Let Time Talk

Evade each other

After cleaning up the restroom of the restaurant where we stopped on the way from the boutique, I walked out to our seats. While carrying a large bag containing various brands of pads, I feel like a salesman.

"I'm sorry..lama.." I said when I got to our dinner table. The menu we ordered filled the table.

" Hmm.no papa, let's eat .." he said while giving me a warm lemon tea.

" I didn't order this." I said while looking at him.

" Don't drink ice first, drink warm, so that your stomach is comfortable ..."

Ah..tau also he about it.

"Thank you.." I finally said, however right he was, after sipping the warm drink, my stomach also felt warm and relieve the pain I was feeling.

On the sidelines of enjoying our dinner, I looked at the man in front of me who had been silent suddenly whimpering himself. There must be something ridiculous in his mind.

" What the hell." I said as he looked at me.

"No. I just remembered Aunt earlier, you saw her whispering to me as we said goodbye..."

"Huh..pasti bullshit me right..?" accuse me of him

"Hmm ..iya.but don't discuss it, you must be angry.." she still held back laughter.

"You've already said, continue..."

"But promise don't get mad Lo ya.."

"No way..."

"If you cringe, cringe too Ki..."

"Snap by the way...!"

"Yes.iya.tadi that Aunt whispered gini...#Eh bang Ryan, you're lucky, this lo asset is great all.he..#"

Hah.live I throw lettuce to his plate.

"Basic pervert.."

"Well, right." she still looked up at my reaction.

My cheeks are heating up seeing her up, definitely her mind is dirty and needs to be dyed washbak.

"Oh . yes, you promised me a story about a problem that my mother called.." I said to divert her attention.

"Huh... die me!!"he was instantly silent from his laughter.

My substitute who was holding back a laugh saw him startled.

"eeee..Kinan, do you want to add a menu? Or a snack ? Wanna get wrapped up ?"

"No need to waste, just say what you said..."

I saw him sigh and rub his hair a few times, relieving the nervousness of having to tell me something that made me even more curious.

"Alright Kinan, but please help me when you listen to my story, try to see from my side.although it sounds selfish, but I want this to be the best end for everything..."

Actually what he wants to say, why should convoluted like that. I just folded my lips and looked at him expressionlessly.

" I've told Adel everything, about us.how I feel then and now, however he should know from me, not from anyone else...."

It was as if my breath had escaped my body. Whatdoes thatmean? When all the wedding preparations have been done and he could have done such a ridiculous thing.

"A..what did you say to Adel..?" I said softly, unable to pronounce correctly.

"I'm being honest with him, because I want to go through it all with openness..."

"Honest what do you mean?"

"Kinan, I'm still like I used to be, I still love you...."

"You are crazy." I shook my head and looked at him.

"Kinan.I don't want to lie to her.."

" How does he react...."

"He..crying..."

" Your selfish ass, why don't you think about her feelings? family feeling? mother's feelings? your marriage is the dream of all of them... "

"Hin I promise, this marriage won't be annulled.I promise"

I wiped the tears that flowed through my cheeks.

"Alright, I keep your promise.if it is canceled, I will go away from you, because because my presence is all so messy..."

I saw Ryan stunned to hear my statement.

After finishing with the drama at the dinner house, we continued our journey home in silence.

My heart feels very sick, because I am Ryan and Adel so troubled, may Adel still be willing to continue this marriage, otherwise I will not be able to deal with them.

When we got home, it was like we were different people. Ryan who usually likes to joke is now quiet.

And two days later, Ryan went to the plantation alone, whether there was business or indeed avoiding me who always avoided when he met him.

"Kinan.. Can I ask you something?"mother said when she met me on the side terrace that afternoon was feeding the mustachioed Tania.

Meeooong.si Tania meows, due to the arrival of the mother.

"Mm. of course, Mom, just a minute, Kinan wash his hands first.." after holding cat food, I also wash my hands and then follow the mother who sat on the side.

"Kinan ..are you and Ryan arguing? I've seen the last few days, you're not what you used to be..."

I looked down and sighed before answering the question.

"Of course we didn't fight Mom, Kinan just hates her.he's so selfish, doesn't think about other people's feelings.." I replied.

" Mm. did he tell you anything?"

" Yes Ma'am, he said he was honest with Adel about his feelings for me..Kinan was afraid that their marriage would fall apart because of that.."

"When I heard her statement, my mother's reaction was the same as yours Kinan.However I understood over time that she was not good at hiding something to Adel, it was like keeping a ticking time bomb, because one day Adel will know.."

" I'm sorry Kinan Bu, Kinan felt that he was the culprit that caused their marriage to be interrupted..."

"Hey.don't be, actually even now, I'm still very sorry to have separated you guys.because I know it's really so great unfortunately Ryan to you, I'm sorry, Ryan to you, even today, I still feel it.."

I just glared into the view of the side garden, without responding to mother's words. Even without Ryan saying it, I still feel his attention to me more than a brother-in-law.

"A few years ago, when we were sitting around and chatting like this, my mom always heard her chatter about a girl that meant so much to her and she said she was getting impatient to propose... if only mother understood her better.."the cloud began to run through mother's face.

" Mother.do not go back to the past, are we not now looking to the future.we must be sure, God's plan must be more beautiful in time..." I rubbed my mother's arm while smiling at her to remove her heartbreak.

" Kinan .. be honest with mother, do you also still have feelings of affection for the mother's son who was that rancid..?"asked the mother while pulling the corner of her lips

The question is why it still appears at times like this...

"Of course, Kinan still loves her, but now it's more of a feeling of affection for the family, not what it used to be..."

" Hey.is that really? But you still see you shyly with her.." Mom glanced at me and smiled teasingly at me, still like to get me cornered.

I can only pout to respond to him.

" Kinan.your love story really makes mommy baper, I'd love to bring you together again..."

"What!!" I was surprised my mother said that. Mommy can say like that at the moment to the big event that he made himself.

And I saw my mom laughing at my reaction.

"Mother.do not say like that again yes, Kinan please .. said the father pamali a mother said carelessly..."

"You are afraid, because a mother's speech is a prayer, at this time the mother is only concerned with the happiness of two mothers' children...You and Ryan, hopefully whatever happens next is best for you." Mom smiled at me.

I also nodded while guaranteeing it.

Hmm, that speech is better than the previous one.