If You Love
Eps. 41. Chameleons
Brill was daydreaming sitting in the concrete hall in front of the lecture hall, next to him were Tory, Beno and Pascal. They were waiting for the next lecture which was only thirty minutes apart.
Brill was not excited, due to his love for a girl who did not deliver, it had an impact on the seriousness of learning.
“Boss...”
Brill only raised his face for a moment looking at Tory who was calling out to him.
“Somewhere from earlier loh... gorgeous.”
A cynical expression immediately appeared on Brill's face, not wanting to pry into Tory's words.
“In Brill's brain there's only Holly like. Move on Brill, have seen so possessive Holly's boyfriend, it's impossible dapetin Holly, you come later like Brill.”.
The Pascal spoke softly fearing to offend Brill. Brill only has a few friends but that doesn't mean he's completely covered, he likes to talk about himself in their conversations.
“Iya Brill, why do not open your eyes keep looking at others, there must be something that can move your heart..”.
Brill changed his seat. Who can move his heart, it feels like all the girls around him are the same, have the same desires and obsessions. He did not want the girl who saw the light of herself just because of the physical and material existence attached to her. His heart is only moved when a girl is like Holly.
“There's nothing like Holly.”
Brill chimed in in a soft voice.
“Holly kayak what the hell? Don't make Holly a benchmark dong. There is no other girl who can thrill your heart, boss.”.
Tory said now. Finally everyone used to call Brill with the word boss. Brill remembered someone. Why is it that every time he's stuck about Holly, that name comes across immediately?
“Actually there was, before Holly there was a girl..”
“Ya already... why not just him anyway? Do you have a boyfriend too?”
“I don't know..”.
“Who the hell? Your old friend, huh? Aldea isn't it? She's so damn happy about you.”.
which “Aldea?”
Brill asked back.
“Yang became the secretary of Himaju, who became the class leader of your generation.”
“Oh him. No. no. I don't like it, he's too attractive.”
“Yes it wants to attract the attention of a Brill right.”.
Brill melengos's.
“Who dong Brill?”
Beno is curious now.
“Dia, classmates in High School first..”.
“Hey...the girl you were talking about back then? The FEKON kid right?”
Tory immediately recalled some time ago when the two at Brill mall had offended a girl, she forgot her name.
“Iya..”
Brill said briefly as he pulled out a piece of grass that was on his feet, twisting the grass stem with his finger.
“Don't the girls who always looked at you from the next building, I've been paying attention to it for a long time, but because of other faculty children so I didn't tell you. He was sitting in front of us.”
“Mana?”
Brill becomes interested, Holly has turned all her attention away from Rilly. At that time he was so happy to find information about Rilly through his fb account, then immediately forgot later because of Holly.
“Udah enter the lecture room in front there.”
“You know Rilly Tor?”
“Gak, know where? Just guessing, she really is a FEKON girl friend of your High School. But not him time, if not wrong front building that's where FEKON children's college semester down. She's in the fourth semester, right like you?”
“She was new last year, in my generation she did not pass because she did not take the exam.”.
“Ya means maybe he is the one.. try to see the photo, there is no?”.
“But I opened her fb..”.
Brill thrust out his own phone and Tory saw the face that was there. There was a recent post, the girl with her friend in the lecture room.
“Fix her boss... This was just posted, her dress I memorized, the same yellow shirt jeans, her long brown hair wavy..
“Serious Tor?”
“Duarius.. several times I found him in the building across it standing while looking at you..”.
“So she's in that room?”
“Iya, the middle door..”.
Brill stood up and rushed across to one of the FEKON buildings.
“Eh their boss has started, our class is also a little bit started..”.
Brill ear-splitting, he wants to confirm the whereabouts of Rilly, the girl he once forgot. The door to the lecture hall was closed. There are many windows on the side of the building. Brill looked inside by gluing his face against the glass, as the daylight glare of the clear glass shaded.
Brill started looking for a brown-haired girl in yellow. There are some girls who use yellow tops, inside full-fledged students from face to back possibly above forty.
Brill raises his phone and looks at Rilly's uncapped account, looking at Rilly's photo, looking for a feature that he can use to find Rilly in the middle of a large number of students in this fairly long lecture room.
After looking and then estimating where the photo was taken, Brill found the figure he was looking for, was seriously following the lesson. Rilly sat in the third row from the front and was a bit away from the window and it was impossible to look at her. This position Brill is not likely to move again to see the face of Rilly.
“Brill, our class has started.. the lecturer has come..”.
His shoulder was hit softly by Pascal. Brill just glanced past…
“I'm not in, I want to wait for him..”.
“Hah? Want to skip college?”
Brill did not answer, he focused on looking at Rilly. Beno immediately pulled Pascal's hand, they both left Brill did not want to be late to class because sometimes Mner Sondakh likes to close the door, while Tory must first be in the lecture room.
“Let him alone, rather than continue to see Holly later, just as he was in the room but not the same lecture.”.
Pascal accelerated the pace towards their own building.
“Funny also he, same Holly also that, in matkul that he did not contract, like to wait until Holly finished college.”
“Ya wishes she was averted by the girl and the girl has not had a partner.”.
“Eh but really good feeling moved that way, was upset because Holly, now has focused on the FEKON girl.”.
"Haha yes really, it's easy to change like a chameleon..."
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And in the place where Brill now did not care there began to be students inside who glanced at him who glued his face to the window with two hands dispelling the sunlight on the left side of his right eye.
It turns out that in the classroom is presenting a task. And the one who got the first turn was Rilly's group.
Brill notices Rilly, the girl standing up at the earliest to put down her laptop, connect it to the LCD and so on like giving instructions to other friends… then apparently Rilly who will be in charge of presenting their duties because he holds the mic.
And. Rilly spoke fluently and looked very confident. Brill did not take his eyes off, honestly he did not expect to see Rilly could change very much like now. From this side of the window he can see the new Rilly, Rilly with a physical that is so interesting to see and also Rilly who looks smart.
Brill was fascinated to notice the way Rilly answered all the questions, watching Rilly smiling, watching Rilly speaking straightforwardly and boldly.
The same voice that he remembered, was still soft but its features were different now, there was a strong self-confidence in that voice.
After the group standing in front changed, Brill chose to find a more comfortable place to sit waiting. He was determined to wait for Rilly. While waiting for Brill to open the Rilly timeline, look at all of Rilly's posts, giving a thumbs up as well as an emoticon love on all of those posts.
Long wait, Brill did not feel bored it was closer to the end of college time he felt there began to be pounding on his chest. He's trying to figure out what's going on with him, honestly he's happy now.
As the door opened, students began to exit the room while discussing their assignments. Brill stood waiting, then he saw the figure of Rilly who came out with some friends.
Brill approaches, then…
“Rilly..”.
Seriously listening to her friend, Rilly did not listen to the first call, especially when she came out of the room with a group of students. With a little impatient Brill closer and then pulled Rilly's hand out of the group of students.
After reaching a deserted place Brill stopped then looked at Rilly now. Brill smile.
“Rilly..”.
Rilly pulls her hand gently, feeling uneasy about meeting Brill this way, being pulled from among her friends by a guy from the neighboring faculty whom her friends also recognize. But soon the feeling of unease disappeared because he looked at Brill's smile.
“Iya.. helo Brill.
Rilly smiled, honestly there was a sense of pleasure in his heart now, although not expecting Brill to do this, it turned out that there was a day like this, standing with Brill and smiling at each other again, never dismissing hope Brill will greet him.
“You studied at FEKON?”
Brill who suddenly felt groggy asking something unnecessary. Rilly laughed softly.
“Iya, Brill... and Brill in FISIP right?”
An unnecessary answer also made Rilly continue his laughter. The sound of Rilly's laughter penetrated beautifully in Brill's heart. Brill nodded.
“Have finished college?”
“Iya, Brill saw for himself the class has disbanded.”
Rilly was now smiling because of the question Brill and Brill felt something here, Rilly's aura was now so different, the way he stood, the way he spoke, the way he laughed, the way he smiled… Brill felt his thump increase, apart from being groggy facing Rilly who now also he felt something while happening in his heart.
“I mean uh... what, is there still another lecture?”
“Gak... Rilly there were two MKs today but it was the last one. Brill alone?”
“Hahh?? Uh.. there's sih..”
Brill is embarrassed to admit he skipped college after finding out about Rilly earlier, embarrassed to admit he was deliberately waiting for Rilly.
“Oh so. Again waiting for college time?”
“Hah? Yes.. yes.... any minute..”.
College is almost finished too.
“Oh? Yes already... Rilly want to go back yes.. see you again ya Brill.”.
Rilly smiled and turned around to leave Brill. Indeed, in Rilly's heart something was happening, the pleasure that happened because not only saw Brill from afar but now his longing for mutual respect had been realized.
“Rilly... follow me yes..”.
“Hah?”
Brill again grabs Rilly's wrist and gently pulls Rilly toward his car.
“Eh? Where are you going Brill?”
“Ikut aja, still want to chat with you.. have not met for a long time, the time went directly to it...”.
“Oh? Isn't Brill still in college?”
“Udah almost done..”.
“So Brill truant earlier?”
“Iya..”
Brill smiled as he opened his car door for Rilly. In the car after Rilly's car rang, from Tere…
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“Iya..”
“Where?”
“I again same temenku..”
“Brill?”
“Iya..”
All his friends must have seen the scene earlier, including Tere.
“So come home with me?”
“I went home alone.. you first deh..”.
“Ya...”
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“Awaited your friend?”
“So, Rilly usually comes home with him.
“Pacar?”
“Eh? Not Brill, girl friend.”
“Not got?”
“What? Girlfriend?”
“Iya.”
“Not yet... Rilly doesn't have.”
Rilly's answer brings a feeling of comfort in Brill's heart, she traumatized to approach Holly and was immediately rejected because Holly already had a boyfriend. Hah, what's the title now pdkt huh Brill? Just met…
Brill smiled and watched the streets and his brain began to look for where to go now to take Rilly.
“Brill already has a girlfriend, right, does he mind Brill going with Rilly alone?”
Carefully Rilly asked, she several times saw Brill with a petite girl whom she knew Brill's college friend.
“Eh no.. No, I don't have one either, she's a boyfriend of people..”.
Brill immediately dismissed Rilly's words. In his heart he then realizes that there is a possibility that Rilly saw him with Holly if true info from Tory that Rilly often noticed him.
“Oh so.. means Rilly does not have to worry dong envied when friends with Brill. Uh... we're still friends, right?”
“Iya lah... we are still friends of Rilly, who tried to refuse to be friends with me first?”
“Hehe, Rilly's condition did not allow that time... Brill still remembers it yes?”
“Remember. Remember, I was angry too because you didn't want to see me back then.”
“Oh?? Now Brill is still mad?”
“Udah no.. It is impossible to be angry with a girl as beautiful as you.”.
“Hehe... beautiful what Brill, Brill has not forgotten what Rilly's face used to be like.. This is only a little improvement..”.
“From the beginning.. from the first you are already beautiful..”.
“Brill says what... hehe Rilly so embarrassed..”.
“I am talking about reality, you used to be beautiful because your heart is good, now it is more beautiful..”.
“Eh? Brill can already say kayak gini yes.. just met already gombalin Rilly, hehehe..”.
They both laughed in the car. It used to be close, so when meeting as if directly finding the same frequency that connects the hearts of the two of them, only a few minutes early felt awkwardness, he said, but now Brill has been laughing next to Rilly. And Brill soon forgets Holly.
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Ahh Brill, maybe tomorrow you meet Holly soon change your heart, hepi.... Jiaaaaaaah
Hopefully viewers can understand about Brill and follow hepi when reading this part 😍
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