Love In Pesantren's

turn mad

"Mrs Nimas...... Mrs Hannah."

The loud speaker called my name and another patient the doctor was going to check on.

Wait a minute, I heard Hannah's name. Oh I'll have one examination room with him.

I told Rista to wait outside, as soon as my name was called I rushed to the examination room. I have to endure this painful feeling. I held back with all my might, I had to be strong when I needed my husband by my side but I found him in front of me with another woman.

Occasionally look back where there is me who will also enter the same room.

When the door opened, we entered. Apparently this room is divided into two with a curtain partition and there are two doctors there.

I sat myself in front of the woman's doctor. And I let my husband in the box next to me with another woman.

"Mother here herself?"

"Ah no doc, I'm with a friend."

I should have said, I have my husband here.. That's my husband. I should have said that. But the tongue betrayed my heart.

I heard a question almost similar to the one the doctor asked me earlier.

"You're her husband?"

"Not the doc."

"He's my future husband doc."

Booms.......

A boom explosion just exploded in my chest, my heart to be exact.

With trembling legs I obeyed the doctor's order to lie on the bed.

"Mother relax ma'am, here's her blood pressure why it's so low. Try to calm down."

How can I calm the doook, want me to cry screaming at this moment. Like a man behind the curtain who grimaces in pain and plots to call out the name of my husband who is even now by his side.

"Does my mother have a history of anemia?"

I just nodded.

The doctor seemed to be breathing out slowly.

"Mom should eat foods that can add blood yes ma'am, later also I will give blood-boosting drugs."

Then the doctor pointed the ultrasound device at my stomach and explained the details.

"Thank God the baby is healthy, mom, you just need to pay attention to your diet and not be too stressed."

Again I just nodded, honestly I was interrupted by the sound of screams next to me.

I finished first than Hannah. I quickly directed my footsteps in search of Rista's whereabouts.

Thankfully Rista came up to me immediately, we finally made our way to the parking lot.

After arriving near Rista's motorbike, I immediately put on a helmet and prepared to ride the bike.

A voice surprised me.

"Neng, wait neng !! Astagfirulloh riding a motorcycle?."

Should I answer?

"I'm sorry Neng, I can't go home because Hannah is in care, I help Mr. Mustafa prepare everything. After that I go home and we talk."

Is there anything more powerful than a sword? A Zam's words managed to tear my heart to formless.

I thought A Zam was after me to offer to go home together.

Haiisssshh my dream is simple, but it can't happen.

"Neng took a taxi, huh ? Not the motor !!"

It's up to me dong.

"Go on, come on.."

I also got on that bike.

"Rista take the bike carefully."

What is sii screaming huh.

Take care of your girl A.

When I was on the bike that was being propelled by Rista, I still endured the turmoil of my fragility.

"Cry on my back."

A little gasp but I obeyed Rista.

I did not hesitate to hug Rista and sobbed so badly.

"Hide me Taaaa, I don't want to go home."

Rista pulled the bike over on the side of the road, and we got down and sat on a bench on the sidewalk.

Rista held my hand.

I looked down unable to answer.

"From the beginning you were this sick Nim, even I used to follow the wound."

Don't cry dong Ta !!

"It's okay Ta, I'm nothing. I just want to cry again, and then I forget."

I forced a smile between my sobs. I could not bear to see Rista crying so regretfully.

"You shouldn't be so good Nim ! You should have been angry a long time ago."

"Eh uh ko tumben ngajarin me who is not good."

I'm laughing a little now.

Rista held my hand again.

"I'm ready to help you."

I smile.

"I don't want to go home yet Ta."

"Ok let's take a walk. Uh we're buying ice cream yuk."

I nodded, at least I should console myself rather than having to drag on in grief.

We got out of there and looked for ice cream.

Ah but we have not yet met muter-muter also, where my eyes have started to twitch again.

"Ta, let's go home, next time."

Rista thought for a moment then he turned towards the way home.

When I got home, I closed the door and went to my room. Then my head got heavier and I fell on the floor. After that it was just dark that I felt.

I opened my eyes, I was still on this floor. Did I faint?

As soon as I woke up, there was a bit of pain in my head. I looked at the clock, it turned out that I had been unconscious for two hours.

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I was restless waiting for A Zam to be late like this yet to come home. I sat in front of the television again.

My favorite place for bobo.

I felt a caress in my head that woke me up. And what is this? I'm in the room.

My eyes looked at the figure I had been waiting for. The figure of A Zam must have entered my dreamland.

"Miss.."

Even the sound is so real oh surely the quality of my dreams is already this 4G.

"Neng, we need to talk."

Uh wait.

Need talk?

It's not a dream, I just realized it's real.

Immediately I woke up and rested myself at the head of the bed. A Zam sat next to me.

Eh this is like a blanket show of honesty, hopefully A Zam honest this time.

"When the event was this morning, Hannah passed out and Aa helped Mustafa take her to the hospital. As he regained consciousness, Hannah was in pain in her stomach. Mr. Mustafa Hannah said she had a malignant tumor in her womb. And Aa just dropped by and met neng there."

I try to digest the information that enters my brain slowly.

"She can't help me, but she's happy to tell other women."

Can I be selfish here?

A Zam sighed.

"This is a different situation, you can not understand."

Sick I yelled at you A.

"You must understand dong, this is an accident !! Set aside your anger for a moment, look at the events on the positive side."

Did he say, Set aside my anger?

If I followed my anger earlier this afternoon I hit you A.

"Cape is talking to selfish people."

Is A Zam angry now?

Loh loh he took a pillow and kept passing out of the room.

Here's what I should be mad at.

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