If You Love
Eps. 49. Between Rilly and Holly, Both Are Not Mine 1
Brill pranks on opening an application that is used by three billion people around the world. The memory of Rilly suddenly prompts him to find out about Rilly through this app. He rarely used this application, no wonder before he forgot he could find out about Rilly from the application. Just remember that Rilly is actively using this application.
Sure enough, a lot of Rilly's activities can be found there. Rilly is still in Jakarta. College is not yet fully conducted onsite, this semester is still online college.
Brill scrolls through every Rilly post, liking some of Rilly's statuses. Then he is glued to a post from a friend of Rilly that marks Rilly, it seems a family holiday event might be in a villa because it looks not in an ordinary house complex.
Brill watched a video in the post, some speaking in the Manado dialect. Then the video highlights Rilly sitting alone with a boy and the voice of the video recorder makes Brill claustrophobic…
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These guys must be brother-in-law…
(The voice of the recorder, the voice of a girl. The camera highlights two people who are talking in an intense way of looking at each other)
Hihihi, really hope guys, today they are so, yeay…
(The camera is getting closer and highlighting the two people at close range)
You know, it's really hard to persuade brother Muel to take a vacation, but today he wants and has been chatting with Rilly aja hehehe…
(Then the sound on the recording turned into whispers, maybe so that the recording was being taken did not listen, the sound sounded pampered and sounded so happy with what was being recorded)
Do not-don't be so-so.. hehehe... but squirm the face of my brother who always looks serious so sumringah like this hahaha... glad I. yeaaay, I think this time.My friend is my brother…
And then in the show, the girl who recorded the video harassed her brother and Rilly. Brill lemes saw that. Right away think..only that time Rilly refused when he said kangen, apparently Rilly likes others, and now it's made..
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If Rilly was here, he would have searched and confirmed himself, even Brill could have come to the guy and said that he had more right to be with Rilly. Anger soon mastered it this early. Brill throws his expensive cellphone and the innocent object splits into pieces.
“Brill?” Om Markus who had seen what his foster children did came near Brill who was walking to his studio.
“What's Brill?” Om Markus is after Brill.
“Tauuuk!!” Brill replied with an angry shout and then slammed the door of his studio.
When Markus just massaged his chest, soon to find out the root of the problem, maybe there is something he knows about Rilly, a few months watching Brill's turmoil every day and this seems to be the peak, he said, because Brill can't control himself. The loud bang on the drum is one proof Brilll is hurting.
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Brill came out of his room and found that he was having trouble walking but seemed to have deliberately done that around the family room that was fused with the dining room in the house that was so spacious.
Mama's hands are on her waist like she's holding back fatigue and maybe pain too.
“Mam... when to come?”
“Newly...mami bored at home there..”
“Which phone?”
“Papi just drove mommy now to the office. Here Brill... sit with mami..”.
Mom headed for the couch, Brill followed. Mami resigned from her position as a provincial council member on health grounds, her mother got pregnant at the age of forty-five. Seeing for yourself how the state of mami during pregnancy little by little makes Brill more open and accept all things about mami, releasing all the anger that had dominated the heart for years. She realized that when she became pregnant her suffering must be the same.
Brill helps Inggrid's mom sit on the sofa, arranging the sofa for her mom's legs so that she can comfortably straighten her legs.
“You want me to flinch, mam?”
“Mami want to hug you aja, here sit next to mami.” Mami Inggrid extended her two hands towards Brill.
Since pregnancy is no longer seen again look an authoritative mother official, not heard a voice full of authority, Brill like finding his mother who used to be, even mami who is now a mommy who is spoiled on him.
Brill goes into the arms of the mother and the mother's stomach is attached to her, so the position is less comfortable for the mother.
“Sini, I'm aja..” Brill said in his smile.
Brill dressing hugged the mother and made the mother comfortable leaning on her chest. It turns out that there is a time like this in his life, being able to hug and hug the mother with a happy feeling is not just a gimmick that is only done for imaging purposes. Such a drama had somehow disappeared from his life.
“Brill...” Very soft mami voice.
“Iya..” Brill replied while rubbing the mother's back.
“Mami must be strong.. calm yes.. do not be afraid.” Brill can only say that sentence, he does not know what it is right.
“Worst risk mommy go stayin you guys forever..”
“Mam... don't say that. we hope everything goes well... yes mam...” It feels like something is piercing the feeling of Brill hearing the mother's words.
“Mami just said something that could have happened Brill, we don't know..”.
“But still can't ya... hope the good yes mam, don't think the bad-bad..”.
Fear soon ambushed Brill. Only now did he feel this about the mother, and immediately regret arose in the heart because of the bad behavior he had shown for years to the mother.
“Brill..”
“Iya mam..”
Following the affection she now realized was in her heart for her mother, Brill kissed her mammoth cheek.
“You know, mami always love you.. mami never care about you, mami ever too demanding you be as you want.. forgive mami yes.”.
“Mam... mami should think well, mami already wants to go really... gak ahh, I do not want to be horrified mami talking sad..”.
Mami Inggrid cried.
“Udahlah mam... already yes, I love mami…. Don't cry ahh..”
“Iya.. later, love your sister also yes..”
“Iya.. yes...” Brill replied while tightening his embrace a bit. Comfort grows in the heart with a sense of unease because of the explanation of the mother.
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Brill was not really excited to attend the Silver Wedding ceremony from om Gub, but because there were no activities at home, he had gone to the official house again, tired of just staying home and still upset because her love for Rilly has run aground, she needs a diversion.
Cousins in the family wa group have invited each other to gather because during the pandemic they never met and cousins abroad have been able to go home. Finally Brill's at Gub's now.
“Brill..
Jere took a seat on the sofa near Brill then patted his cousin's papa. Brill only responded to Jere with a faint smile. The cousins sit inside in the private house of om Gub, speaking before the main event begins.
“Bram wants to get married two months ahead loh... but in Bali, continue his second party in Jakarta...all in attendance right?” Briana's voice was heard and immediately responded with the approval of the cousins' mouths, only Brill was silent. Abram is the eldest son of Gub.
“Brill.... later come ya?” Briana asked Brill directly
“See later, Yana..” Brill just answer, lazy to think and lazy to go everywhere.
“Bierna where?” Jere asked the second son about Gub.”
“Outside, he is being arranged to be acquainted with one of the sons of the businessman.” Briana replied.
“Hah, your mom is always like that, who was it, Leon right? His son businessman is also known to Bierna.” Joel grimaced when he said it.
“One way mommy might let her children's future be better, hahaha..” Briana responds casually.
“Brill, mommy Inggrid when to give birth? Cool loh, you can still get a baby sister, she said girl huh?” Briana now looked at Brill.
“This month anyway...you said cool, I was afraid, pregnant mom was forty-five, the risk is a lot.” Brill replied ketus.
Still excited about the explanation of the mother about her condition when chatting with her.
Then Brill sees Bierna coming in with a guy, not wanting to notice but the guy's voice speaks to Bierna as he knows it. Brill squints and soon finds out it's Tenry, Holly's boyfriend. Brill so remember Holly after a long time running the name was knocked out of his heart. Brill stood up to Tenry.
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The nulis is more than two thousand words, so I divide the two eps... Jd today upnya 2 hehe
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