Let Time Talk
It finally happened
It was Sunday night, seven o'clock in the evening when a black car stopped on the lawn. At that time I accompanied my father in the house.
Yeah, I know it's Ryan's car. But I'm used to not expecting her presence anymore, rather than feeling overwhelmed when I meet her.
"Assynoltomodel.."
"Waalaikum salam.." said me and dad almost simultaneously.
Ryan came in and sat down opposite me. I feel like the man in front of me is not Ryan, even with the same physique. Of course I miss him so much, but seeing the cloudy look on his face makes my feelings more uncertain.
"How are you dad? Still have complaints?" he said stale
"Hmm.the father has been much better son, thank you. Are you guys going...?"
Ryan was about to answer, but soon I.
" No dad, we're just talking here." I said.
And our eyes met, but seconds later I lowered my head, taking my eyes off her
" Oh yeah, if that's what you came in for..."
After father went inside, we both stayed with a gripping atmosphere.
" Speak mas.." I said as calmly as possible "get out what you've been holding out all this time, don't let us hurt each other..."
"I'm..."
I tried to smile at him, I think it was a heavy burden on him. Could this be the end.I have to be ready.
" Kinan.I'll go long deck.."he sighed for a moment.
I'm still trying to digest every word he says.
" Hmm..lha is so sad, congratulations, is that not good news? Ee... just immediately to the worst part ..aku ..prepared"my heart restrained from shedding tears in front of him.
And my words surprised him.
" I'm sorry.this project will take so long, I. can't.." she rubbed her face rough and looked so frustrated.
" Here you are, I understand, believe all this is already in God's plan. I'm sincere.you're fine there, may you always be happy .." I said as I squeezed my clothes holding back my emotions
" I don't want you to be sad, you have to be happy deck, I'm sure you'll find another guy who can commit.do you want to get married soon after college graduation.."
"Thank you, we pray for each other ..." Hhh..finally ...
If you understand, that's not what I want. If you ask me to wait, I will gladly do it. But apparently not, you chose to let me off to another man, maybe there is no match between us.
That is, the end of my love story that ran aground in the middle of the road. It turned out to be so painful, could this be what Tania felt when she decided to part with Dion. But now that the two of them are happy together again, could it be that I will too?
The days that I spent were bland, what I did was a routine that was sometimes boring. I've been trying to forget Ryan, but why the more I try, the more painful it is.
"Hey Kinan...!!" my friend's voice resuscitated my daydream when I was at the office where I worked.
"Yes...What is mbak?" I told Virni my coworker
" Your phone's been ringing..."
"Eh...hello assalamualaikum dad, what's wrong?" I snatched my phone at my desk, it was my dad who called me
Today Bu Yahyu and his old friends will pick up father for reunion. He said he was just eating in fishing. The plan was to leave at nine, I saw my watch showing at 12 o'clock more, are they finished?
"Waalaikum salam, Kinan.ini me, Bu Yahyu Devan's mother...ee.your father is in the hospital.Why can you get permission?"
