Love In Pesantren's
It is not easy to forget
"What do they think of me? having an immoral wife like you!"
Very painful words were clearly heard by Nimas in his sleep. The events of yesterday reoccur like a flashback of time running backwards.
The grip felt so painful more than before. Nimas struggled, begging to be released but his mouth was very difficult to speak. Nimas does not recognize her husband who looks like a giant ready to step on her.
Nimas wanted to run, but his legs were unable to move.
"No! No!"
When the giant had started to approach him, incandescent sounds of crying babies.
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The longer the cry grew louder, the door bangs were heard accompanying it.
"Miss! Lila why Neng?"
Sayup heard a voice that Nimas was very familiar with.
Netra Nimas blinked adjusting his gaze. Nimas was surprised to see around, but it was just a dream.
But the dream was so real and obviously painful because it repeated the events he wanted to forget.
Nimas got up and immediately carried Khalila, not yet fully believing that it was Nimas' dream to try to be privileged.
"Open Neng!"
Ustadz Zamzam's voice required Nimas to move and unlock it while holding Khalila.
As soon as the door opened the Ustadz immediately saw the condition of his son who was in the sling of Nimas.
"Lila why?" ask Ustadz Zamzam.
"Just thirsty."
Nimas went back into the room first before the Ustadz followed him.
Nimas sat himself in a long chair in his room.
"Dad's son thirsty?"
Ustadz Zamzam, who was sitting next to Nimas, spoke to his son, rubbing Khalila's cheeks.
Being in such a close range was extremely uncomfortable for Nimas. Hard to feel when remembering the words of the husband who called it immoral.
Is that his sin? Until he deserves to be branded immoral.
Nimas threw his face away when Ustadz Zamzam was kissing his son. Nimas wants to avoid.
When Khalila was calm and silent, Nimas handed her over to Ustadz Zamzam. Nimas passed into the bathroom trying to wudu to relieve his tightness.
Upon returning to the room, Khalila was laid back on the bed. It was during the third night that Khalila was playing with her imagination. Khalila is losing her sleepiness.
Ustadz was very enthusiastic to invite his son to play.
Nimas chose to roll out his alphabet he prostrated relieving the pain in his heart.
The Ustadz occasionally looked at the solemn face of his wife. There was regret in his heart for treating Nimas harshly yesterday.
Nimas wept in his heart, the wound that seemed to be slashed, so that it would not make him fall. One of her current strengths is her two little daughters Zamima and Khalila.
I have to be strong for you.
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Three days passed, neither Nimas nor Ustadz Zamzam discussed the events three days ago.
But the Ustadz lost the figure of his wife who always smiled. Ustadz Zamzam never again heard the spoiled words of his wife. Nimas only spoke when asked and the rest were silent.
This afternoon, Ustadz Zamzam complained to his friend Haqi. The Ustadz recounts all the events that happened to him.
The outpouring of hearts was rewarded with a look of disbelief from Haqi.
"Astaghfirulloh City. Realize not you?"
They were in the teacher's room at recess. It just so happened that only the two of them were there.
"What do I do?"
The Ustadz rests its back on the back of the chair.
"I'm sorry!" answer Haqi.
"It's Qi, but it looks like Nimas really wounded Qi. Shadowin deh Qi, usually fitting wake up I was greeted with a smile this is not. So if you go home from work no one else welcomes Qi."
Haqi stared cynically at Ustadz Zamzam.
"It's still a good thing Nimas didn't run away. You're not grateful Stadz had a sholeha wife like that. I'm disappointed in you."
"You're not helping me add to the burden." Ustadz Zamzam grunts.
"You also have my advice, my experience has not gone that far. I am also again dizzy with the demands of the in-laws who call every day immediately inaugurate the marriage. You feel good having a touchable wife, am I? Padlocked bro."
Instantly Ustadz Zamzam's laughter broke out, mocking his unfortunate friend. Ustadz Zamzam laughed forgetting the moment of turmoil that had befallen him.
"So when was Hulli disbanded?" Having gained control of himself, the Ustadz asked Haqi annoyed at being laughed at.
"Entai Stadz dizzy me, not that I can not leave my work here to pick up my parents in Palembang. But...."
Haqi hung his words, making Ustadz Zamzam justify his sitting position and listen seriously.
"My family in Palembang wants a sacred and massive event so it needs careful preparation."
"Are you talking to Hulli or his father?" ask Ustadz Zamzam.
Haqi threw out his breath that suddenly faltered.
"Well his father, that's the answer. If the same Sypa has not, you will know the rules of Pesantren. Where can I talk a lot with Sypa."
"I have an idea." The Ustadz suddenly sparkled as if finding a treasure.
Haqi was confused to read his friend's behavior.
"We take our wives on a picnic, don't go too far because I must have brought the children. About permission let me tell Mama later, maybe Nimas needs a new picnic can forgive me."
Tumben Ustadz Zam's brain is on his way.
A grin emerged from the corner of the lips of the two lonely men. They are planning a vacation together this weekend.
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While this afternoon Nimas in Pesantren attended weekly routine studies. After being picked up by Hulliyah, Nimas sat among the mothers of the Taklim Council.
Khalila who fell asleep made Nimas comfortable hearing tausiyah. While Zamima was calm with his dolls. Children who are smart and not fussy are taken to a good place.
On this occasion Ustadz Ahmad who became a speaker was present along with Farrel.
Eh author kangen Farrel😘.
Farrel's appearance became more charismatic after several months of not meeting. After greeting each other with Nimas, now Farrel is sitting in the row of men.
Farrell listened to what his cousin had to say.
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Ustadz Ahmad wrote a verse in the Qur'an. Surat Al-Hujurat verse 12 is heard coming out of the mouth of the Ustadz.
"The essence of the verse I read earlier is that you should not look for the faults of others and gossip about them. Usually when it comes to the mistakes of others we dig spirit yes Mothers?"
Ustadz Ahmad brought the worshippers to communicate.
"There is a saying that the elephant in the eye is invisible, the ant across the sea is visible. The small mistakes of people are clearly visible to us, whereas we are often not aware of our own mistakes.The point is we have to introspect ourselves ajalah now! Which is wrong and which is right I'm sure everything here is smart."
A little about Ustadz Ahmad's talk.
After the study was over, Nimas was still in the Hall along with Hulliyah and Neli. They chatted before Nimas came home.
When the middle of the cool chat, suddenly Farrel came.
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Thor said he was gonna finish? Ko still hasn't?
Eh yes author keasan hihi.sabar aja yaa😉.
