Let Time Talk

Waking up from a long sleep

This comfort, it's very light. Where'sme? Have I entered another realm, have I died. I will entrust to You, O God. You are the All-Wise, I am sure whatever happens to me now, is best for me.

"Kinan..." Someone called me, why can't I see it at all?

But I'm sure the voice belongs to Ryan, I feel my hand in my hand. Could this be his hand, it felt so soothing.

"Wake Kinan...! Don't sleep too long.."

What the hell is going on with me?

"You can hate me, punish me, but not look at you like this. This really makes me very miserable..."

Why do you worry about me, you have not let me go, there is no more story about us. Maybe we should stay away from each other, because when I'm around you, I still feel hurt...

" You know Kinan, I can never stop loving you.I can't get rid of that feeling, even though I've been trying to get away from you..."

You're the one who broke my heart, why are you so selfish, not caring about my feelings. You started it, so stay away from me let me with my other life without you..

As soon as I felt stunned, my eyes opened. The blinding light made me blink my eyes repeatedly. I spread my eyes again in the hospital, even now I am in a small room full of medical devices that are foreign to me.

There was a voice of the person in the room next to me who was bounded by a curtain.

A few minutes later, a doctor and nurse approached me and smiled kindly.

"Hi daughter sleeps.Eventually wake up too. Why is it so long sleep, pity your husband, has been like a madman too easy to panic when it looks a little bit of your movement." he said while examining some parts of my body.

"How long have I been here doc ....?"

"From after surgery, that means five days ago.well now everything is stable. Soon move into the usual room..."

"Thank you doc"

Operation yes, so this pain in my stomach turned out to be a former operation.

"Kinan.." Someone re-opened the curtain where I was.

His face looked very tired, the sideburns on his chin getting thicker not properly maintained, but their smile looked very happy.

Although it still hurts from leaving her, but seeing her like this, my heart weakens I feel sorry for her.

I am still confused as to how to behave towards him.

"What do you feel? It still hurts.."

"Much better.thank you"

"Alhamdulillah.."raut the worry still lingered on the man's face.

After several procedures, I was transferred from the ICU to a regular hospital room.

"You must be tired .. Take a break at home." I said, I know he's been looking after me all day without leaving my room.

Even though I responded briefly to her words, she still bothered herself to always ask what I needed and what I felt.

"Do you want your mom to take care of you?" he said again

"So don't throw me out, I'll wait for you until you get home..."

" There's a doctor and a nurse who look after me, and I'm better..."

" I insist, not bargain.let me slightly make amends.." - Ryan lowered his head as he said it.

It's free to argue with him. I sighed watching him return to the sofa and lay down his tired body.

Remembering the past, the atmosphere when we met, must have been warm and pleasant. I can't believe it's much different now, it's cold and contentious...

Now we're like a unidirectional magnet, the closer we get, the more we want to get away from it.

It was dawn when I woke up thirsty. For fear of being wrong, I pressed the nurse button.

"Good night before dawn, sweet lady.." The middle-aged nurse came in and approached me" Can I help you?"

" I'm thirsty sus..Can I sit down?"

"Let's try, if it still hurts mending use a straw first yes..."

Slowly, I finally sat down

"Don't be too forced..."

" Yes sister ..thank you.."then the nurse gave me a glass of water.

While I was drinking, he looked back where Ryan was sleeping.

"Your husband looks very exhausted.said my friend who takes care of you in the ICU, every day he was diligent once up date, asking your situation.He also diligently taught beside you and see his prayers answered, he said, you woke up well..."

" E...suster, why do you consider him my husband...? though not?"

"Eh really?" the sister was surprised.

I also laughed at her reaction.

"There's no way he's your brother, not similar.. If you can't be that much attention, after all no one else is looking after you but him, hey. don't tell me you guys are cheating" the nurse smiled at me, but you instantly closed her mouth, perhaps feeling disrespectful to the patient.

I can no longer hold back my laughter.

"It's okay, relax ..but all the sister's guesses are wrong, she's my sister-in-law .."

" Where is your husband? Why would he bother like that?"

"My husband went far away, and asked him to help me ..."

"Hmm.but you guys deserve to be husband and wife, she's so sweet.."

Wow.apparently this middle-aged nurse is young and easily hallucinated.

Hey. lest Mas Ryan do something out of control, until everyone who sees it so sweet to me. CK..awas if he dares to make me baper again...