Love is Named Us

The Dark Events of the Past

I saw my phone, Aydin's name was on it. I was worried about contacting him or not. Because if I call him there is a sense of calm if he hears his voice, but on the other hand, he will definitely be worried about my situation.

I put my phone back on the nightstand. My decision not to contact her was the best thing because I didn't want to overload her mind.

I took a picture that was on the table. Staring back at him with an increasingly claustrophobic taste. It seemed to come back into my memory. It feels like just yesterday I still called their names cheerfully.

My happiness began with my engagement to Dimas. At that time the engagement event in the title was very solemn. Both families are so happy to see their son will soon step into marriage.

My days with Dimas were even more enjoyable with our wedding preparations. Starting from building preparation, clothing fittings, all we do on the sidelines of busyness. At that time I had just graduated from college while Dimas was running a business.

Dimas and I are 5 years old. The reason why Dimas wanted to stalk me so quickly was because he wanted to get married. Added to the joke that I always heard from him for fear that I was taken by another man.

Mentally, I was ready for a household, especially me and Dimas had been dating for a long time and both parents had already approved. There is no barrier to tie our relationship to a higher level.

Just a month before the wedding, Dad started a new business with his partner. Such a kind and friendly man in my family's eyes. A man not far from the age of Father, whom we call Om Bara.

Om Bara is often visited home, just for a visit or business. At first I saw it as normal, I thought because of business partners, they were in a good relationship. However, over time I felt something strange about him. The look in his eyes every time I see me makes me feel sad. However, I ignored it because I concluded that it might just be my feelings. I didn't tell my parents either, especially Dad, I was afraid that it would affect his business later.

I also do not want to be selfish, especially there is no reproach to find my dislike. I could only hold back, at least dodge when he came to visit.

But at that time, when there was only me at home, suddenly Om Bara came to the house. I glanced at the window curtain, and saw him standing at the door. I wonder if I should open this door or not. If I don't open it up how about he come for Dad's sake. I'll be disappointed.

I also decided to open the door. I could not hide my feelings of awkwardness as soon as I saw his arrival.Without letting him in, I immediately asked about his arrival.

“ What's up Om?” many spontaneous.

Om Bara looked at me. It was like analyzing something on my face.

“ Why do you look scared like that Yuna?”

“ Oh, that's because Yuna was watching a horror movie, Om," I told a lie.

“ Oh so? You're watching a horror movie."

I nodded.

He looked dazed at the situation inside the house. I'm starting to fret, hopefully he doesn't realize that I'm the only one in this house.

“ Why is it quiet once?”

Degs...

“ I-tu because Dad, Mom and Aydin are in the room.”

“ In room?”

“ I-ya Om.”

“ But why didn't your father come out. Is your dad sleeping?”

“ Yuna does not know for sure, later Yuna will call Dad to get down.”

Om Bara nodded his head.

“ You don't let Om in?”

“ Oh.” I was surprised for a moment. “ Yes, please enter Om,” I said please.

Om Bara also stepped foot into the living room. I sat down and immediately headed to the kitchen to prepare a drink.

A feeling of dread still enveloped my heart. I feel an overwhelming fear. I was also afraid that Om Bara would realize that I was lying to him.

“ Yuna.”

The sound of Om Bara clearly surprised me. I widened my eyes when Om Bara was in front of me. He gave me a smile that was hard for me to understand.

I turned my eyes to the drink I was making.

" Sorry Om waited too long.”

He smiled again without responding to my words.

“ Please go to the living room Om, the drink is difficult to finish Yuna make,”.

I walked past him holding a tray full of drinks.

Once in the living room, I put the drink on the table.

“ Si..” I suddenly fell silent in surprise with a hand that suddenly coiled around my waist. Reflexes I brushed off his hand, but Om Bara even more violent.

“ Om, what the hell is this!” I shouted, but the man did not budge. “ Om, release,” I shout. “ Father!”

“ No need to scream, Om know your father is not home, you are alone at home. It's been a long time since Om looked forward to the chance to be with you.”

“ Om, please don't be like this.”

Cooperative? Whatdoes thatmean?

“ Can you?”

I just nodded, at least he let me go and later I could escape.

“ So better Yuna.”

Om Bara let me go.

I was waiting for the right time to escape. I've been thinking of a strategy to get out of this house.

“ Relax Yuna, Om won't hurt you.”

“ Actually what does Om want?”

“ You,” he said. “ You must understand the words of Om, you are an adult Yuna. No need Om explain it again.”

“ Fuck!” The word just came out of my lips.

Om Bara laughed.

“ Did you just realize Yuna. Even during this time Om always fantasizes about you, since the first time he saw you.”

Crazy one! He's really gone crazy. I have to get out of here, otherwise something terrible will happen.

“ Don't try to escape Yuna.”

“ Basic jerk!”. I threw a vase of flowers on the table. Immediately I ran, which he then followed me. His long footsteps made me lose distance, he also pulled my hand which then hit my body.

“ Let go of me!”

Both of his hands hugged me tightly.

Without thinking long I kicked the sensitive part. Kontan he groaned in pain until he fell to the floor. My body was also released from his embrace. I went to run, but my legs he managed to reach and I fell.

“ Already Om says you have to cooperate!”

He began to touch my body. As strong as I can against him. But his power is greater than mine.

I didn't stop praying and saying my father's name, hoping a miracle would come to my aid.

“ Yuna!”

Hearing that voice felt that my life was saved.

I also welcome that call.

“ Father,” I shouted.

“ Yuna.” Seeing his daughter being harassed, Dad immediately pulled Om Bara's body from above my body. Dad immediately hit him with a furious rage.

Om Bara is drooping weakly on the floor. Mother was no less shocked when she saw my situation. My mother covered my body almost naked. I hugged her with tears that never stopped flowing.

“ Relax baby, you're safe.”

Father soothed me.

“ Arya!” The voice of Om Bara echoed. He wanted to hurt Dad. By reflex, Dad pushed her down and hit her head on a table. Om Bara immediately collapsed and was unconscious.

Shortly an ambulance came to take Om Bara to the hospital. So do I. There I was taken care of in a room that wasn't too big. I heard that Om Bara was dead. And before long I heard a woman yelling insults at my father and saying she was going to sue me and I was so afraid something might happen to Dad.

Three weeks after the incident, I never left the house and more often in my room. And since then I've been charged with murder.

Our lives have changed completely. She also started getting sick from stress. While Aydin must get scorn from his friends at school.

Not only that, Dimas and his family broke off our relationship. The marriage that was prepared was just canceled. The reason they really make me sad, they don't want to be in a relationship with a murderous family. I begged Dimas not to cancel, but Dimas did not budge. He just left me, but he was the one I hoped would be my seat.

My father was sentenced to 7 years in prison. We are so devastated by this unjust punishment. Though we have been all our strength to help Dad, but other forces beat everything, we and our family have also gone all out.

I apologized to him many times because I felt it was my fault, but Dad calmed me down and said it was not my fault because it was my duty to keep the honor of his son.

“ Take Care of Mom and Aydin.” That was his last message. “ Sorry I can't make you happy.”

These tears did not stop flowing to see Dad leave under these circumstances. Not even there, the condition of the mother who got worse finally had to leave us. Complete already this suffering, the loss of Dad alone has made us hit especially in staying by mother for eternity.

It's too hard and I'm not ready to take it. Don't know where else to complain and lean. Now I'm alone with Aydin, both, living this long life.

It was still clear in my memory to see Father, Mother and Aydin smiling happily.

If time can be turned, I want everything to go back to normal as usual. With them forever.