Loving Prospective Sister-in-law

I'm Not Worth It

"We ate with yuk! I haven't eaten since this morning either!" bring Alehandro. He opened two boxes of rice, one for Maria and himself.

"I... ." Maria objected but the Kentucky chicken rice box with the old man's logo looked tantalizing when was the last time she ate it.

"You want me to steam?" ask Alehandro.

Maria shook her head. Maria then took the water with a container to wash her hands.

They finally ate in silence. No one spoke at all, the susana felt stiff and thrilling for Mary. Thrilling because she has to one room with a foreign man. A husband who feels foreign.

"When was the last time I ate with my hands, maybe it was SMU" Alehandro said.

Dara tilted her body and grabbed the container containing the spoon. He handed the spoon and cutlery to Alehandro.

"I can be Mary" Alehandro refused. Maria stared intently and placed the spoon close to Alehandro. He knew this might be the first time for the man to eat in such a small space. The atmosphere was silent again, there was only the sound of people eating.

Alehandro had finished his meal first, he washed his hands in a small plastic container. Then wipe it with a roll of toilet tissue. She did not know what life Maria had lived but she was sure that life was bad. No food or drink, just gallons of water. No entertainment, for example, a television may. There is no special bathroom she uses two bathrooms together other boarding houses. In this room there is only one mattress can and plastic cabinets that have looked worn.

"That's like the snack box that was at the meeting yesterday?" alehandro asked on the yellow cardboard box of food on top of the plastic cupboard.

"Yes, I got it from Dara and therefore I got fired from my job. My life was a mess after meeting you and now you're coming back to ruin my life.'' Mary put the food aside and leaned against the wall.

" What life do you live is Maria, no food, no entertainment and only one thin bed. It would be better if you lived with me!" alexander Alehandro.

"Living with a man who likes to play with women is like living in hell!" reply Maria intense. Alehandro breathed deeply.

"Mary I have never betrayed," Alehandro replied, yes playing only a little but not to the further relationship. Dara immediately washed her hands and cleaned the food.

"Your sweet mouth is good at lying! I saw you making out with a woman in one of the houses in Bekasi."

Alehandro's face paled, he had indeed gone to that estate with Stella. The woman said there was something left in her house and she invited Alehandro to take it back home and he seduced her and they made out but did not continue to the room.

"That, he seduced me we did have time, "Alehandro rubbed his nape. "But do nothing further, believe Mary, I never do anything crazy again!''

"You've made a mistake in self-defense, now if you see me making out with another woman, will you accept that?" ask Maria.

Alehandro. Maria was right, if she saw Maria playing another guy maybe she would never be able to accept it.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I promise I won't do that again just wish you'd come home with me!"

'No!" reply Maria.

"Then I will stay here with you until you come home with me!''

Maria groaned as she clenched her hands together.

"You're my wife you should live with me!"

"Alehandro, it's a weird wedding, you and I don't love each other!" bright Maria.

"Then learn to share first, share our feelings until a sense of belonging," Alehandro said.

"I don't want to get involved with you!"

"You don't want you to do it because we're husband and wife."

"I'll file for divorce!" said Maria lightly.

Alehandro's heart sighed in pain. Only once was he treated so worthless by a woman and she was his own wife.

"I'll do it but on one condition you have to live with me for three months, after that you can do everything you want, I don't care!"

Maria's eyes looked confused to answer. He's getting restless.

"Go! Let me think about what you said first!"

"Where should I go while this is my wife's room?"

Mary turned her eyes and lowered her chin. He was frustrated with the way Alehandro cornered himself.

"I've been following your will to leave Maria, now in exchange you have to obey me to return to my house!"

"I, I can't!"

"For Mom's sake, she's had complications, I'm worried about her condition, and she kicked me out of the house because you left. Can you imagine if the disease relapses and I can't approach it at all. Help me, only you can do it. Only he is my family the most important person of my life," Alehandro said sincerely there was no lie at all.

"Mom kicked you out?" ask Maria.

"He wouldn't even consider me his son again if he didn't take you home!"

"I, can't Ale, you know, living with you makes my breath tight!" Maria said.

"Am I so bad in your eyes!" alehandro looked at Maria's bead.

"Yes, you're the last man I want to marry. I want to marry a man who loves me forever. He gave himself up for myself instead of kneeling with another woman when his wife was not seen again. Men like my father who remained loyal to my mother even though mother betrayed him, like Om Erick who was loyal to Aunt Aura even though Auntie was sick, or a man like Sister Cristian who has never loved another woman other than sister Love, even though they have been separated for years," explained Maria looking at Alehandro inside.

Alehandro's lips clenched tightly to hear it. Maria's statement was like a loud slap for her. He was not the man Maria wanted to live life with. He is indeed very bad for her and he does deserve a good man like Maria dreamed of. And that's definitely not him. Because he's a jerk who likes to change partners.

"I don't deserve your love for Mary, you're right that I'm not as good as your father, Uncle Erick and Cristian. But I will learn to be like them if you will" Alehandro said.