Let Time Talk

Finally it all broke

Arriving home time shows almost seven in the morning.

"Assalamualaikum Bi.."My greeting to bi Sumi who is sweeping in the light

"Waalaikum salam mbak Kinan, how is the condition of Ryan to have to go to the hospital all..."Ms. Sumi put down her broom and walked up to me

"No papa kok bi, semalem high fever but this was already seen better...Kinan's in Bi's room, want to clean up..."

" Yes, yes..."

I immediately took a shower, removing the traces of the hospital as if the smell of drugs stuck in my body.

"Meoong.." Tania's moustached voice made me smile. Although the first day I found it, it made me very sad because that day I lost Devan mas forever, now the little Tania always accompanied me in this house.

" Hi ..Tan, you miss me..hmm?"I carried the cat that liked to enter through the window next to my room.

"Let's go out first, I'm tired of pus.later ya playnya.." I'm off the little Tania back out the window.

With such a heavy drowsiness, I threw my tired body into bed. Last night it felt like my sleep was not at all sound and only slept for a few hours. Instantly I was carried away by the comfort of the pillows and bolsters that I always embraced. And I also really fell asleep...

Triiiigg

The sound of my cell phone disturbed my sleep. I blinked my eyes repeatedly and then I got out of my sleep.

I got a wall clock ticking at ten over twenty minutes.

The mobile yoke from earlier rang as if impatiently waiting for me to collect my life.

"Hello. assalamualaikum..."

"Kinannnnn...kamu nih like an official, very difficult to contact anyway!!!" the squealing sound from across made me keep the phone away from my ears.

"Tania.. waalaikum salam.." sahutku.

"Ah.iya, waalaikum salam sista.he.he.."

"How are you doing with geulis..."

"Ask later, already very upset...I've already followed you in the hospital S... Which room?"

"What!!!" waduh ni son, why have you got there anyway

" Why surprise, quickly pick me up in the waiting room..."

"I'm still at home, want to bring a non change of clothes.after again just want to slide there..."

"Hadeeeh. Yeah, I've been waiting for a spit.wassallam.."

It's not him that makes me dizzy...

In my haste to change my clothes, a light purple shirt with floral motifs and a navi-colored plain skirt became my choice at that time.

"Hey.young widow, your charm is pretty good too.."my smile when I was in front of the glass.

Hhh. I think I'm crazy.

I set my foot in my mother's room and took two sets of clothes. Then I folded neatly in a large paperbag.

After that I went to Ryan's room. This is the first time I've been in the man's privacy area.

Room with the same size as Devan's room. The difference in the contents of this room there is an architect's desk, and the paper scrolls are neatly arranged in the corner of the room.

Curiously, I went around looking at her daily activities. A rather large black book on the bedside table caught my attention.

I opened one by one, a book that turned out to contain scribbles of his work design. It seems like the picture is his world.

Arriving at a picture with writing that stunned me.

A picture of the front facade of the house with a garden in front of it that reads "just a dream"

The next sheet, a picture of a side garden with a fish pond surrounded by flower pots, and in the corner of the sheet reads "for you Ki..."

My tears immediately flowed, considering that when I was together, I once asked him to make a garden with a beautiful fish pond.

Next there is a children's playroom with swings and slides, with scribbles "there will be many grandchildren for the mother.."

I laughed when I thought he said it to my mother.

The next sheet is a picture of a bedroom with a classic-style bed and various trinkets. And inscribed.. "Kira, what will happen there Ki?he.he.."

My face warmed up reading it.

Hhh..this man must be perverted when writing it.basal tengil man!!

Oh yes I have to go to the hospital, otherwise Tania would be fussy again.

I took some clothes for Ryan from his closet and rushed to the yard to meet Joko.

On the way, I opened the message, but the tumben Tania did not protest because it was waiting for me too long.

Until the hospital, I looked for the whereabouts of my best friend in the front waiting room but there was none.

I decided to take a change of clothes in Ryan's room first, just called Tania.

"Assalamualaikum.."My greeting as I opened the door of the hospital room.

"Waalaikum salam.." The answer of the three men there.

"Tania.." I'm surprised he's here and has been sitting with mom on the couch.

"It was a long time.." His cheek that started chubby was framing his lips pouting money.

"Yeah.I want to have a ponakan nih.." My heart feels the happiness of seeing my best friend's distended stomach.

" Yes Aunt Kinan, we're ready to spend your money to buy toys at the mall..."

"We? Twins yak.." I'm still freaking out and stroking that fat belly fondly.

She smiled proudly.

"Eh..kok can you get here?" ask me for wonder

"I met with Bu Yahyu, we met and were introduced by Mas Devan." he said with a sad face.

"Kinan.I don't know if you married Mas Devan and also about his departure .." he said again.

I also smiled looking at Tania and mother alternately. I saw that my mother's face was also full of cloudy air. Maybe this is the end...

"Everything is destined Tan, I just live it.." I tried as quietly as possible.

" And to my shock, why would that man be your sister-in-law, too..." Tania turned to look at Ryan who was still silent without a wiggle while playing his phone.

"Kinant...Tania had told me everything, it was mother who separated you.." mother's voice shook and tears began to stem in her eyes.

"Mother." I walked over and sat next to him.

I hugged and rubbed my mother's arm that loved me so much.

"Mom cannot say that, all of that has been outlined, and we are the past, Mom.Now we will walk forward with our own paths, so it is not the wrong mother.."

" But.mom regrets Kinan, forgive mom.."

" Athaghfirullah.do not make Kinan a child who would harm his mother. Kinan does not want to be sad like this .." I also dissolve in the sadness that you feel.

"Kinan.why can you fix it.." Mom wiped her tears and tried hard.

"Mother has done it anyway, mother is very fond of Kinan.so allow Kinan to be filial to mother huh...Kinan felt sinful when mother was sad like this"

My mother looked at me with a look I could not understand.

"Mother Yahyu.Can I spend the night with Kinan?" ask Tania to mom.

"Of course, son, you must be missing...Ryan's just waiting for the doctor's visit, he's stable..."

"Thank God that Ryan's mas is stable, but later need to ask the doctor deh usually he is rame, why now so lowbatt that.." Tania chuckles while Ryan can only roll her eyeballs.