Love In Pesantren's

Farrell

Farrel was no longer strong, and turned his body around.

Now his face is facing directly to Sofia's face, so nearby Farrel can see a small mole under Sofia's eyes.

Farrel just found out Sofia has a mole in that area. Because of its very small size, it can only be seen at close range like this.

Farrel was glued for a moment, looking at the divine masterpiece given to him. Uh but Farrel didn't use it.

What does sii thoor mean?

His gaze descended on those natural peach-colored lips. Farrel gulped his saliva nervously.

Every inch of Sofia's face, not spared Farrel's sight.

His eyes roamed even further until Farrel was no longer strong, not very strong.

Farrel pushed Sofia away, and soon Farrel got up and got out of the bed.

Farrel was not very strong because of the heat, he decided to take a pillow and sleep under a fur carpet, much more comfortable and safe thought he.

The author kira? Haha.

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At about three o'clock in the morning, Farrel woke up.

Looking at Sofia who was asleep, Farrel smiled for a moment. Then Farrell went to the bathroom.

Upon his return from the bathroom, Farrel put on his scabbard and the pecans. As he laid out the prayer mat, Farrel fell before his Lord.

Finished performing the prayer, Farrel raised his hand. Farrel prayed for his parents who are now gone. Farrel sobbed as he begged the creator for forgiveness for his mother.

Farrell knew what his mother was doing was a sin. Farrel had heard the study, that whoever kills himself, his torment will remain in Hell.

By what means one commits suicide, then in hell one is tormented in this way.

Hell is called Labi'salmihaad, which means bad place.

Farrel was willing to take his mother's place in Hell, and Farrell was willing.

Farrell hopes that he can be a helper for the mother by trying to be a beautiful child.

Farrel softens at Sofia because he thanks her for being taught to pray, ablution, and Sofia always reminds him of kindness.

Farrel opened the holy book of the Quran he brought earlier.

Slowly and stamped Farrel read letter by letter one by one. A huge amount of pain engulfed the void space in his heart.

Farrel regretted not learning to read the Quran from long ago. Farrel regretted not praying for his parents in prostration.

Farrel sobbed bitterly, his reading occasionally halting due to regulating the breath.

In every letter he reads, Farrel hopes to be able to flow the reward for both parents.

Farrel grew sobbing and could not resist the stride of regret.

"I'm sorry Farrel, motheruu."

Farrel cupped his face not strong enough to withstand the pain that struck right at his heart.

While Farrel sobbed, it turned out that Sofia had woken up from earlier. Sofia has been awake since Farrel started her prayers.

As much as Sofia's energy held back the sound of her crying that helped feel the sadness of the husband.

As much as his energy dampened the emotional turmoil within him, who wanted to hug Farrel, hold him, calm him down. Sofia.

Sofia was moved to hear Farrel's reading that had started smoothly.

Sofia hears all Farrel's prayers, Sofia knows how much Farrel regrets.

Sofia heard.

But Sofia can't do what she's supposed to do. Sofia gave Farrel time to speak to her Lord, pouring out all her grievances only on the Owner of everything.

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The next day, Sofia with Uwa and also Siti was struggling in the kitchen. They're cooking for the show tonight.

"Uwa was surprised by Farrel, every time his mother knew him he was a cry for forgiveness."

Time sii Wa?

Sofia listened without stopping her carrot-cutting activities.

Uwa spoke without pause, Sofia gave a smile in response to Uwa's rant from her husband.

Sofia knew Farrel's attitude just to cover up the pain in her heart.

Sofia just found out last night that Farrel was crying over her mother's mistake.

If only last night Sofia had not seen herself with her eyes, maybe now Sofia would have thought Farrel was strange just like Uwa who thought Farrel did not care about his mother.

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The tahlilan show was over, there was not the slightest sad look that Farrel showed.

Pinter you Rail hid the feeling.

Sofia and Farrell go home.

Along the way Farrel focused on the streets, occasionally staring blankly ahead.

But it did not make him lose concentration in driving.

Sofia who was beside him did not make much noise, he just kept silent while thinking about the weight of this burden that Farrel carried, making it a difficult person to guess.

They were at home.

Farrel immediately headed for the room and laid himself down, before long Sofia followed.

A few moments later Farrell left the room.

Farrel opened a piece of the photo he had stored in a box.

Farrel looked at the beautiful figure who was holding a baby boy.

The flow of tears in his eyes gushed out.

"This is a picture of my mother?"

Sofia's voice behind him made Farrel startled and wiped away her rough tears.

"Ga's polite!"

Farrel put the photo back in the box.

"Sorry, I'm curious."

Sofia said with regret.

"Whether you're behind me, move here!!!"

Eh Farrel patted the spot next to him.

Sofia complied too.

"You must have heard everything from Uwa, right?"

Sofia nodded.

"I used to feel like a wasted child. My mom and dad just left without backing me up with anything. Until I was reborn as a man full of worldly obsessions. I was expecting Nimas, you know that you know how I work. But why did you come into my life Sof? Why are you making me the way to Alloh? Why should you make me regret never praying for my parents? Why?"

Farrel spoke at length and cupped his face to hide his tears.

"Rel, everything that happens is Divine will. You just have to be happy and proud. Because you are chosen by God to have this kind of fate. Your rail is higher than I am."

Doubtfully Sofia patted Farrel on the shoulder.

Farrel drifted further in his grief.

"I'm sorry Sof, I'm sorry I dragged you into my life. You can walk away from me, you deserve to be happy."

Sofia glazed over hearing Farrel's words.

"I won't leave you, I'll always be by your side hearing all your complaints."

Farrel ventured to look at the two eyes of Sofia who was now watering.

"But I can't Sof."

Lirih Farrel said.

Sofia nodded in understanding what Farrel meant.

"I know you can't, if you don't think of me as a wife then, consider me as your friend."