Love is Named Us

Unsuspectedly

I walked out the door where I worked. We closed earlier than usual today. I don't know for what reason, but I feel like it has something to do with today's problems.

Widya's attitude towards me changed 180 degrees. He's like someone I don't know.

In front of other people, he seemed ordinary as if nothing had happened, but in front of me, the image of his face was truly unfriendly.

Approaching him alone was difficult let alone asking for clarification of this incident. I really don't understand his attitude. Do I have to pretend like nothing happened to calm me down?

I took a long breath.

" Yuna."

I was shocked by the surprise of the baritone's voice.

" Herman."

He smiles.

" Don't daydream when you're walking."

I scratched my head.

" Come with me now" said Herman.

" Come with you? where to?"

" You'll know later."

I scrunched my forehead.

" Look down, I won't do you any harm."

I nodded and followed Herman who was walking in front of me.

It did not take long, we arrived at a minimarket located not far from where we worked. It looks like Tia is sitting in a chair in front of the minimarket. He waved his hand and told us to come immediately.

" I can freeze to death waiting for you here" he protested.

" I'm sorry" said Herman.

" Hey," said Tia casually. " Sit down, why shut up."

I sat down immediately too.

" I don't know what you like to drink. You can choose what you like from this drink I bought."

I stared at some kind of soft drink that was on the table. Then I took a soda and then I took it.

" How?"

" What is how?" I asked back because I didn't understand the meaning of Tia's question.

" Have you asked me that."

" About that, of course not."

" why? is it so hard for you?"

" How can I ask him, he always dodges when he sees me."

" Is that?"

" Do I need to be violent with her?"

Tia and Herman looked at me.

" Can you do it?" ask Herman.

" If you can just do it" Tia said.

I grinned.

" You guys are really weird."

Tia and Herman laughed.

" I'm actually a bit confused to see the closeness of you and Widya" said Herman. " You got too close to him. "

" Because she was the one who first approached me and I thought there was no harm in being close to her. I don't see any strange gurgles either."

" Yes, until then nothing has happened" Tia said.

" sthat mean? don't make me curious. You always say ambiguous words."

" me?"

" Yes, you've always been like that and sometimes it pisses me off."

" All right, I'll tell you."

" It all starts with you being close to the boss."

" That means Martin?"

" Yes, you call it by name, don't you."

" Because he's my friend."

" Other than that, you're close to him."

" What's the problem."

" Because Widya likes the boss" Herman said. " Today you're starting to understand, right?"

I nodded.

I didn't think so because of Martin, Widya did that to me. Dropped me in front of my own friends. I really didn't expect him.

" How do you know that Widya likes the boss?"

" Everyone knows that, too."

" Everyone?"

Tia nodded.

" So, I'm the only one who doesn't know about it."

" Yes."

" Why am I insensitive every time Widya tells a story or asks about the Boss. I think he's just curious because he knows that I'm friends with him. I'm such a fool."

" You just realized you're stupid."

" I think so, it took me a while to realize that I was stupid" I said a little annoyed.

" Oh, we don't have to talk about it anymore. Now you know, right, the real Widya" cried Herman.

" Hmm." I nodded.

" Yes, the night is getting colder too, we should go home" Tia suggested.

" All right, we're going home. I'm also afraid I won't get caught by the bus" I said.

" Are you sure you can go home by yourself? we can take you if you want."

" No, thank you. I can go home by myself. You two are too late to get home anyway."

" Are you sure, Yuna?" firmly Herman.

" Convinced," I said. " Yes, I have to move forward."

" Then be careful" said Tia.

" Ok" I said with a smile . " Bye." I waved at them and walked away from the two men.

...****...

I was in front of the house. Behind the darkness of the night, there was a figure of a man standing in front of my door. I'm not sure who's standing.

He gradually stepped his feet as soon as he saw my arrival. However, I turned around back as soon as I knew who that man was.

" Yuna," he called as soon as I saw him dodge.

I move my legs quickly, but as quickly as I walk I will lose my speed.

" Yuna." He's facing me." Please don't avoid me."

I just kept quiet. I was confused as to how to deal with this man.

The man I didn't want to see in my entire life. The man who was once my fiancee.

" Dimases."

He smiles.

" What are you doing here?"

" I'm waiting for you."

" waiting for me? nights like this?"

" Yes, I've been here many times, but you don't exist. So, I thought to wait for you to come home and not in vain, I can finally see you again."

" Oh," I replied. " Then what do you want?"

" Yuna." Dimas tried to grab my hand, but I immediately brushed it off. " I know you're still disappointed in me, haven't been able to forgive me, but can you just not be this cold to me."

" I'm sorry, but I can't make up my mind, my reaction will always be this way when I see you."

Seemed a disappointment from him.

I will never forget how he and his family broke up.

Moreover, his attitude changed once he knew the events that befell us. I can't deny that maybe his family is ashamed that they are still in a relationship with our family, but seeing him not defending and maintaining our relationship, has left me devastated twice.

" It's too late, I have to rest, you go home, and there's nothing else to talk about."

" But we can meet again, right?"

" I don't know, I can't guarantee it anyway."

" Yuna."

" Go home Dimas, don't make trouble. If the neighbors see, I'll be in trouble. "

Dimas also softened. He understands my worries.

" Alright Yuna, I won't force you."

" But I really hope you'll give me a chance to meet and talk."

" I'm sorry that's all I can say."

I left him too. Soon I entered the house and locked it.

From behind the window curtains, I saw Dimas enter his car and drive away from my residence. I feel relieved because he is gone.

But what is still my question is how does he know that I have come back here, even though I have not communicated with him for a long time.

Now what worries me, he will definitely come here often and disturb my life. Until then, I could only avoid it and not until when.