Love In Pesantren's

Doubt

For more than twenty-four hours, Haqi and Hulliyah will be united in official ties. The seconds that continued to run in fact made the doubt in Hulliyah's heart even more so.

Hulliyah did not want to see her parents affected by the calamity just because of her. All the events that happened to his father and mother really made Hulliyah worried.

Now, Hulliyah in her room hid from the crowd created in her house. Hulliyah began to think, should he leave tonight to avoid the day after tomorrow?

Hulliyah's trembling hands opened the window of her room.

Hulliyah again weighed his decision. Run where?

Hulliyah was ready to accept the disappointment of everyone who loved her.

Hulliyah also regretted Haqi's disregard for him, when Hulliyah remembered that his determination was getting more and more unanimous.

He's going to leave!

The crowd broke through the night room, Hulliyah was still strategizing in order to leave.

Hulliyah stared out the window into the darkness. Everyone is focusing on the back of the house. Hulliyah felt there was that opportunity.

Slowly closing the window of the room, Hulliyah inhaled as much air as possible to increase the energy of his body.

Taken a small bag on top of the closet, Hulliyah put a robe and a veil into it not to forget the face of a parachute that is easily folded.

Everyone forgive me, Brother Haqi forgive me.

Hulliyah was stirring in his heart. He really wants peace now.

Hulliyah walked slowly to open the door and exit immediately when it felt safe. Sure enough, in front of his house it was very quiet there was not a single person there.

Finally Hulliyah walked away.

Hulliyah left her goal a little more to be real. Hulliyah destroyed all the struggles he and Haqi had fought.

Hulliyah left with her doubts.

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Haqi, who had fallen asleep on Ustadz Zamzam's fur rug, suddenly woke up because his ears were rumbling. Haqi held onto his right ear as the rumble grew stronger and more painful.

After a few minutes, the roar disappeared. Haqi rubbed his ears.

"It looks like I have to go to the ENT Doctor tomorrow" Haqi told himself.

The time at that time showed two o'clock in the morning, making Haqi move from his comfort. Haqi got out of Ustadz Zamzam house and went to the mosque in the Pesantren area.

Upon his arrival, Haqi passed by a night patrol officer. Haqi entered the mosque after taking ablution.

Haqi came to his Lord that night, the night that Hulliyah left him.

Haqi dissolved in his worship, Haqi only wanted to chat with his Lord. Haqi wants to be close to his God. Thank you for all that God has given him.

A little while later Haqi finished with his worship and was about to leave, but Haqi broke his intention when he saw Mama Haji enter the mosque. Haqi decided to wait for Mama Haji and greeted him when Mama was done with her affairs.

Haqi chose to chant the holy verse while waiting for Mama Haji.

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Mom turned towards Haqidan with a friendly smile. Haqi who had finished with his verse reading swiftly approached and kissed the hand of Mama Haji.

"The bride can be here?" ask Mama.

"I happened to be staying at Ustadz Zam's house" Haqi replied.

Mama Haji smiled hearing the words from Haqi.

"Did you have doubts?" ask Mama Haji again.

Haqi shook his head strongly.

"I can't doubt Ma, I'm so sure of Sypa."

"Thank God, I'm glad to hear that. Actually, Mama is afraid that there are three things that shethan to you ahead of a legitimate marriage."

Haqi leaned his gaze towards Mama Haji. "Is that Ma?"

Mama Haji smiled and then explained what she meant.

"Ahead of marriage is usually a shetan who does not like the will of evil began to aggressively tempt humans who will marry. Syetan will cause doubt before the wedding day, then the syetan will cause a sweet selling taste to the bride means the bride-to-be will feel herself suddenly many like."

Then what's the third Ma?" Haqi looked impatiently waiting for Mama Haji's words.

"Three, the shetan will display the shortcomings and weaknesses of the bride and groom. Nak Haqi must know what the end is, right?"

Haqi nodded, "inshaalloh I'm absolutely sure of Ma."

Finally, before dawn, Haqi asked various things to Mama Haji to spend time before dawn.

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Her cousin's husband is out of town. This made Hulliyah free to stay there for some time.

"Seeh why are you here?" asked his cousin who was shocked by the arrival of Hulliyah.

"Teteh just wants to nenangin himself first." Hulliyah sat down lethargic his mind began to rage again.

The cousin knew very well what Hulliyah felt, his five-year-old self from Hulliyah was well aware of what Hulliyah was going through.

"Steh can stay here, right?" ask Hulliyah.

His cousin nodded in allowing.

"But promise you can't tell everyone that Teteh is here!"

The threat from Hulliyah actually made his cousin suspicious.

"Is Teteh running away?"

Deg.

Back Hulliyah's heart rumbled to hold the roar. Hulliyah was just silent, really her mouth was locked at this moment. Hulliyah did not understand his current state.

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Hulliyah was now in the room with her cousin, they chatted until dawn.

Hulliyah's eyes began to open again but did not fully return. Hulliyah was still afraid of the following calamities that would come to his family.

This morning Hulliyah had breakfast with her cousin.

"Mother said, Uwa fainted at dawn because Teteh was not in the room" said cousin Hulliyah started the conversation.

"Mother ..." said Hulliyah lirih.

"I told you, Teteh is here again titirah."

Hulliyah gave a sharp glance feeling very disappointed in her cousin.

"It's forbidden for you!"

The cousin calmly ate the food in front of him.

"Steh don't pity Uwa?"

The question that made Hulliyah silent for a while, his goal was to spare his family from disaster. Then what is this?

Now he is the source of the disaster.

Hulliyah lowered his shoulders lethargic, anxiety really destroyed him.

"It's best if Teteh is here first, tomorrow let Uncle pick us up."

Hulliyah's cousins made Hulliyah's daydreams fly.

"But Tetu is running away!" hulliyah said innocently.

The cousin chuckled at the words of Hulliyah.

"Yes yes, she ran away again."

Laughter filled the room that morning. The funny thing didn't happen to Hulliyah. Now Hulliyah felt guilty towards everyone. But Hulliyah will not change his decision. Hulliyah had to leave her cousin's house and leave no trace.

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Geez, get married again ckck.

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