
This morning my mother took me down the path with a flowing trench beside her. The sound of clear water flowing from upstream was so clear to my mind. Like a soothing tune sounded in my ears.
"Kinan..see the small river there.." mother pointed to a river with large rocks and flowing a low waterfall surrounded by beautiful green trees.
"Beautifully...Kinan wanted to take a bath there.." My eyes sparkled at the sight.
"If you take a bath there, there is Jaka Tarub who will take your clothes.and you must be his wife.want you?" mom chuckles to see me gawking.
" Ihh.a sure, Kinan the princess of heaven." I laughed.
Mom's laughter stopped and sighed.
" Maybe it was Kinan.there were two Jaka Tarub who used to bathe there, and you were also his wife..."
" Eh..."
" Devan and Ryan from childhood to adulthood often bathe and spend time there..."
And I have become his second wife. The legend of today, who would have thought the story of going down the bed was really my experience, even though they were both not siblings.
" Someday replace you who nag because over time waiting for your children to come home, if that happens look for this place..."
"Did mom scold them both when she came home soaked.."tanyaku later.
" Mom welcomed him with a wooden rod, and Devan was always a shield for Ryan when I hit both of them..hhhh.
" I think I'd punish Ryan too if I couldn't get his kids home in time." I chuckled.
"Hmm.really, I can't wait to see those little rancid kids running around when you rebuke her.." I managed to make mom smile again.
A moment later we continued our journey. We talked about Devan and Ryan's childhood.
When it comes to paved roads
an open car stopped beside us.
"Bu Yahyu.it happened that I wanted to pick you up at home, we met here.."a man of tambourine stature got out of the car.
"What's up, Heri? "
"There are investors who are interested in the idea of a tourist village that is being planned mas Ryan, and he is eager to meet you now..."
" Is that so...?"mom looked at me
" Let Kinan go home by himself, ma'am, it's near." I said to my mother, however I already know the way
" But." mom still hesitated with me, maybe you thought I'd be strayed when this asphalt road also went straight home.
" No papa ma'am...Kinan first yes, let's sir.." I nodded my head at the man named Heri earlier.
"Be careful Kinan..live home ya..."
I nodded and continued my steps.
This morning some young mothers have gone to coffee gardens, I also walked behind the group of mothers.
Their voices rubbed my ears.
" Oh yes jeng, Milah's husband died again.."
" Huh...husband all three?!!"
" Yes, isn't it clear, she's Laweyan's shoulder lady right..."
" I'm horrified, it turns out that in this village there is something like that yes.hot women who always bring shit"
" Yes, maybe you need to rukyah too..."
My brain was digesting the chatter, and somehow it was in my mind until I got home.
When I entered the room to clean myself, I heard the sound of people coming from the bathroom. So I decided to take a bath in my mother's room, because my body was getting sticky ..
After taking a bath in my mother's room, I took the jewelry that my mother said was a dowry from Ryan's mas to the room.
" Kinan.kamu from where hmm.."
I was affected by the chatter of the young mothers earlier, reflexively retreating when Ryan would reach out to me.
It feels really hard to be close to him. What if I was also the shoulder woman Laweyan, would definitely harm her. What am I supposed to do...
" Kinan..What's up? Why are you looking at me like that.."
" I'm.."
How explained.
But I can't budge from where I stand.
"I'm sorry, if I had known this jewelry for me, I wouldn't have chosen something this expensive, it's a pity that the money you collected to buy me this." I said expressionlessly.
Mas Ryan smiled, his wet hair that had not been combed made him look even more dazzling. Will that guy be unlucky to be close to me....
" So that's what made you like this .. "he stood up and walked back to me.
As I got closer, my heart rate became faster, as panic attacks began to spread.
" Don't go near me..."
Slowly rubbed my arm to the palm of my hand that vibrated by carrying the jewelry place earlier. He took the box and put it in bed..
" Kinan .. sorry if I force you too much, but I want you to know, anything I'll do to get you.don't mind that thing if you don't like it.why is your body shaking like this..." she hugged me tightly even though I was in a fight.
"Mom..not because of that, a.I'm afraid.."
" why? I will always be there for you, what you fear.."
" Even if you are close to me, I am afraid of harming you .. as happened to mas Devan .." My tears flowed in remembering it.
" What does that mean?" she let go of her embrace and wiped the tears from both of my cheeks.
Ryan pulled me into his lap.
" What if I'm a Laweyan shoulder woman?"
" Laweyan's Shoulder? whatisit? "
" Women who are repeatedly married but whose husbands always die ..."
" Oh yeah.since when do you believe such mystical things? Do not believe it again, believe in the destiny of God..."
" I'm just afraid you're wretched..."
" Sshhh.it must be the people here who are talking about it, right..."
I who was still sobbing just nodded.
"We Kinan Muslims, believing only in Allah and his prophet, do not let things shake our faith..."
My heart started to soften. Astaghfirullah said Ryan why should I believe such mystical things.
I rubbed my face and I saw her smile growling at me.
"If you don't like the jewelry, I have a replacement that you'll definitely like..."
He shifted his body and took something in the drawer.
" Get your hand out." he grabbed my left hand and put a bracelet on it.
My eyes were wide, looking at the thing that was coiling in my hand.
" This.." I looked at him with twinkling eyes.
" Do you like it?"
I never thought I'd meet again with my mother's bracelet that was lost first.
I hugged her and she was pushed back until we fell together in bed.
" Thank you .." I unconsciously kissed her cheek with my position on her body.
"Hmm..have pinter seduced yes.all ask for the bonus dong.." slowly he pulled my nape and put our lips together, tasting and********* gently.
I was once again thrown out of the real world.
My eyes blinked a few times as the kiss ended.
I immediately moved from above his body before anything hardened prematurely.
"Not that I don't like all the embellishments from you..."
"Yes.I know, you must have refused when I asked to choose her, so I gave Tania everything..."
"It's too fancy..."
"Not what Kinan .. at least you will remember our wedding day..."
I smiled at him. Remembering our wedding day, it was a day so strange to me, as if fate had just turned my life around.