Love In Pesantren's

Unwilling

Nimas returned to his room after learning what had happened. He smiled while shaking his head.

Well, it looks like he's gonna have a bad rap.

Nimas again laid himself in his bed.

"Son, don't you want anything?"

Nimas spoke to his stomach.

Hey Nimas kid doesn't want anything to bargain for, ckck.

During pregnancy, Nimas never experienced morning sickness or cravings.

Nimas is grateful not to have to trouble everything around him.

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Elsewhere, Ustadz Zamzam was tormented by his longing for his wife. Every day he lived the day with grief, but his ego was too high to admit.

When he was pensive that night, the Ustadz's cell phone rang. It was a call from Mama Haji who asked him immediately to the boarding school.

What's up hmmm.

Upon arrival at the boarding school, Ustadz Zamzam headed for Mama Haji's house.

How shocked he was, it turned out that there was Farrel and Ustadz Ahmad.

After being sent in, Ustadz Zamzam sat next to Ustadz Ahmad.

"Zam, Mama heard everything. Mama's disappointed in you."

Shut up, yes the Ustadz just shut up.

"Why are you so easily instigated by shethan? Do you not remember or do not know, Allah said in the letter of An-Nuur verses 6-7. The point is that if you want to conclude that someone committed adultery there must be four witnesses who justify it. Mama's really disappointed in you."

The Ustadz just looked down, digesting every word from Mama Haji.

"Sorry Ustadz, if I may speak. At the time of the incident, I was going to meet your wife to return the goods that were on me. But your wife always avoids, when I happen to call your wife and that's where your wife asks for help. Actually your wife has told me to leave several times, but I remain there. Because as humans we have to help, that's what I have in mind. The wrong thing here is me. Then yesterday I heard the news that you have returned your wife. I really feel guilty. I'm sorry."

Well Farrel you said no ads, drink first.

The Ustadz remained silent.

"Ustadz, have you ever read the prophet's hadith narrated by Tirmidhi. Which means, (the best of you is the best of his character or his treatment of his wife). Not that I'm patronizing, please Ustadz contemplate it all."

Uh that's Ustadz Ahmad who said yes.

Ustadz in lecturing, it turns out Ustadz is also human huh.

"Mama hope you're Zam, can think clearly now."

Ustadz Zamzam got up from his seat and hurriedly said goodbye to all who were there. Without returning home he drove his car to Nimas's parents.

While driving, the Ustadz rubbed his watery eyes several times.

Crying what is not yes.

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Arrived at the residence of Nimas' parents at about 2 am. The Ustadz did not heed his fatigue. He knocked on the door of the house.

"Assalamualaik." Many times Ustadz Zamzam said his greetings while knocking on the door. After a few minutes someone opened the door and it was Nimas' father.

"Waalaikumussalam, uh son Zam really night let's go in!!"

"Where's the ring Yah?" Indeed, the Ustadz can no longer speak of himself now just want to meet his wife.

"In his room, son, just go in."

The Ustadz walked quickly to Nimas' room.

Uh that's looh Ustadz's father-in-law, haha.

Ustadz Zamzam opened the door of the room, which he saw first was Nimas who fell asleep curled up without wearing a blanket.

Ustadz's body trembled near Nimas, tears melting in his eyes.

Wearing the cheek of the wife, then turn to the stomach of the wife. Guilt rippled in his chest.

Nimas who was disturbed slowly woke up, and realized that there was someone there. Nimas quickly dodged to the corner of the bed.

"It's Aa, neng."

Nimas who was still half-conscious blinked a few times. Maybe he's dreaming.

This must be a dream !! A Zam ain't probably here.

"Miss.. "

"Sorry Aa, neng."

Nimas shook his head quickly.

"Miss.. "

This time the voice of the Ustadz choked, got a rejection from the wife to make it destroyed instantly.

Kasian you're Stadz.

The Ustadz stood up and tried to get closer, again Nimas moved away.

But this time Ustadz Zamzam grabbed the body of his wife. Nimas struggled to be released, but Ustadz failed to hold him so tightly.

Rembo kali haha.

Nimas gave up his weakened body, no tears there.

Nimas is silent, trying to interpret whether this is a dream or real.

"Sorry Aa neng, Aa's sorry."

Announcement yes, Ustadz cried at that time.

Nimas remained silent, and the Ustadz let go of his embrace. In his eyes the face of the wife who also looked at him, but the gaze of Nimas empty nothing he looked at.

"Miss.."

The Ustadz tried to call his wife.

Nimas soon fell limp and unconscious in the arms of her husband.

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After Nimas passed out, Ustadz Zamzam took him to the hospital.

Mom and Dad also took us.

Now only Ustadz Zamzam lives in this hospital room, after the father and mother said goodbye first.

The doctor said Nimas' blood pressure was very low due to stress.

Ustadz Zamzam looked at the very pale face of Nimas, then kissed Nimas's forehead fondly.

Then his hand held Nimas' stomach and stroked him gently. A sense of regret re-emerged in his chest.

Deep down in deep regret.

Kumandang at dawn, the Ustadz was forced to leave Nimas and go to the Catholic who called him.

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Moments later, Nimas awoke from his sleep. He felt his body so weak, then he looked around him instead of being in his house.

This where?

Me why?

Nimas held his head which felt so heavy and dizzy.

The pain in his wrist only made him realize that he was in the hospital.

Nimas' eyes went around looking for the person he had seen, just to see if he was dreaming?

Then where's mom?

Why is he alone in the room?

And various other questions in his mind that were difficult for him to find the answer.

Then when the door opened, Nimas found the figure. The husband smiled at her.

Nimas unmoved looking at him then threw his face in the other direction. The Ustadz tried to get closer, but Nimas immediately turned in the opposite direction.

I don't know this time Nimas didn't want to see her husband.

The Ustadz drew closer with a feeling of ferocity, trying to grab Nimas' hand but Nimas remained unmoved.

This time Nimas just wanted to be quiet.

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