Loving Prospective Sister-in-law

Blind Jealous

This morning Love was reluctant to get out of bed even to open her eyes. Crishtian has been running with Calesta. They started leaving at half-six in the morning. He refused to run together.

His body was crumbling, his head was dizzy and his stomach was nauseous. It had been three days he felt the symptoms but today was the toughest day.

The door to the room opened. Cristian started to go into the room.

"You're not up yet, honey." The man then opened the curtains of the room that was still closed and sat down beside him. His long, slender hands touched his forehead.

"You don't have a fever" said the man.

"Let's know my body hurts all over and my head feels dizzy. I just want to close my eyes."

"Maybe you're pregnant" Cristian said casually as she wiped her sweat off with a small towel.

Love sits at the word pregnant.

"Don't you come to this house since you're not late for the moon?" ask Cristian who is more observant than his wife.

"I often experience the moon late," Love retorted doubtfully.

"But no one was with you touching you and putting a seed in your stomach" Cristian cupped Love's cheek in dismay. Love then nodded her head.

A second later ...

"Pregnant ... Oh. .. don't be, Calesta's a kid, I'm not ready," his words rolled nonstop.

"Why not?" ask Cristian.

"Pregnant is very troublesome. Uh no. .. when I was Calesta I didn't feel anything but nausea, fainting, and ah. I was afraid of giving birth again," she said limply.

"Why afraid?" Cristian knitted his eyebrows together so that the line between the two was clearly visible.

The eyes of Love suddenly reddened, recalling the events of the past, as he departed from Cristian's life.

"That time ... Ardi and his parents were taking care of our cafe and I was alone at home. I've felt a little pain in my stomach just holding it back. I thought it was just pain because my mind was tense as usual but the pain suddenly increased and I couldn't help it. I then sat on the floor by myself for not being able to stand."

"After waiting for no Yanga people to come, I finally crawled up to the top floor of our rental house to pick up a cell phone. Long story short I can reach my phone but tragically the pulse runs out and inevitably I finally go down to the bottom looking for help from neighbors or passers-by,"

"There's a car passing by and hearing my moans. The car stopped and took me to the hospital. I gave birth alone there without anyone accompanying me."

"After that I was afraid to give birth again" said Love.

"Therefore you take the Pill because you're afraid of getting pregnant and having that time again?" ask Cristian.

Love bit her lower lip and nodded her head. Cristian finally knew what he was hiding.

"You drank it without asking me first" urged Cristian."Wh why? Fortunately I've replaced the drug with vjtamin."

Love then lowered her head, played her finger. However Cristian is a clever man he can't be lied to from long ago. Love will always lose to him.

"I'm afraid of getting pregnant because I'm afraid you're leaving me and going with another woman" she said honestly.

Cristian raised one eyebrow upwards not understanding the words of Love.

"Explain!" said firmly. He seemed to have held back his anger at hearing his wife's stupid thoughts.

"Because I'm still not sure you've forgiven me. You sometimes act so cold to me, hhh ... ." The woman breathed out hard.

"You are too naive or akh .. ," Cristian scratched his head that was not itchy from annoyance. He then tried to explain his feelings to Love.

"This is me who can't always be romantic. If that's what you call cold I don't know where my fault is. I think I've done everything for you."

Love moves her index finger while shaking her head.

"You always come home late at night and go early in the morning. You rarely talk to me, you just play with Calesta on vacation after talking to your parents. I was not given a special time with you .. ," said Love softly in his last sentence.

Cristian laughed loudly. "You're jealous of everything? You should be the one who understands me the most, love."

"The matter of me spending time with Calesta is natural because I want to pay for the time that has been wasted for not being able to accompany him for five years. If I'm with my parents afterwards because I want them to feel that I still care and love them."

Cristian then pulled the body of Love in his arms, "I thought I had given my life to you just why are you still questioning it? All the hard work I've done I've dedicated only to you and every night I go home and sleep by your side spending our nights together. What is less love?"

"Sorry maybe I don't know you very well, I'm just afraid outside you have a lover."

Cristian groaning. "Love!"

"That's my own feeling," his eyes began to redden to see Cristian almost angry. He was afraid that the man would beat him.

"You're handsome, well-established and a tycoon must be a lot of women who will race to get you."

"If I wanted to find a woman, I'd have gotten it after you left. But not only have you been in my heart since we were together."

"Say you love me and won't leave me" said Love.

"I love you first, now, and later."

"I love you too, dear" said Love kissed the lips of Love but Cristian instead did more and Love encouraged her.

"Why again?"

"I haven't brushed my teeth" replied Love. Cristian sighed and shook his head.

Cristian got up and walked out.

"You angry?" ask Love to worry. Cristian was getting annoyed. Kissing is being refused away in saying angry.

"I'm going to the pharmacy."

"For what?" tanyanya polo's. Sometimes the love of his old way of thinking pissed off Cristian.

"To buy toothpaste and a toothbrush," replied Cristian.

"We have plenty of stock." Cristian rubbed his face. He sat down again in front of his wife.

"Love dear, adore my heart, sun of my soul." Love nodded her head smiling.

"So early we talked about what?"

"pregnancy. Didn't you say that if I was pregnant, I believed your words" she said. Cristian used to say she was pregnant and Love could not believe it but it was proven if she was pregnant. Now he believes what Cristian says.

"We need a testpack to prove my pregnancy, okay! And it must be purchased at the pharmacy."

"Now I understand. But if I'm pregnant you'll be with me when I give birth, right?"

"Whatever you used to allow me must have accompanied you but you left instead" said Cristian with sadness that still stuck in his heart.

"I'm sorry .. " said Love.

"Not discussed anymore. We better go to the gynecologist."

"It's Sunday, honey."

"What can't I do for you" replied Cristian.

"My head hurts if to stand," said the spoiled Love.

"I'll carry you and bathe you." Cristian lifts up Love's body and takes her to the bathroom.

"If I'm fat and not beautiful anymore, will you still be loyal to me?" ask for love again.

"Your love has made me angry!"

"I'm pregnant and I can't do that" she said looking for an excuse. He knew if Cristian's temper would make him an impingement on the bed.