Let Time Talk

Dreamsize

A week ago, I didn't hear Ryan's babble because he went to the plantation alone and his plan today was to follow him there.

"Kinan..ibu is going to the plantation, do you want to come? You've been there a long time..."

I know you're going to help Adel's family prepare for the wedding. Maybe I shouldn't bother him, anyway I'm afraid my presence will make things worse.

"There is an appointment with Tania Bu , and also online sales have also started to get crowded. So Kinan follows mom when it's near H day just yeah .."

" All right.all if anyone brings clothes from the boutique, you receive.the payment has been transfer mother.." said mother while putting some items in her bag.

" Yes Mom ... mm..Kinan send greetings with Adel ya Bu, later if Kinan there will explain everything .." still it was so stuck in my heart.

"Kinan .. You don't have to think about it, leave it all to mom.." mom came over and rubbed my arm.

Before I make sure everything goes well, it always fills my head. Being a very heavy burden, to feel tired to do anything.

"Now you have to take care of your health, see why your body is thinner.Mom does not want yes, you eat less in this house.." mother smiled comforted me.

"Yes ma'am, I'm sorry to worry you...Kinan will start a fattening program deh.he.he.." I reply to mother's smile, however all this time the mother's affection that makes me survive in this house.

That afternoon after my mother left with Joko, I called Tania again about our appointment later that afternoon. And it turned out that her husband who planned to return today to Jakarta, resigned his departure so our event had to be cancelled.

Finally I went alone, because I had to buy wrapping materials for my customers.

After the Ashar prayer, I drove my matic motorbike through the streets to the grocery store for the materials I needed.

All my groceries I sent home through the services of ojol. Then I continued my journey to my husband's grave. Some days mas Devan met me through a dream, although every time I finished praying I always said his name in prayer, but I saw in my dream he was looking at me full of worry. I wanted to tell my mom a lot, but I was afraid she was sad.

The mood that afternoon was a little cloudy. As my feet moved closer to the tomb, I saw that someone had been standing before me beside the tomb.

I stopped my steps for a moment.

" Mas Ryan.." I groaned.

Do I have to continue my steps? Or just go so I don't mess with her?

As if realizing my presence, Ryan turned to me. I breathed and approached him.

"Assalamualaikum.." I said while I was at my side.

"Waalaikum hail.." those black eyes looked at me fixedly with a flat expression.

I turned my gaze toward the tomb that read, and I wiped the name that read Devano Rahardian. Someone who had given me a chance to be a wife, although far from perfect. Who had given his patience and attention to a selfish girl like me.

I sighed, closed my eyes, raised my hand and chanted Allah SWT's verses for him.

"Several nights I dreamt of it." said Ryan witfully.

And his words surprised me, we had the same dream.

" I thought.maybe it's because my marriage is about to take place.so I'm here to ask her for her blessing..."

Of course, didn't their mother say they had more ties than siblings. Then why in my dreams does his face look gloomy.

"Mas Devan, it must be great to see you married.said mom, she loves you so much." I said.

"Of course he'll be happy, if I'm happy too...."

The sentence felt gray, impressed at this moment he did not feel happiness.

"I'll be back, it's getting dark." I said to divert the conversation.

"Yes...I will also return to the plantation...what are you here for?" he said while following me.

" Riding my own motorbike.are you sure you will travel to the plantation?Isn't it going to be too late to get there?"I said as we walked to the parking lot.

" Well, I've done it a lot..."

"How are your wedding preparations, do you look like you're still busy? I'll be there after sending all the stuff to my customers.."

We stopped, when we got to the side of the matic motorbike I was driving here.

" Everything has been handled by the family of Mr. Agung, mother is only a little help so you do not have to worry ..."

I nodded my head, relieved that there was nothing more I could do.

"If so, I go home first." I told him as I took my helmet and put it on.

" Be careful.." he said.

After I turned on my motorbike, I retreated and turned to his parked car not far from me.

All the way home, from the rearview mirror of my matic motorbike, it was clearly visible that Ryan's black car was still trailing me, even though our direction was opposite.

May she treat me like this as a sister-in-law who is worried about her brother.

When I turned into the alley leading to the house, then the black car disappeared to continue its own journey.