Love In Pesantren's

feel in exile

"Come away, I doubt."

Like lightning striking, the words of A Zam make me sick.

"Why is that A? We should rejoice in welcoming this titan, why is Aa so?"

Inexhaustible to me, looking at his face which now made me doubt.

"Stop it.."

Bad, the story in the novels is usually the husband will be happy if his wife is pregnant. Is this a Zam like this? Was it because of Farrel?

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I was allowed to go home the next day, after a night of hospital stays. Actually I want to hug A Zam, want to sit next to him, sleep by his side, but what power A Zam chose to sleep on the sofa without looking at me or looking at me.

Pain, yes the pain is more than the pain in my stomach this afternoon.

"Bang Gazani will pick you up."

Uh what did he say?

"Bang Gazani?"

"We better get separated first."

Whahuh? Wh why?

"Lt's.."

I described my face like a cat asking its master to eat.

But A Zam didn't care, he just passed away. I don't know if I can't cry now to get such treatment I resigned.

Until Bang Gazani picks me up, I can't find A Zam dropping me off.

I resigned, inshaalloh I was strong for the sake of this child. I can't be sad, surely Alloh will help me through all this.

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And now I'm at my parents' house. My father and mother were so happy to welcome me.

"Douh, I can't wait to add two grandchildren at once."

I just smiled at my mother's babbling. He did not ask where A Zam was, indeed you have prepared a slick scenario A, to bring me back here.

On the other hand I saw Mbak Sari who was pregnant for two months with me happily sitting next to her husband Gazani's brother.

And the brother, uh the sweetness of the stomach-strokes of Sari. My little heart was very envious to see him, because my husband was not happy with my pregnancy he preferred to dump me here for reasons that are not necessarily true.

I'm resigned.

That night, I opened the window because I was overheating. From here, Bang Gazani and Mbak Sari are seen sitting on the terrace of his house. They are so friendly.

Moreover, the brother who seems happy with the pregnancy mbak Sari, he did not hesitate to gather in front of Mbak Sari and talk on the stomach mbak Sari.

Seeing it all I smiled feeling happy too, because bang Gazani and mbak Sari have long been waiting for the presence of a baby.

So naturally, bang Gazani could be that happy.

So sweet you bang.

I can only stroke my belly full of love.

We can, son, for sure.

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I've been at my parents' house for two days, here I got a little entertainment so that my mind can be distracted for a moment.

Especially when Bang Bagas and Mbak Ratna visit, of course there is Mika and Deva as well.

"Bibiiii..."

Ah it must be Deva, he was a new habit nyampe, if you know there I would have shouted had not entered the house when.

I immediately opened the door and right, Deva ran towards me with one move in my arms.

"Deva !! That's not it, right now in his aunt's stomach there's a baby grandpa."

Aihh Mbak Ratna, I ain't nothing.

"Biarin mbak, I miss Deva's weight. Come on in."

We live in a Sundanese neighborhood, but don't be surprised if I call all my sisters-in-law. The answer is that they all have almost Javanese blood.

Maybe my three brothers made a pact this time.

Once inside the house, as usual I stuck together with my two pounders. Joking together.

Then bang Bagas sat down near my place.

"This brother, it's not hard to want to have children. But for your brother, you're still Dek Nimasas brother."

Isshh bang Bagas rubbed my hair, I was moved by it.

I guess I'm so muji you bang looh.

"Your husband's here on deck?"

No other questions? Please change dong.

"Ehm, A Zam is busy."

I lied.

"When you call me, you want to talk."

I'm sure the phone hasn't been picked up, like I was careful the day before.

It could be dangerous if you know.

"Jam here again ngajar Bang."

Avoiding it better.

"What taught? It's sunday."

Well, you know, "A Zam called last night he said there was activity today."

Lying again.

It turns out that the phrase is true, do not lie because if we lie once, then there will be other lies afterwards.

"Well, my brother was talking. Yaudah next time."

Sorry bang, I lied.

"Auntie, in here what guy is bi girl?"

Aihh Deva sweet, she said while stroking my stomach.

"Not knowing, baby."

Eh look at that innocent glare full of twinkling eyes belonging to Deva. Looking at me full of confusion.

"How to know how?"

Mika started to kepo.

"Kan aunty pregnantnya only two months dear, the shape is just a lump of blood. Only later at the age of four months Alloh blow the spirit into it."

tick tick

The sound of the second wall clock was heard, in the wake of the laughter of Bang Bagas who had listened and saw the expression of his children who were seriously listening.

"Your parents are funny, it is clear that the same thing is the same seven-year-old child. Where do they know."

Uh yeah, suddenly my neck itches.

But the two children were still silent, probably digesting the hard stuff in his brain. Ah forgive aunt.

Aihh brother until when to laugh, these two children do not budge.

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It doesn't feel like I've been here for two weeks, and I still wish A Zam would show up to pick me up, or at least call me to see how I'm doing.

Ah it's a dream, I better not wish for her.

I put this body on the bed, a shadow suddenly made me smile.

Indeed from the beginning only I tried to love A Zam, indeed I loved him first.

Even though our marriage seemed impromptu, I shouldn't have easily accepted it. I should hate him right now. Why can't I hate him?

My daydreams were spoiled from hearing the noise outside the house.

The sound of the motor was so noisy outside, I was curious outside just to see what was happening.

I saw bang Gazani on the bike and left, I rushed to his house. I'm afraid something unwanted happened to Mbak Sari.

"Sir.. mbak."

Sari's mother came to open the door, I immediately entered her house.

"Mbak Sari is okay, right? Where is Bang Gazani going?"

Ko mbak Sari smiled, scratching her head again.

"Sorry deck, you wake up when it's eleven o'clock."

Yes but what is it?

"So mbak really want dragon fruit juice, but strange after the brother went mbak so he did not want to. Poor brother must find midnight gini, where don't bring hp anymore."

I began to know the plot, haha turned out to be the same brother who would be his son.

Rasayn!!