Let Time Talk

What's wrong with you ?

After five days of treatment, finally the father is allowed to go home, but must remain routine outpatient.

The day before Tania's wedding, Ryan called me that he couldn't keep me company. Three days ago he left with his team to Bali, and it seems like it will take longer there. Congratulations and sorry for Tania.

Finally, the next day I left with my office friends. It was also only a few close friends who were invited, because it was only a qobul ijab event. The reception will be held in Jakarta.

When Ijab qobul is heard, my heart feels happiness. I didn't think Tania belonged to her loved ones again, despite going through problems that led them to split up.

Time for a photo session with the bride. Alternately the invitations come forward to capture the happy moments of the newlyweds.

At the time of my turn with office friends in a silly style at the request of the bride who is somplak it really makes me applaud. After finishing the photo we will return to our seats, but swiftly Tania pulled my arm.

"E..eh...mo where are you? " tania said holding me to stay beside her, then she called out to someone by waving her hand.

"I want to grate your Ryan mas, wrong itself does not keep his promise.he.he.." devil smile began to appear on his beautiful face.

Mr. Dev got out of the crowd and headed for where the bride was .

" What the hell Tan.mau makes me fight heh..."

" Bodo!! Come on Mr. Dev we take a photo first, mumpung Kinan do not carry a car as well..."

"Ish ..emang truck use pans with all.." grumbled me.

We also took pictures with the bride..

After that, the invitees are welcome to the buffet place.

"Eating a lot of Kinan, I think you're a mess." Suddenly Mr. Dev appears behind me.

"Eh yes sir, but the barrel is small so where fit a lot.he.he.."

The man laughed widely.

" Oh yeah .why come alone?"

" It's still out of town, sir.."

"Tania is very happy, you don't want to immediately follow..."

" Yee.The order is the first father who married. Why don't you bring the girl?"

He just smiled.

"Kok suddenly I feel old huh, can you just drop my father's call on me? Let me look so young, I'm not your tutor anymore..."

"Udah the habit sir.eh.." said I grinned and then closed my mouth.

"That habit has been changed..."

"Oke-okay ee. mas ...Dev..an..that's okay?" kaku.

" Well ..not bad. Later go home together, because my mom wants to know your house, she said she wants to plan her high school reunion.."

I just nodded in agreement.

It's been a week since Ryan hasn't called me. The feeling of kangen began to churn uncontrollably as he remembered the chatter and heard his laughter. Should I send a message first...

After some deliberation, I decided to send him a message, rather than bear the worry, lest he be ill...

"Mas Ryan..is still busy? " at last one message I sent when the time was five o'clock in the afternoon.

But after a long wait, the message was unreadable. Almost an hour later the sound of my phone attracted me to open it immediately. Sure enough, Ryan replied to my chatt earlier.

" Is it magriban deck?"

"Udah mas..mm...mas Ryan has a problem huh?"

" Why is that?"

" Just feel.there's something that can be shared with me"

" I'm sorry deck, it makes you anxious. I want to tell you a lot of stories, but..."

" why?"

" I ... still can't afford the deck.."

Deg.deg..my feelings suddenly feel bad. But I try to think positively, I hope everything will be okay.

" No papa, I'll wait until you can say it. Oh yes Si Tania ngambek because you didn't come"

" Yes.i know"

"He called you?"

" Yes, he nagged a lot. He also showed off a picture of the four of you..."

" You're jealous ...?"

"Very.."

Well, don't-don't photos that's the culprit. Basic Tania rese!! But that's not the nature of Ryan. We have been together for a long time, so I know a lot about it.

"I'm sorry, Tania likes to play people. Must be weird..."

" I'm the one who should apologize deck, can't nemenin you at that time..."

What kind of atmosphere is this, why is it so cold. Even until we stopped talking, my feelings were getting uncomfortable.

What the hell is it?

The strain of our relationship the more I felt. We rarely met even if I didn't send the first message, no messages came from him. Even when we met, I no longer felt the warm chatter between us like before. Maybe he's getting tired of this relationship..

It lasted almost two months.

Most of all, Ryan also could not attend graduation day on the grounds that it was still out of town. Whereas from the beginning of college, I want to graduate later, we have photos of both, especially he also helped me a lot with college assignments.

What's wrong with you, ma'am? I miss the old Ryan, who was always warm, made me feel good about him, comforted me with his hilarious voice and made me blush with his spare change. Are we not fools? O Allah, grant the servant strength, fortitude and sincerity should our relationship be here. Hopefully whatever happens eventually, that's what's best for both of us.