Let Time Talk

The pain I feel

Withstanding the pain that struck me, I limped open the backpack I was carrying from my mother's house. I took out all the contents. Nihil.drug pain was left behind at home mother. He had a jacket and a veil, intending to buy the medicine to a nearby pharmacy, but the pain returned more painful. Makes me only able to catch my breath, clutching my stomach in the guest room.

I don't think it's possible for me to leave in this condition. Cold sweat struck again, and my body began to shiver. Now I can only curl up in a long chair thinking about what to do.

Finally I decided to call Joko sir, maybe I can bring me some medicine from my mother's house. I left the phone in my little bag, I immediately called Joko's number ...

Twice the call went unanswered, was it probably sleeping because it was almost ten in the night.

I didn't realize I was pressing Ryan's phone number.

"Assynolajet..Kinan .." the voice from across the street surprised me.

I bit my lip withstanding the pain, I could not believe that my accidental call was immediately answered.

"Waalaikum salam, ee...had Joko sir slept? I called him no answer.."I kept my voice as normal as possible.

"So I'll see her room.You need anything?"

I was even confused to answer him, if frankly he would have been the one to deliver him here.

" No. later send a message if you meet Joko sir.besok if you had to stop by my house and bring my medicine covered in ice forget I brought it.."I answered trying to cover my voice that was held back because my stomach felt squeezed from inside..

" That's it, thank you. assalamualaikum.." I immediately closed the call and threw the phone in the bag with the origin.

Maybe when I sleep, the pain decreases. I tried to close my eyes, but it was hard. Had my father and mother been around, they would have taken care of me and would not have hurt this much.

Don't Kinan, don't expect the impossible to happen. You're an independent adult woman.ayo Kinan don't give up, hang on until the end...

Slowly but surely, I got up to grab my little bag and limped towards the terrace. I ordered a taxi online and then I locked my door.

I walked to the yard and leaned against the roadside tree while waiting for an online taxi to arrive.

A few minutes later, a black car stopped in front of me.

A man got out of that car, a man I knew very well ...

I look back at my phone, Ryan's time as an online taxi driver? my mind is full of question marks. But it was written on the phone that the driver was named Agus who was supposed to pick me up.

"What do you think is outside these gini nights?"ask Ryan to come up to me

Instead of answering, he grabbed the phone from my hand and canceled the taxi I ordered.

"Eh..don't cancel dong.."my protest.

"Where are you going? Let me drive.." he said, returning my handphone and turned around and opened the car door for me.

"CK.." I just complained and walked slowly. Just three steps I stopped and sighed as the pain returned to attack.

" You're sick." he said he walked up to me and led me into the car.

"Please.send to the hospital .." said I'm stuck.

I also went inside in silence.

After the car drove, Ryan looked worried and repeatedly looked at me.

"I brought you the medicine you mean, what do you want to drink first?"

" No. don't.." my voice seemed to be gone and my body began to be helpless.

" hold on ...Kinan ..." I heard her voice getting panicked.

My breath felt tight, as if oxygen was unable to enter my lungs even though I had tried to suppress it. The longer it gets heavier.

I saw the street lights I was going through begin to fade from my sight.

"Kinant...CK...why until like this...!!!"

Only tears that melted on my cheeks responded.

" Ma.af.." I finally got the word.

" Kinan!! Stay with me.Don't sleep...Kinan...!!" the sound was disappearing for longer.

My whole body is numb.