Love In Pesantren's

what are you like?

This pain why stifling? And him, why is he insensitive to my feelings?

Or am I just overreacting? I was carried away, lulled by the temptation of the shethan.

I'm still in the room pretending to sleep might be better.

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Tonight we had dinner with my mother, it turned out that his friend brother Zam came with his wife.

Brother Zam invited them to dinner together.

After eating, we talked on the front porch that has been transformed into a comfortable place.

"Guide, neng Neti how many months has it been?" The first question from the mother who asked Pandu about the pregnancy of his wife.

"New 8 weeks bi, doain hopefully healthy smooth everything." Answer Pandu.

"When did you follow Zam?" Ask Pandu.

Uhuk.... Brother Zam until coughing was asked such a question. I don't know why I became upset with his behavior, just answer me if it's difficult anyways we have done meh, as good as I am with Brother Zam but I try to show my shade face.

Oh, my God, I'm a sinner, I'm a hypocrite.

"We're not delaying, I'm sure. Isn't that deck?"

He's back, I just nod so hurry.

"Well, my mom is happy with it. I hope you get a grandson soon.. It must be funny."

My mother-in-law was imagining it like that, because I saw the look on her face with a smile.

"Here Neng deket Aa, the colder the night."

Aihs.. Moreover, showing off or what sii. Kak Zam's friend was intentionally like that, probably because I and Kak Zam were sitting far away.

"Sweetnessaaa.. Tuh Zam called her neng aa it's romantic." Mom made me and brother Zam look at each other.

Uh wait, just last afternoon we made this call change was a new adjustment, if this is replaced again, uh so trending topic gih nih this unclear novel.

And finally we just smiled at each other.

Pandu really treats his wife with sweet little things made sweet by the couple. I could only watch with a smile, anxious to see them.

"When are you back at the Zam boarding school?"

"Inshaalloh tomorrow, don't tell pesantren dong! my house is just a deket of pesantren."

"Yes that means. I'll see Sofia dong."

What the fuck is that Pandu, making a moment of silence. Then Neti pinched his arm, I saw that they were whispering. Mom, she looked at me with a smile.

Hey do I look bad here? Until what I heard as if everything was aimed at insinuating me.

And look at him, my husband. There is absolutely no sweet attitude towards me.

Yeah, I know I understand my position here is just a replacement.

The day is getting late, Pandu and Neti say goodbye home. We went to rest, refreshed the body for tomorrow's trip.

"Sir, are you quiet?"

The new me will fall asleep again awake and open my eyes.

"What does brother mean?"

"Yes, it's like you're silencing brother."

"That's how you feel, let's go to sleep. Tomorrow's the big brother."

Then I turned my back to Brother Zam, and I squeezed my pillow to remove the feeling of the wrath in my chest.

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Pagi ini kami berangkat, setelah berpamitan dengan ibu dan tetangga dekat.

Brother Zam focused on his steering wheel while I opened my phone.

Uh wait, this is a message notification from one of my student's parents.

I opened the message, uh I just opened the guy called. I finally picked up the phone.

""Assalamaic""

""Waalaikumusalam""

""Master, how are you? This is Arsyil missing.""

""Alhamdulillah ma'am, inshaalloh tomorrow I have taught again.""

And blablbla, our conversation started to spread to other things. Unknowingly I laughed because of Arsyil's mother.

The car stopped, Brother Zam got off the car eh what's up, then I ended my call.

After a few minutes Kak Zam returned while carrying a plastic bag containing round tofu.

"Why stop brother?"

"My hand is pegel deck." Said Kak Zam while thrusting the plastic bag, I grabbed it and I put it on my lap.

I grabbed his hand, I flinched hopefully the peach will disappear quickly.

But a moment later Brother Zam squeezed my finger back, I was surprised to be silent.

What's he gonna do? Why is he getting closer? Even his breath was now on my face.

Will there soon be scenes like those in romantic novels I've read?

Just imagining it makes me cold.

Immediately after I closed my eyes, I really resigned.

My eyes were closed for a long time but nothing happened. I opened my eyes slowly but what I found.

Brother Zam was eating the round tofu that was on my lap.

Aaaaaaa.. Maluu..

I turned my gaze to the side while biting my lower lip in embarrassment.

Please don't imagine my face!!

"You want the deck, nih aaaa," the person who caused me embarrassment even looks relaxed and thrusts the round tofu into the front of my mouth.

I snatch it quickly, this is a tragedy that knows round.

Brother Zam chuckles at my behavior, what does it matter to me. How dare he play me.

"You're hungry deck, it's like a lizard hunting a mosquito haha.."

Ih what did he say? Brother Zam said I look like a lizard.

Overall, brother Zam began to show his barbaric side that he did when he was with bang Gazani.

Heii girls who used to adore my husband, you will surely be illfeel if you know this hidden behavior.

A moment later Kak Zam was driving back, his smile never separated from his kinky lips.

Aihh the lips I was expecting, huft..

"Dreamy of you deck, eh what do you think of mother's advice?"

Why do I talk more often with my heart?

What did he say just now?

"Whose mother's advice, brother?"

"that's looh about our call neng."

How did you feel when Brother Zam said it.

"I am whatever it is, what a calling means" I said.

"pinter deh you neng, yaudah call Aa dong now!"

"Yes A." Just let him not hear, I don't think I'm able to haha.. I'm embarrassed again I hide my smile I don't want Aa to see.

Aa Aih..

"The obvious dong neng, Aa ga denger."

Isshh what she wants, makes me ashamed many times.

"Yes Aa," I raise the volume of my voice full of emphasis.

I hope my husband is happy, he laughs. Sebel.

The journey continued without a sound, only I saw the occasional Aa smiling indistinctly. Ah what do I care what he's thinking, I don't care if I'd better take a nap.

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