Love is Named Us

Hospital

Sherin was immediately taken to a nearby hospital. He was unconscious after the conversation.His face looked pale and made everyone panic and worry.

“ Please wait outside,” said a nurse. Want to not want them to obey the sister's words. Gafi and his family waited outside the room with mixed feelings. Hope Sherin will be okay and regained consciousness soon.

A doctor came out of the room shortly. Gafi immediately got up and asked Sherin.

“ Patient is in good shape, only it is better not to overload anything on him at this time.”

“ Is his heart okay, doctor?”

“ Still in good condition, everything is under control,” replied the doctor. “ If you want to see patients only allowed one person. Let patients rest first.”

“ Good doctor, thank you.” The doctor nodded and left. “ Pa, Papa contacted Sherin’an family earlier?”

“ Already, they are on the way at this time.”

“ Good.”

“ Gafi, you stay here. Papa, Mama and Soraya will be home.”

“ Good, Pa.”

“ Take good care of Sherin.” Gafi just nodded. He was alone in the hospital. He was not far from Sherin's bed. The woman lay weakly on the bed. Never imagined Gafi would be like this to her.

“ Yuna.” Gafi remembered his wife. Since morning, he had not heard from her. Gafi immediately grabbed his cell phone and moved outside the room to contact his wife. But, unexpectedly his steps must be stopped because of the voice of Sherin who called his name.

“ Gafi, please don't leave me. I'm afraid to be alone here,” he said with sparkling eyes. Gafi also discouraged his intention to contact Yuna and was forced to comply with Sherin's request.

“ Rest, I won't go anywhere.”

Sherin smiled happily. “ Thank you, Fi.”

The extremely happy Sherin was inversely proportional to Gafi who was worried about Yuna. Actually Yuna was also in this hospital because she was going to pick up Tya as Hanum said. Although it looks very close, but Gafi can't even meet Yuna here.

...***...

“ Yuna, what are you doing?” tanya Tya who made me shocked. I immediately hinted for Tya to shut up. “ What's wrong?” whispered. I must be curious about what I saw. Inside there was Gafi with a woman he did not recognize at all. “ Isn't it Gafi.” Tya shook my body.

“ Yes," I replied softly.

“ Who is that woman?”

tanyanya.

“ Sherin, his ex-wife.”

“ Ha?” Tya surprised. “ Why are they both in this hospital?”

“ Sherin it has a very severe disease.”

“ Then..would you stay here and see Gafi with that woman.”

I smiled wryly. “ I have to what? this is hospital.”

“ Are you okay with seeing them like this?”

“ No. I'm not okay and I don't like Gafi with him either.”

“ Then why don't you just go in. Why choose to give up and shut up, ha!”

“ What should I do?” Tya nodded answering that question. “ I think it's not good.”

“ Yuna..”

“ Stop. Let's go home. Don't you want to meet Aril quickly.”

“ Hey..don't start yes.”

I'm laughing a little. “ Alright I won't tease you anymore. Let's go home.”

“ Hmm...All right, let's go home.”

We left that place. Just a few steps, I turned my body back to see the place back. There is a very strong feeling in my heart, but I don't know what to do. Seeing them like that makes me discouraged. If Sherin had not left Gafi, they might have been happy together. I don't know why I'm such a hindrance to both of them. My thoughts started to get negative and that feeling of insecurity somehow just came.

...***...

After taking her home, I arrived home. There was already a Gafi in there welcoming me with a smile like always.

“ Dia good.”

“ Thank goodness,” he said. “ You haven't eaten’? I've prepared dinner for us. Quickly change clothes, then we eat.”

“ Okay.”

I came back after 15 minutes. Gafi was waiting for me at the dinner table while tidying up the food he had cooked.

“ Today I cooked your favorite food.”

“ Oh yes, tumben once.”

Gafi just smiled a little with my words.

I spooned the food on the plate into my mouth, then chewed it slowly. As usual the food that Gafi cooked never disappoints.

“ Thank you,” my word. “ It's very good,” my praise.

“ What's wrong?” Gafi's ambiguous question confused me.

“ Mean?” I asked back.

“ Is there anything you want to ask me? Your attitude is a little different.”

I'm shaking. “ None. Maybe it's just your feeling.”

“ You're sure.”

“ It is precisely you who are strange to suddenly ask such a thing. I was confused to respond to it.”

“ We will be awkward.”

I really don't understand what he said. Too ambiguous in my opinion. I don't know what Gafi wants from me.

“ If I say you can't see Sherin in the hospital. Are you gonna obey me?”

A moment Gafi was surprised, then he calmed himself down. He knew exactly what I was saying to him. “ You've seen Sherin in the hospital.”

“ Yes, accidentally saw you and Sherin there.”

“ Then why didn't you enter at that time?”

“ What should I do?”

“ That's why I asked you that question. I want to hear your complaint. What are you feeling today because I know you're not okay.”

I was silent for a moment.

“ Are you going to leave me?”

Gafi came up to me and knelt down holding my hand

. "Hey, why are you saying that?”

“ Because I feel like a barrier to you guys.”

“ Yuna, why are you like this again. Why do you feel so insecure. I won't leave you for anyone.”

“ Can I trust you.”

“ Have you doubted me all this time?” I shook my little. “ Then why don't you trust me now?”

“ Because I feel sorry for him. He left you not because he didn't love you, but quite the opposite. Her feelings for you are very strong.”

“ How do you feel about me? don't you want to be with me?”

“ I want to be with you.”

“ Then get rid of your negative thoughts. All this time we can get through anything. You've been very strong and tough all this time with whatever problems come your way. Now you have to be like that too. You understand.”

I nodded.

“ Yuna.” Gafi. “ Don't be like this anymore. We just started our lives again. We'll be together even if Sherin's in our relationship. Let's just say this is part of the strength of our relationship.”

Once again I nodded. For a moment I felt calm from the embrace of him. I have to trust him and myself. There should be no more doubts and I should be able to keep this feeling strong.