If You Love

Eps. 59. A Great Love

That time when Rilly left herself at the cafe, Brilll searched but did not find Rilly at the boarding house. The next day Brill waits for Rilly on campus, but Rilly doesn't show up. While opening the chat room the two of them, there was no piece of news. Brill gets upset and lazy to call Rilly.

While an upset Rilly spends the rest of the day circling the mall, Brill is upset that he disapproves of the idea of marriage, sad that Brill is not ignoring him. And she doesn't want to get married, she's afraid Brill is forcing her so when Brill doesn't call, Rilly just waits. Tomorrow, ifa Betsy entered the hospital and Rilly chose to skip college and keep the figure he loves the most in this world.

Brill's love for Rilly has always been in his heart, but Brill can't be patient, wants to quickly get what he wants the most right now: to marry Rilly, and when he feels rejected, then the anger and heartache becomes greater than his love, and the severity of him including people who like to keep angry.

That was the beginning of their astonishment, Rilly waited for Brill but Brill was angry to think Rilly had rejected him.

At their home, the semester exams are over, the holidays have come and the turmoil is still not gone from Brill's heart.

“Om never heard you tell me about Rilly. I never went to Tomohon again... ” Om Markus looked down at the handsome face before him, he wanted to ask a long time ago about Rilly and his foster son who were never seen together again.

"Some, his face pouted.. Why? Time has broken up anyway, just a little while dating.” Om Markus asked curious.

Brill grunts, auto face annoyed asked about Rilly.

Usually, Brill's face is always enthusiastic every day to meet new because all day later he will be with Rilly, later that face looks the same as Brill's face.

“What really broke up?” Om Markus continued despite having seen from the expression of his young boss the signs of a storm wind will soon blow.

“Tauk ahh... Don't talk about him! I'm not saying yes... talk about him!!” Spraying Brill, his emotions immediately exploded in his half-screaming voice.

Brill leaves Markus in the second-floor living room. Brill went down into the dining room, suddenly his throat was dry, his heart was hot but his neck needed ice water.

“Tante Rani, ask for ice water..manyin ice cubes!” Brill shouted, the tones of confusion were clear in his command sentence.

Om Markus who was following his foster son sent a signal to his wife to hurry.

“You want iced tea or iced coffee? Or all aunt Rani make alpukad juice, soursop juice, mango juice?”

Om Markus mentions a list of cold drinks carelessly trying to offer something, who knows can improve the mood of Brill. In the refrigerator there are many fruits, if Brill is interested and choose those that do not have stock, it is easy to just order online.

“Indeed here cafe? Just disturb me! There om!” Brill made a big noise, his intonation was really irritated.

For Markus, it is better to see and hear Brill who is angry than to see Brill who is not excited or become Brill who was once so apathetic.

“Why? Rilly's annoying huh?”

“Gaaak... Why is it still about him anyway? Don't hear what I said?” Brill no longer yells, Markus' trick works, that's how he knows a to z, already knows in what case Brill will be really angry. Rilly is not someone who will make Brill really angry, here is Rilly's attitude of rejection that makes him riled up not the real Rilly.

“So really broke up with Rilly? Why break up? Isn't it a pity?” Om Markus took a big glass that his wife brought, “nih drink first,” continued om Markus.

The big glass was immediately completely gulped by Brill, om Markus keep a smile, the foster child was this big but he still could not be separated to treat Brill as a child.

“He does not want to marry. So don't talk about him.” Tighten Brill's voice and tighter his face.

“What? Be married? You want to get married?” Markus was surprised.

“Yes, I want to get married now, Rilly refused, ahhh!!” Brill said as he swung his fist, a reaction that made Mark even more curious about Brill's intentions.

“You're ready to get married?”

“Do not do it ahh, it is clear what I want... I WANT TO GET MARRIED!! But.. Rilly doesn't want.” The last part was delivered Brill with a sad face.

The eyes and lips of Markus are round, his foster children have thought of getting married? Isn't he too young? But this is adorable, after escaping the shock of Markus felt like laughing when he saw the continued expression of his children. Disappointed, angry letters but mixed with nostalgia and affection, haha. funny this child, has a face that mixes handsome and sweet although being confused still aja nice to see. Om Markus alone can be fascinated with the handsome face of his foster children, let alone girls...

Bril glanced at Markus's face, clear the sentence and he understood.

Brill is not yet mature and if traced back he is not a person whose life is based on plan. Lecture only because it is directed by the Rector. And if you may say, the motivation of the college up and down and can only be really because it is related to Holly and then Rilly.

Because Brill kept silent about Markus…

“What was Rilly's reason for refusing to marry?"

"Yes.. om said earlier. want to finish college first, but it's still a long time om, I want it now," said Brill like whining now.

O Markus understands his foster children have not thought of marriage from another point of view, just beautiful.

"Brill, appreciate Rilly's wishes, just like you he has a wish, it's a real way of dating. True love does not impose its own will, but the real love is to love and treat your boyfriend or partner more than yourself... if you impose your will, your name is you love yourself more."

Brill was silent and looked to the side, a sign contemplating the words of Mark, and then slumped...

"So I don't think I love Rilly, do I?" Brill is not unsure about his love, only now his mind cannot judge what love he has for Rilly.

"You love it, from the beginning om deliver you to Rilly's house in Amurang first, om already can see the love in your eyes.. hehe funny you at that time.hahaha."

"Om ahh, I'm serious..." Brill was inflamed in court, he wanted to listen to Markus who explained his heart, this om who knows best.

"You said you loved Rilly, you loved him. Om himself was surprised at that time why your heart chose Rilly, Rilly's face was less attractive. So you can already measure your affection rate is not a joke.. only now.." om Markus stop.

"What??" Brill was impatient.

"Now you move based on emotions, want to immediately have Rilly completely.. That's why you become angry when Rilly refuses..... uh briefly, how do you ask Rilly to get married?”.

“Means om?”

“You applied Rilly? Thanks ring... it?” When Markus smiles, he imagines a scene of Brill's failed romantic proposal.

“Gak, why give ring, the story of the film? Norak ahh... I am ordinary.. I want us to marry Rill Only now Brill discusses this, but it seems it does need to be removed from the heart because after the story the feeling so not everything usually.

“Ehh? Oh, my God, is that doang? Kayak has no capital. om think you booked the entire restaurant continues a romantic dinner giving flowers, giving rings. continue to apply Rilly with romantic words, Rilly wants to focus on college first.” Om Markus discusses the scene that briefly flashed in his mind earlier.

“What the hell is om? Norak ahh...” Brill wants to punch Markus om because now om Markus laughs.

“Hahaha..” The laughter of Markus is getting bigger.

“Om!! I'm angry..” Brill makes a big sound even though he's not really angry.

“Iya.. yes... sorry.” When Markus controls his facial muscles to avoid laughing again, but there is a warm feeling that appears in his chest, Brill at least looks to listen to his words.

Surely for Brill, with this Markus om he can tell anything, and he likes the way om Markus gives views for him.

Brill takes the hp in his pants pocket, suddenly yearning for Rilly. While looking for the name Rilly in the application with the logo f Brill calculate the length of time not to meet. It turned out to be almost two months. Ahh. because he sulked so much time wasted not together.

Rilly didn't post anything all this time, so worried and so wanted some news. Brill called on the green app, and Rilly's phone was off.

Brill went straight to the garage and gas tanker slid into Rilly's boarding house. In the heart invaded all feelings, a great guilt combined with a great sense of kangen complemented his love which is also equally great.

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