Let Time Talk

Face tengan sincerely

As I was hurrying in my steps, I finally found the mother who was in Ryan's arms with tears and her empty gaze that made me panic even more.

"What's wrong? mother why?"I sat on my left side and rubbed my arms.

"Kinaaaan.." Now the change mother hugged me.

I turned my eyes to Ryan, looking for answers from him. But he just looked at me with a pus..

"Devaaaan.." Mother's voice grew weaker, finally unconscious in my arms.

"A..what happened to Devan?"my voice choked when my mother called out the name Mas Devan between her subconscious.

"You take care of my mother at home I will go to the hospital." said Ryan as he carried the unconscious mother's body to the room.

" I'm coming.." I'm tailing him to mom's room.

"No, you're home!! Let me make sure of it"so Ryan was firm.

"I'm his wife!! I have to come along.there's Sumi and Joko sir who are looking after mom.." I started yelling, until she looked surprised to hear a high note from my mouth.

My heart skipped a beat, accompanied by a circle of tears that began to wet my cheeks.my mind wandered, what happened to mas Devan until the mother like that, and mas Ryan had to go to the hospital? Why does everyone seem unwilling to answer my question?

Was Devan really an accident? Just a few hours ago, he called me.

" CK...hard head..!!"he muttered indistinctly, then with wide steps he walked out of the room.

When he met Joko and Sumi who looked anxious, Ryan stopped for a moment.

" Bi Sumi, please take care of mom.we're going to the hospital..."

" Yes mas..ee.be careful..."

Mas Ryan nodded then took the keys of the car that was in the nightstand next to the television.

Ryan was driving pretty fast. We who were overwhelmed with tension did not speak to each other even though. Only my repeated sighs were heard to neutralize my raging thoughts.

Quickly, Ryan immediately went down and left me still in shock from reading the writing in that place.

The Corpse Reviewer Installation.

My tears started to flow. Yep...God don't let this happen again, please don't tell me that this is all true.

My heart rate became more and more irregular as I started to open the car door and descended slowly.

I saw Ryan coming out of the room with a scared face. He looked at me for a moment then sat on my back and rubbed his face violently.

I also walked trying to walk even though it felt so heavy. I took long breaths over and over again, because my sobs started to block the oxygen that was coming into my body. My chest pounded violently as I began to enter the cold room, but Ryan quickly blocked my steps.

"Kinan..don't." he said while looking at me and shaking his head.

"I have to see it, please don't block me.." I said heartily.

Ryan held me back by grabbing my arm.

" I really wanted to see it straight away .." even though it felt helpless I still maintained my ego.

Slowly I threw his hand out of my arm, and then my foot stepped inside. There was a doctor and two other people who knew who.

"I'm his wife sir, I want to see her...."

With trembling hands I forced myself to open the white cloth.

A handsome face that I knew now turned pale. Who fell asleep quietly without a breath. I rubbed every inch of that face, his forehead was still left with dried red blood...

Suddenly my legs felt weak unable to withstand the weight of my own body. As my consciousness began to evaporate, someone in the back caught me.

Once again I have to experience it. Why was it that when I steadied myself to accept it, she avoided it forever? May this not be the punishment God has given me, for playing with the vow of marriage...

Mas Devan, although it is very heavy, I will try to be sincere. Thank you for making my father proud when you shook his old hands and promised to take care of me for the rest of your life. Forgive me for not being the wife you want me to be..