Love In Pesantren's

There is happiness behind sadness

**Hi'm sorry I'm late nongol hihi, I still can't move on from Sofia huhuhu. As weak as it is I am a torch, but I made hadeeuuuhh.

Then yes, I was horrified the song Fathi Naim feat Oki Setiana Dewi 'salam miss', jeez ko it is suitable for Farrel hiks increased sad me huaaaa. I didn't know there was that song, but it just happened to be like this..

OK THIS TIME NEW PART**!

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After Sofia's funeral, I saw that my wife Nimas was still in shock. She's so fragile, I know it's hard for her. Nimas was pensive on the porch of the house, his face looked pale I could not bear to see it.

"Mrs ... Eat yuk first!"

The weak pans he wears in response, I don't like him like this.

"But you have to eat!"

I pulled his hand to follow me into the house.

Don't ask Mima, this morning my mother brought her home. Because now he has stepped on one year, Mima has often come home and even stay overnight.

Mima is closer to her grandmother than to her own mother, uh there's good luck too. Moreover, the situation is difficult like this.

Nimas is very depressed about losing Sofia. Their friendship that started from Pesantren was very close like a brother. It is only fitting that Nimas still does not believe.

It was a really dark night, where we got word that Sofia was in an accident.

That night we met, man knew nothing of the will of his Lord.

Now I see Nimas who still keeps his mouth shut even though several times I put food in front of his mouth.

It's a bitch that if it's like this, I don't know what to do. Sometimes Nimas is hard to guess.

Whatever it is, she's my wife who I hurt a lot. I could not yet be the one to guide him, it was precisely during our household journey that Nimas often succumbed to my selfishness.

I was carrying the Ustadz appendage in front of my name, but they still called me that.

"Eat dong neng! Don't dwell in grief, it's not good."

Nimas shook his head again.

"Neng, Rosululloh SAW said, 'the two things that exist in humans and both cause them to disbelieve are to deny the offspring and mourn death.' Want to be between those two groups?"

Nimas looked at me with his beautiful reddened eyes, then he shook his head again.

"To that end, Sofia said, she was already calm waiting for the day of doomsday to arrive. We can only send prayers to her instead of crying."

The tears escaped also in his eyes, I hold him.

"Let me be sad for now A, I can't pretend, I lost Sofii Aa."

I rubbed his back that trembled with tears, I let his tears melt down my clothes.

I know his feelings right now, he needs me.

"Cry dear ..."

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The night after coming home from tahlilan at the home of Sofia's parents, Nimas still moody not much to say. Fortunately Mima was staying at the mother's house, so she did not find her spoiled mother sad all day.

Patience Zaam sabaar.

"Neng, have dong moody just do not pity me?"

I try to tease him, usually he will immediately blush but not this time.

Huft, I must try harder.

"I'm sad to lose Sofia, and there's something else that makes me sad."

Uh what did he say?

Is there anything else?

I was confused by his ambiguous words.

"What other things?"

Eh ko he throttled so?

Did I say it wrong?

"It's because of Aa."

Nimas threw out his face.

Do I not understand?

"Do I have any fault?"

"Don't hold on!"

Uh.

Ok Zam, no emotions! Sabaaar.

"Dong's story, why?"

I'm not letting go of this embrace of mine.

"Because, I'm pregnant again."

Heh.

It took me a while to digest Nimas' words.

"Miss pregnant?"

Uh he's clucking again.

"Before that night, I wanted to announce my pregnancy but it turns out there's another fate to be had."

Nimas looked down lethargic.

Yes Tuhaan what is this? Behind our grief you tuck this happiness in. Thanks though.

I turned her back so that I can now see the beautiful face of my wife.

"Alhamdulillah this is a fortune."

I whispered that phrase as sweet as I could.

"But there's no Sofi, who's excited when I'm pregnant with Mima A."

I'm taking that sad face.

"Sofia must be very happy neng, for that neng do not grieve, pity her brother Mima."

The look on Nimas's face had still not changed remained gloomy uninspired.

"Mima's only been a year, when I was pregnant A."

What kind of statement is that?

I wish I was happy if the situation wasn't like this.

Nimas is indeed my innocent wife who is able to make me diligently laugh.

"It is not strange that I am Ustadz, said the Ustadz people diligently make children."

Nimas looked annoyed with my words then gave me a super spicy pinch on my arm.

Ah but it's okay, even if my arm is an important victim I see a thin smile on my wife's sweet lips.

Spending the night without sleepiness, we spent it chatting. Actually this is an opportunity to indulge but the situation is not possible.

Ustadz omes.

Hey, author is a nuisance! This is my part that talks.

"I can't believe A, Sofia's gone this fast."

Well, even though I've changed the language a few times, it's still the end of Sofia.

I understand that, so much love Nimas to Sofia that he was so lost.

From Sofia I also learned, I have to use the time given by the SWT God to be with people we care about.

I can't imagine being Farrel, what I would be.

Uh speaking of Farrel, I salute him who's that loud. Oh really hidayah has greeted him.

Better a person who repents than someone who pretends to be good all his life.

"Neng is now asleep, tomorrow we pick up Mima. While informing mom, in a moment the granddaughter will increase."

"But I'm ashamed."

Whahuh?

"Then why?"

Wonder me dong, pregnant ko shy.

"Yes ashamed of Aa, Mima is still a child already want to have adek."

Uh, it's still a matter that he's discussing.

"Then, if pregnant do not know who the father is. I want nanya, you have a husband?"

Nimas.

"It's Aa."

I smiled as I stroked her hair.

"Who's pregnant with the child?"

Nimas glared a little, which made me anxious to kiss him.

"Who am I pregnant with?"

I nodded while holding back laughter seeing her reaction.

"Yeah son of Aa, it's outrageous!"

On his lips, bite no?

"Well that knows, so what a shame. There is a pregnant woman."

Nimas eyes look upset when he looks at me, which makes me laugh because of his behavior.