.


Aiden doesn't understand any of that.



                “What are you crazy!” squealed


Robert's in Catherine's room.


                “I told you,


I want to cancel this engagement,” exclaimed Catherine calmly.


                “Do not play around


with me, Catherine. You thought you could just cancel this engagement!”


the pekiknya looks very emotional.


                “Why should it be


emotions? Not since the beginning of this engagement just to strengthen our business.


But I think all that is not necessary with us to be married,” said


Catherine was still in a flat tone.


                “You!” Robert


gripping Catherine's two cheeks tightly made her grimace in pain.


“Angkuh this once you. Who do you think you can cancel


this engagement!”


                “Let go of me!”


                “Do not expect to


cancel this wedding.”


                Brakes


                Robert pushed Catherine's body to her back


hit the couch behind him. Before Catherine woke up, Robert had already been crushed


his body.


                “I'm stupid because


so far have been kind and respectful to you, ****.” Without permission Robert


forcefully pull the shirt Catherine wore open and


showing her cream-colored bra as well as her white belly.


                “Let go of me!”


Catherine was in revolt and pushed hard on Robert's body. “Please...”.


                “Shouted only. Foundational


you moron! This room is soundproof,” chuckles Robert laughs wickedly and begins to fondle


catherine's neck, though she held it with both hands. But what


the power of a woman who lost many times more than the power of a man


man's.


                “Please.


help me!” his sobs. “Let go of me, Bastard!” catherine continued to cry


revolted.


                Robert held the second


catherine's hands on her head with Robert's. Next to


again touch the chest of Catherine who felt very sick.


                Please.don't make my life any worse...


                Brakes


                The door was wide open and with wide steps, someone


the one who had just broken through the door instantly pulled Robert away from the body


Catherine.


                “Damn it!”


                Bugs


                That man is Aiden. Aiden went on a rampage and beat up Robert


mercilessly to make blood come out of his nose and the corners of his lips


snagged.


                “Man is immoral!”


aiden is so emotional. He almost raised his fist again, but the officer


security called by Catherine's secretary comes and takes Robert to the


police station.


                Aiden exhaled


and turned towards Catherine who was already sitting by hugging her own body


and tightened his shirt to cover his body.


                “Mistress, what are you


alright?” ask Catherine's secretary.


                Catherine did not answer


and just crying in silence. “You can come out, let me accompany you


Catherine,” said Aiden.


                “Emm.. good Sir.”


The secretary came out of the room and closed the door.


                Now just stay


Aiden and Catherine both. Aiden walked up to Catherine and sat down


the sofa beside him. Catherine still lowered her head with her cries.


His body looks great.


                Aiden's interesting


Catherine into his arms. “Everything is fine,” he said


rubbing Catherine's trembling back.


                Catherine was crying


in Aiden's arms. “I was so scared,” his murmur was sobbing.


                “I'm here. Ye


relax,” said Aiden tightened his embrace.


                Long enough they


in that position until Catherine's cry subsided. Then Catherine


releasing his embrace and the gaze of his own eyes collided with the gaze of his eyes


Aiden was so warm and soothing.


                Aiden wiped the water


eyes on Catherine's cheeks. “Don't cry anymore. This incident will never


repeated again,” exclaimed Aiden who was embraced by Catherine.


                Aiden saw the shirt


Catherine's tattered camping because of Robert. Also looks red


also bruises on Catherine's shoulder because of the son of a bitch. I don't know


why look at that, Aiden's blood is boiling and it feels like he wants to kill Robert.


                “Just open your shirt


that,” said Aiden while releasing his suit. “Use this.” Poked his suit


towards Catherine.


                Catherine received a suit


it was offered by Aiden. Aiden's gaze unintentionally looked down


udel Catherine as the shirt unfolds. There's a scar extending there.


                “This injury?” exclaim Aiden


looking towards the wound made Catherine startled and immediately covered it with


his shirt.


                “It..


appendix surgery,” he answered and went while carrying Aiden's suit.


                ‘After an appendectomy wound? Really?’ inner Aiden stared


catherine's back walked into the bathroom inside her room. ‘Why do I feel that Catherine


hiding something from me?’



“Mommy...!”


Jasminemenerobos in


into Catherine's room.


                “Mom, said Mom


injured?” jasmine looked at Catherine sleeping above


her bed.


                “Mommy is okay


coc, Mine.”


                “But he said last night


Mommy's hurt. Who's lukain Mom? Let Jasmine teach him a lesson!” exclaims


the boy was so funny that Catherine chuckled and felt very


funny looking at the behavior of a 5-year-old little girl.


                “You are a child


women, why so arrogant,” kekehnya.


                “Mommy even


laughed at. I'm serious, I want to take care of Mommy.”


                “Really?” teasing


Catherine.


                “Serious Mom. Isn't that


we're just the two of us. So we both have to look after each other


othersmore. I don't have a Daddy who will always take care of Mom and me.”


                Deg


                Jasmine's words touched Catherine's heart to make her


smile disappeared. There was regret also the pain in his heart from hiding


facts about his father. But if Aiden knew all this, would he


accepting herself as well Jasmine.


                “Mom..”


                Catherine was conscious


from her daydreams and a small smile on Jasmine, she caressed her daughter's cheeks


gently.


                “What Mine wants to have


Daddy?” ask Catherine.


                “Interest, but don't want to


uncle Robert's. He's not good,” exclaimed Jasmine.


                “Then Jasmine wants to


What kind of daddy?” ask Catherine.


                “Emmm Jasmine


                “I want Daddy


like a handsome Uncle. She was very kind, and Jasmine felt very comfortable in the


beside him. In addition Mine also feels safe when with him,” exclaimed Jasmine.


                Blood is thicker than water...


                Catherine smiled slightly as she tidied Jasmine's hair. Jasmine herself


I can feel the closeness to my own father.


                “Mom, Mine has an idea


brilliant,” exclaimed Jasmine is enthusiastic.


                “What is it?”


                “How about Mom


I met Uncle Handsome. We invite him to dinner, how about?”


the thrill is very enthusiastic.


                “You know


that Uncle's address? Or the phone number?” catherine's question worked


Jasmine fell silent and turned lethargic.


                “I don't have,”


weak shouting.


                There was a guilty smile on


catherine's lips. Even to this day he still could not say that


actually was.


                “Already, preferably


let's just go to sleep. Uncle problem we think again later,” he said interesting


Jasmine to his side and hugged him to sleep together.


                A few minutes, a few minutes,


Jasmine was already asleep in her sleep. Catherine was still daydreaming, staring blankly


forward with his hand stroking Jasmine's back.



                “During not meeting


Mr. Aiden,” the greeting made Aiden turn to the source of the voice.


                Aiden scrunched


his forehead was staring at that person in front of him.


                “You...?”


                “How are you? Still


remember me?” exclaim that beautiful and graceful woman.


                “Evelyn?” exclaim Aiden


still trying to remember.


                “Not bad response,”


chortled.


                “Ah turned out to be right


ye. How are you?” exclaim Aiden.


                “My news is good.”


                “You're here?”


ask Aiden because he is currently walking down the aisle of the apartment


towards room.


                “Yes, I rented an apartment


down here. Do you live here too?” ask Evelyn.


                “Yes, my room is in


ahead,” said.


                “Our realization


neighbor,” kekehnya. “It's been a long time since that incident.”


                “Iya,” exciting Aiden.


“How is your mother's condition now?”


                “She's better.


After the incident, I took him away from N city and settled in


the countryside is quite quiet. But I have to come back here because there is


jobs,” explains Evelyn.


                “Thank God that


so,” said Aiden.


                “New home from work?”


ask Evelyn.


                “Yes so,” says


Aidens. “Alright I have to go back to my room. It's nice to meet you


Evelyn,” said.


                “Yes let alone me,


very happy to meet my savior,” he said making Aiden


small smile.


                Then he broke down and


go into his room.


                ‘My reason for returning is not just work, but because of you, my Hero,’ inner Evelyn smiled


blissfully.


                He did not expect


that destiny is so easy to get himself together with Aiden. Even within


such a close distance.



                “Why did you enter


work?” aiden asked as he walked into Catherine's room.


                “I've felt


better,” said Catherine focused on her work.


                “You should


just rest,” said Aiden took a seat in front of Catherine.


                “What's coming


here?” ask Catherine.


                “Just want


seeing you,” said Aiden and managed to make Catherine freeze in her place.


                There's vibration inside


his heart, and it felt so warm was also comfortable.


                ‘Why? Why is Aiden so gentle and watching me? Is he too


have the same feeling as me?’ inner Catherine.


                “What's up?” ask


Aidens.


                “Emm is okay,”


catherine smiled a little. “By the way thank you for yesterday


save me,” said Catherine.


                “No problem. Already


I should have taken care of you,” Aiden said casually.


                “Why you should


take care of me? You are neither my lover nor my husband.” Catherine's words made Aiden


staring at him long enough.


                A smile is engraved on


aiden's lips. “As a friend, can't I take care of you, hm?”


                Catherine smiled


cynical. “Friend?”


                “Why, what is there


problem?” ask Aiden.


                “Don't be too good


to a woman, if you don't want to hurt her,” Catherine exclaimed


made Aiden frown at his baffled forehead.


                “What do you mean?”


                “It is if you


don't get. Today I'm doing well, so let's have lunch together


will treat you,"”seru Catherine moved from her seat.


                Aiden smiled


responded.


                “Good.”



                They're both now


I sat in front of a Korean restaurant. Catherine is


I want to eat Korean food.


                “So how about


your engagement and Robert?” ask Aiden while brewing the coffee that he has


messaging.


                “Will I cancel.


Robert throws a tantrum and threatens me with various things,” exclaimed Catherine.


                “You don't need to


afraid, I will always be by your side and protect you from that jerk,”


said Aiden.


                “Why do you want


protecting me?” ask Catherine.


                “Why you always


asking the same question to me?” ask Aiden.


                “Aiden, actually


I've been wanting to ask you this for a long time.”


                “Then ask


just,” exciting Aiden.


                “What happened


with you and Agneta 5 years ago?” catherine's question is capable of making a look


aiden's face became hard.


                “Why should


asking this?” ask Aiden.


                “I just want to know,”


exclaim Catherine.


                “What it really is


you wanna know? Didn't you know Agneta and Davero's 5-year marriage


then. Then what can I do with a married woman,”


Aiden looks like his jaw is hardened.


                Catherine knew that


his question provoked Aiden's emotions.


                “What are you still


have feelings for Agneta?” ask Catherine.


                “Cath, what is


actually want you to make sure?” aiden's question is on target


Catherine froze in place.


                “Itu-“ Catherine


speechless.


                “Then let's


we're turning the question. What took you away from me 5 years ago and gone


leaving me. What made you avoid me, Cath? Is there anything


you hide and I can't know?”