If You Love
Eps. 32. Change, huh Brill?
“Brill... wake up.. there's your cousin waiting below..”.
Om Markus the man's loyal servant woke up his foster son. Brill who was already intending to wake up but heard the sentence om Markus canceled get up from bed, he was lazy to meet his cousins, he knew why they came here.
“It's holiday om... don't disturb me dong..”
“There's your cousin Jeremy with his sister who's his name.. uh Joel.”.
Brill opened his eyes for a moment by raising his head slightly, but then…
“Males ahh.
Brill simply changed his position, grinning his head under a large, padded pillow. He was actually just about to get out of bed before Markus went into his room.
“Yes, this child. If you are my son, you have already pulled from bed.”.
“Yes already, tomorrow we go to court we change the birth certificate, soin I son om aja..”.
Brill's voice was like buzzing from talking from behind a pillow.
“Seturnal, it's that easy, om can be fired same mother father.”
“Good om, we get out of here, go home. om he said mo make a business, I help you..”.
“God, this child is trying to fight his own destiny, it is very good God is with you, put God was born in the middle of a very good family, very rich, very popular, very educated, very educated, honorable leader in this province, you even want to choose life as a commoner... You think together om your life will be this good?"
“What family? Do not be too flattering this family, om already know a lot of the ugliness of this family.”
“That's all you know..”
“This is the worst family om, I'm tired of my life in the middle of this family, tired of being a papi-mami child, they don't care about their own children, om understand that, om, that's why I'm the son of om aja..”
Om Markus just sighed. This burly boy was immature, his mind just swirled around in this stream of life every day, always blaming his mami-papi.
Indeed, since Mr. James Ratulangi was elected Mayor of Manado and Inggrid mother Dessire Gontha was elected to the provincial council, their activities are endless. They live in the mayor's office house in Beringin Earth. Just this month, only once did mom come to see Brill.
Brill, their son is getting older and now has a will that can no longer be rejected by both parents, choose to live in their home in this WInangun suburb, Winsun, and Susan's oma remains at her home in Amurang, so it is automatically Mark's who every day has to face the spoiled behavior of stubborn and unruly belonging to Brill Timothy Ratulangi.
Markus chose not to respond to Brill's stale complaints about his mami-papinya. Just hope that after getting older and increasing life experience he will understand why his parents as ‘passing’ himself like a language that Brill often uses.
“Esay let your life not be boring, you yourself have to get out of your situation.”
“My circumstances?”
“Iya..”
“Indeed what happened to me?”
“You are not satisfied with yourself for always feeling sorry for yourself being a child that parents do not care about. In America five-year-olds are already living alone, making their own breakfast, going to school by themselves, going home to play by themselves. You've been this big all taken care of by aunt Rina.”
Brill woke up now, sitting on the side of the bed dangling his feet on the floor.
“Om tired of taking care of me?”
Eh? The child's mind is too small. But Markus followed the flow of his foster thinking.
“Iya..”
“Om don't love me anymore? Want to stop?”
The voice became melancholic, om Markus so could not bear to see the appearance of a sad face in front of him. It feels like seeing a child whose life has no grip other than on him, seems to see his own child becomes. Om Markus laughed, nineteen-year-old man out there is even married and so the backbone of the family, the guy who is in front of him like a child who just graduated from Primary School.
“Hahaha.. already this big can not reason, so the real lecture so be smart little, IPnya 1.76, jeez.. can be viral deh mayor of his IP squatting, in Korea Jungkook your age has made millions of dollars.”.
“What the hell has nothing to do... Jungkook is a singer, squat right... eh... but om insult me huh?”
“Hehehe... Who insults, it's your reality Brill..”.
“Om rough ahh, don't love me, do you? It turns out I am worthless also in the eyes of om.”.
“Yeah Brill... this big has a heart as small as a bean, who does not love you anyway? Everyone you love knows you don't love yourself. And again you who make yourself worthless.ihh bored om nasehatin you, mental all.. 'already ah... whatever you want to do, live your own life, om 'unwilling to care from now on.”
Markus left his foster home. Brill restored his long hair, now like a girl, long past his shoulders.
“Om... don't be dong..”.
Om Markus continues to walk, sometimes this foster child will just come out of the room and move like a normal person if threatened, and it seems that his foster children are not aware of this trick om Markus.
“Om... ahh.
Brill pursues Markus, and holds Mark's shoulder before reaching the door.
“Udah, sleep again there.. om will not disturb you again... already big too, already can take care of yourself..”.
“Om want to go home? Om want to leave me? I got some nicotine, huh? I make it hard? Sorry om..”
Brill's line of questions touched the taste in Markus' heart. Om Markus keeps a smile as well as a feeling of irony for his own life, his own son if he visits when he says no problem when he will be abandoned.
“Do you think?”
“Ya sorry..
“Sorry no use to om, dengerin om from now on, you have to change so there is no use om here for you.”.
“Iya.. yes... origin om same aunt do not go ya?”
Hehe... Who would go for a very, very decent salary and facilities?
“Iya.. but promise yes, a real lecture, okay? You have to repeat many courses in this third semester.”.
“Iya om... yes... let alone?”
“Do not sleep only, all day work sleep only..”
“Keep me what?”
Oh, my God, still asking what? Brill completely lost his own purpose and meaning in life, had no enthusiasm for life, was too apathetic. Guys with all their physical charm for universal girls do not realize that their lives are very adequate have very good talents in music and singing with a life of money.
All men of his age want to be in his position, while he buries himself in a pit of self-pity simply because the parents are not noticed in his version, but he himself also refused all ways to communicate with his parents.
“Now.. shower, meet Jere with Joel, pity they have been waiting for long loh... oma Susan who told them to pick you up... there is a birthday event Mr. Governor, today is special family aja..”.
“Ahh, I'm lazy to join the family om event, I like to be compared-bandingin all my cousins..god ahh..”.
Brill's self-esteem value is very low, about school achievement he is nothing compared to his cousins, meeting them makes him feel very small and worthless.
“Brill... he said he wanted to listen to..”.
“But... they're smart people, schools abroad, what am I? Om said my IQ squatted earlier.”.
“IPmu who said squatting is not your IQ..”
“Same aja..”
“Different dong Brill, if your IQ squats you can not master and play all musical instruments.”
“To be sure I'm more stupid than them.”.
“That's because you're lazy to learn not because you're stupid. Maybe they're smart, but they don't sound as good as you, can't play an instrument like you.”.
“Joel can play drums really, he is less also first with me.. ”.
“But not as good as you.believe me... Everyone is blessed with different talents and abilities, you don't have what they have, but you have what they don't have…"
Om Markus moving.
"Of..."
Brill still refuses to do anything.
"It's up to you, you have to change if you want to stay here."
"Om ihh."
"Let's say, you're lazy, you don't have the will for anything..."
"Of..."
Om Markus turned and gave a threatening glare.
"Ihh. yeah... yeah..."
"Mandi get ready now.. don't be long yes..”.
Om Markus soon passed from the second floor of this house, it is common and has been able to conquer the character of Brill who became a stubborn and unruly child while not being able to build confidence in himself.
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