Love In Pesantren's

dear in-laws

Is this Alloh?

All of this happened all of a sudden, I'm really not ready to take this test.

I bent my knees I hugged my legs, held tight all day I really couldn't. Crying again and again, hoping that after this my heart will not be messed up again.

I can wail now. I was crying a little too slowly.

Even A Zam did not ask about my examination results last afternoon.

He forget?

Does he not care?

I lifted my head and took my bag.

Hopefully A Zam will be happy if I show the results of the USG earlier, showing the prospective child.

I hope that.

I remove these tears, my hands tremble slightly holding the results of the USG. Opening the door slowly, a smile on my lips.

I walked towards where A Zam was.

A Zam is talking?

Eh he's on the phone?

But who called him these nights.

The closer the clearer the sound of A Zam is heard by my sense of hearing.

""Sorry Han, I can't go there. My wife is alone at home. Inshaalloh tomorrow I will visit again.(.Silent).. Oh yes Hanna forgive me earlier I held you, I should have been far apart because we are not muhrim. Forgive me, I have sinned.. (Silent)""

A Zam laughing?

Is he happy calling that woman?

The instant my body felt limp, my hand squeezed the paper in my hand. I walked back into the room. This leg is not felt when I massage it.

After I closed the door to this room, I sat down and the tears that had dried up were flowing again.

Honestly, I'm disappointed right now, I can't get tired.

Why A, why are you apologizing to that woman?

But you're not apologizing to me why?

I'm sick at the moment Tuhaaaaaaan.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Of course it's the screams of my heart, as much as I am now accompanying someone who is cool to call ria. It's cool to laugh while I'm here, oh it's so sad.

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Today I decided not to teach, because my head can suddenly be heavy.

A Zam left early in the morning, we didn't even say hello.

Wrongfully..

What's wrong?

I was wrong, I was wrong because I was too hopeful for A Zam, a Ustadz that people like a lot.

But did I wrongly want to be noticed?

"Assynoltomodel.."

Uh who is that?

I rarely have guests at my house.

"Mosur."

My voice is a little hoarse now.

When I opened the door I was stunned to see my mother-in-law there.

Soon I grabbed her hand, uh why did mom pull me and hug me.

"I'm sorry Ibu Nimas, I'm sorry."

Mother why sii?

"What's wrong mom, what happened to you?"

I was worried that my mother-in-law would suddenly come and cry.

I took my mother inside and sat her in a chair. After taking a drink of water and seeing that mom had calmed down a bit, I asked.

"What's wrong mom?"

Uh ko crying again.

"Nimas forgive mom, forgive mom's son."

The more I don't understand.

"Mom's upset with Zam, last night Sofia called me and told me everything."

Ah must be Rista same story Sofia and Hulli deh. My household drama is like this.

"Where is Zamnya now?"

"For the sake of ma'am."

" Mom was on Mts but Zam didn't exist. Another teacher said he's been home for half a day."

Deg.

Must have been A Zam to the hospital, suddenly my heart aches again.

"Mom just wait, maybe I'll be home soon."

"Yes mother wait, iiii mother-to-be grandchildren are looking over now."

Mother's hand stroked my stomach and then told me how she had experienced it when she was pregnant with A Zam.

Continuing to spread the story of funny things, able to make me laugh is indeed the best mother.

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At 9 p.m., A Zam just got home.

The door was open because my mother and I were still chatting as if I wasn't tired of hearing the story.

"Assalamualaik."

"Waalaikumussalam, just returned Zam?"

A Zam was shocked to see his mother there blocking him with cynical words.

"Mothers.. Ko ga ngabarin is coming here."

Without babibu mom got up from her seat and that makes me shocked to not believe mom raised her hand to slap her son. Obviously it hurts, his voice just sounds so loud.

I shut my mouth I didn't think that mom was talking to me still fine saying softly as usual.

But right now in front of me, mom slapped A Zam. I also felt it painful to see my husband treated so even though it was by his own mother.

Now that A Zam was gathered together, no words came out of his mouth.

I approached, took hold of his shoulder and sat down next to him who was now bowed in.

"What did you do to your wife !!"

My mother was screaming now I was shocked.

A Zam is silent.

"If Sofia hadn't told mom, you would have hurt Nimas more."

Still quiet, my husband was silent.

"Mom's ashamed to have a child like you, be childish. Didn't people call you Ustadz. You should be ashamed of the title they gave you."

"You don't remember how you asked mom to ask Nimas to her parents. You husband is not responsible."

Mom gasps to let out her disappointment at A Zam.

"Mom.."

One word from me could make my mother quiet. Then he took me to the room.

"Let him Nimas, we go to room !!"

I slowly rubbed A Zam's head, then followed her into the room.

A Zam still hasn't moved still down not moving just to breathe I can't see.

"Here Nim, we're sleeping."

"But A Zam?"

"Let him, mother is punishing him."

"But ma'am, I'm fine. Don't treat A Zam like that, ma'am."

Mom smiled rubbing my head.

"It's not wrong Zam chose you as his wife. Let him realize his mistake."

I followed my mother's wishes and fell asleep with her.

Before these eyes were completely closed, mother spoke again.

"Nimas, aren't you cravings?"

"Alhamdulillah ma'am, no."

Mom's staring.

"From now on torture Zam. Ask for whatever you want. I want you to trouble her."

There is a mother like this. My mother-in-law's hilarious. haha.

I can laugh again.

"Thank you mother."

I said I felt happy in love with my mother-in-law that was the most extraordinary thing.

Mom put on a smile and then kissed my head, beautiful.

Now I know A Zam's sweetness is down from his mother.

Uh A Zam.

Is he asleep?

At 3 in the morning I woke up, I saw my mother fast asleep.

I slowly got out of bed.

Living room lights are not turned off. I see A Zam still hasn't changed his position from last night.

Did A Zam not move from last night. As I approached her, I closed the door that had not been closed all night.

I crouched down to approach my husband.

"A Zam's.. A."

One move A Zam hugged me made me gasp in shock.

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