Love In Pesantren's

hold on or wait

It seems like for the next few parts it will always be about Sofia. So for you Nimas fans please calm down. I will not miss the iconic characters in this story. But just ask for time to see Sofia. Okrayyy, Thanks.

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The second donation event that I attended and I met again with Nimas.

There's actually a lot I want to talk to him about. But what power, Farrel picked me up and forced me to go home.

And now, here I am in the car that he was driving. Ever since I was raining, I felt something strange about Farrel.

Farrel smiled easily, rarely shouting again. Uh why yes?

"Rel, where are we going? It's such a rush to go home, I still want to talk to Nimas."

I'm worried I'm holding back my irritation.

After the silence crept in this car Farrel began to open his voice.

"Tomorrow I go to Yogya."

Ko tumben he said? He usually leaves.

But what does the relationship try? He went home to Yogya.

My eyes are looking at the look on his face.

"While I'm in Yogya, where do you want to live? Uwa's house or mom's father's house?"

Eh?

It's weird! Farrel was possessed times huh? Why all of a sudden he always takes my opinion. Huft.

"To diem."

Farrel turned his head towards me, and looked at that! What kind of smile is that?

"I'm, I'm home."

Duh why is this tongue so stiff like this si?

"Ok, then. But don't lock yourself in the house again, you just need to ask permission if you want to leave the house."

My brain is so dead-end right now, after saying that Farrel rubbed my head instead.

"You're going to Yogyanya tomorrow, why now rush home."

Before replying, Farrel looked at the rearview mirror and turned his car to the right.

"Before I leave, we'd better spend some time together."

Uh.

Again I saw the beautiful arch in his lips again. Haisshh, why is he?

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As soon as I got home, I was astonished because the house looked neat from before I left.

Farrel?

I also went to the kitchen to drink. At first glance I saw the dining table, why did the hood serve put there?

Usually if the table is empty, the service hood is not placed on the table.

I was curious and opened it at last.

Whatisthis?

The food?

"Cobain deh soto my made!"

Farrel who was suddenly behind me was forcibly sitting me in this chair.

In front of me now is a bowl of soto that Farrel thrust.

I hesitantly scooped up the soto sauce and stuffed it into my mouth.

Tasty.

Ko delicious?

Without a doubt I took the plate near me not forgetting I filled it with white rice.

I even want to eat, until I forget someone who has not seen me like that since when.

After finishing my eating activities, I blinked at the wrong behavior.

"Why?"

I feel bad to be looked at that way.

Farrel shook his head slowly while smiling.

"Just like my cooking."

Eh seriously this soto made by Farrel?

Even I can't, my cooking is standard.

"Can you cook?"

I know this is a stupid question, but I'm curious.

"Since High School I've been working, I was in school while working. Well even if it's just being a dishwasher in the warteg people."

Farrel was seen showing off his smile.

"I did that so as not to trouble Uwa too much."

Farrel.

Wait, Farrel's open like this. Ah maybe because we're friends so she's comfortable telling me.

The square dining table and the four chairs and the cutlery in front of us are now witnesses of Farrel's confiding session to me.

We spent almost two hours at the dinner table just telling each other stories, sometimes grimacing together, occasionally laughing.

But it turned out to be this fun to talk to Farrel.

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Tonight after we pray Isya. Farrel put himself in bed.

That's mattress?

"Move the Rail, I'm going to bed."

I tried to shake his body.

"We slept together."

Whahuh?

There really has to be something straightened out here.

"Farrel, we need to talk."

I have to be strict this time.

Farrel still hasn't paid attention to me.

"Farrel wake! We need to talk."

I pulled his hand with all my might, but Farrel pulled me instead. I fell beside him who was lying down.

Silence is created, only the eyeballs talk to each other. We faced each other in one pillow.

"Speaking while sleeping."

Farrel's words just blew my daydream.

"Ga comfortable, mending get up."

Again as I was about to get up, Farrel held my body. With his hand that was holding my waist.

"That's all."

Haissh even had her breath so hard on my face.

I gave up, sighed before I spoke.

"What are you doing?"

That was the question that finally came out of my lips.

Farrel smiled, his hands still faithfully holding my waist.

Haisssh, this is the code that I don't evade.

"What a hell."

That only?

I'm not satisfied with the answer.

"Some days you're a Rail freak. Are you sick?"

My hand held his forehead, ah but the temperature was normal.

Then Farrell moved his hand, and grabbed my hand. The grasping of this hand, made my forehead look at me instantly in wonder.

"I'm starting to think, how about we live as a real husband and wife."

My brain withered away instantly, my mouth open. I was stunned by Farrel's words.

"Your reaction is overreacting." Farrel rubbed his face, holding back a laugh.

"Don't joke, it's not funny. I knew from the start, I just held on to go."

Farrel shook his head strongly.

"Now we fox, hang on or wait."

Wait out?

"You mean?"

"I ask you to stay with me and wait for me to fully accept you as my wife."

Huh huh?

"Rani?"

That name just came out of my mouth.

Farrel smiled.

"I'll ask you to wait, wait for me to end something between me and Rani."

Is this me dreaming or not?

"Why?"

"I want to learn to accept you, and live happily."

Farrel mostly reads novels.

"I can't."

Farrel was now silently looking at my face.

"Why can't you?"

Question demands.

"Yeah I don't have feelings for you, anyways I'm left with you I never miss."

Lying I lied.

To be honest, I was just wondering if Farrel was serious about what he said.

"We'll see if you miss tomorrow. Then I won't let you go. But if not, let's give up."

Concern creeps in the recesses of this heart, if longing is sure I always miss you if we are far apart.

But why should I wait for him?

I don't know why I feel like this won't be possible.

Farrel and I are like two magnetic sides that repel each other.

I feel like I can't stay with him.