If You Love

Eps. 39. Excited or Happy?

“Rill... Have you seen KHS?”

Tere looked into Rilly's room. Rilly was cleaning her room so the door was open. Eventually they stay at the same boarding house, Tere gets a room on the second floor while Rilly is downstairs.

“Udah... you?”

Rilly stopped sweeping.

“Udah anyway.. passable.. IP 3.00. How much are you Rill?”

“Rilly? Uh Rilly 3.80.”.

Rilly replied in a low voice there was a sense of shame to say when it was a very extraordinary thing, Rilly did not believe that he could do anything well.

“Hah? Wow Rill... cool, as your name implies anyway, Brilliant..”.

Rilly did not believe when opening his KHS through his phone this morning, and still amazed until now that the value is almost perfect. He cried this morning, this new achievement shows that the circumstances in his life can change. It's the best thing about him to his age.

Flickering hope had dimmed when he decided not to go to college, but ifa Betsy had a strong desire for his education. One good thing that aunt Irma although always look firm and serious, maybe in accordance with her position, but do not mind to realize the wishes of oma Betsy.

“Rilly could not believe it too, Tere. used to be in High School, Rilly's value was always bad.”.

Rilly seemed to be seeing a door open, a door that allowed him to see who he was with more confidence, feeling the goodness of the Life Regulator increased for him so he began to believe that his dreams would be realized.

.

🐬

.

“Ril, there is a Creative Economy debate competition in the framework of our Faculty's Natalis Dies, you represent our generation yes.”.

Tama the class leader approached Rilly and Tere…

“Hah?? Not wrong yet? Don't Rilly dong, Rilly doesn't have that ability.”.

“All of us can Ril.. material is easy to find, just browse later I ask also to Mner Kenny additional other material. Don't refuse Ril... I choose you because I believe in you, after all the debate was three people really..”.

“Iya Rill, jangan nolak dong, kamu bisa kok… aku juga yakin sama kamu…”

Tere gave support to his best friend.

“Rilly with whom?”

Rilly hesitates to ask, not finding the belief that he can do something that he thinks smart students should do, he is not of that class.

“I and Fila, the three of us. later we learn the material together yes, still another week really, there is still plenty of time to prepare yourself.. later I wa ya when we meet.”.

Tama leaves Rilly and Tere.

“Dooh Tere, I'm not sure I can..”.

“Everything goes along, prove it to yourself, can or not. This capital only dare to talk, all participants must learn and will master things that are generally the same about the topic of the debate. If you lose the important one has never challenged yourself.as simple as that, miss.”.

Rilly contemplated the opportunity that came, it turns out that absolutely no one can know the next step in life. Rilly's chest is pounding slowly, he just needs a chance, maybe the chance to be a different Rilly has been set for him in the present time.

.

🐳

.

Another Rilly, another Brill. Where they each live continues to run as it should, whatever the situation the time will still roll.

“Brill, why so much?”

Tory patted Brill on the shoulder and sat down in front of Brill.

The lecture was over, but Brill was still sitting in his seat not moving like the other students. Tory because the class president used to sit at the front, finished with the affairs of the absent signature and save the LCD he approached Brill who was sitting at the back.

In line with the time, Tory is now a close friend of Brill not a student who is his age. Although lately Brill was not enthusiastic about attending class but he still came. Unlike the old Brill who could not enter a full week, this time Brill was more responsible for his status.

“Hei... boss..”.

Back Tory patted the uninspired looking Brill.

“Eh? ”

“Pick yuk... already laper too but lazy to eat in the cafeteria, bored of the food it-it was..”.

Brill stood up and stepped out of the lecture hall still without a sound, but from his gait he understood Tory's wishes. Brill, including royal, often invites some of his college friends to eat at restaurants or cafes after college or even on their holidays.

Brill's circle of friends is still limited, he feels comfortable with Tory, not because the class president is intensely approaching him, he said, but precisely because Tory keeps the distance makes Brill's heart like choosing Tory rather than other students. So Tory's friends become Brill's friends as well. Brill was different than when High School, where he did not give space for others to enter let alone get the advantage of being his friend, when he was really alone.

In a cafe in the famous business district in Manado, Brill sits alone with Tory. The food had changed with a few cups of coffee, it had been a few hours they were still hanging out here.

“Although apparently, boss... from earlier irit talk...”.

Tory fishing talk again, since earlier this guy who looks more cool is just sitting still and answering as necessary.

Now that Brill was pulling his lips together in a grin, there was no intention of answering seemingly.

Brill glanced at Tory, then…

“The girl.. not unexpectedly, looks weak but it turns out to have determination.”.

“Why?”

Brill quiet.

“You like him but he doesn't like you?”

Brill did not answer just a thin line of smiles that actually looked sad that appeared on his facial expression.

“I just wanted to shoot...he already said that I can't say anything in my heart, because he already has a girlfriend... hahh.”.

“Hah? So she refused?”

There was no nod let alone an answer, because it was clearly in Tory's ear. Since college began, Brill has been intensely approaching the little guy, and it's no secret to his classmates with Tory. And it was unexpected that Holly did not welcome Brill's efforts.

“I actually can't believe she already has a boyfriend.”.

“Maybe just a way to reject you..”.

“Iya.. and I do not accept being rejected like this. I will pursue him until he becomes my girlfriend.”.

Now Brill looks excited.

“Hahaha. Pursue the teroos, don't be saggy. But be careful loh... undar taste in the heart is no longer a feeling of like but just an obsession to get Holly aja..”.

Brill did not respond, took his coffee glass and immediately gulped it down.

“But yes.. if Holly refused again and really already have a girlfriend, the clear-eyed one who likes to see you with a look of hope wants to be your girlfriend Brill... hehehe..”.

Brill listens to Tory's words, he has seen the gazes of girls who want him, and Holly is the only one who doesn't look at him with that gaze. She felt the urge to get Holly precisely because the girl did not respond to her, tended to be flat and even often looked at her angrily as she did something for Holly.

Brill rests his head on the comfortable chair in this cafe. It's like a repeat when he's attracted to the figure of a girl who also doesn't see herself in the same way as many other girls at her school, and, uh, the girl also rejected herself when she was just starting to make an approach.

Brill takes his phone, his brain makes a comparison of what he experienced from Holly with Rilly, making him remember to check something, so quickly his finger surfing on his phone opens an application. Only when created an account by Briana only he had time to play with the application after he forgot.

Brill later discovers that his request has been responded to by Rilly. He also found a comment from Rilly in a recent post, and that was six months ago…

Hi Brill, are you?

Brill immediately opened Rilly Jean Tendean's account.

So this is really him?

And a lot of up-to-date information about Rilly that Brill got. Turns out Rilly was actively using this medsos. Each of Rilly's posts is carefully scrutinized by Brill, and once again he becomes convinced that the account belongs to the Rilly he knows.

And. Brill's chest rippled, he felt something as he looked at the photo of Rilly closely, he remembered now, yes. The shape of the eyes and nose and chin felt exactly the same.The face that has now completely changed, which now has highlighted Rilly's complete beauty.

A final post has a few photos and videos. Brill opened the video and it was Rilly talking.whether at an event, the video was indeed the resolution of the picture is not good but he can make sure it is Rilly.

Brill searched again, and found a photo of Rilly with three people against the background of a billboard, which read is, “Dies Natalis” listed the name of the Faculty of Economics dated last week.

“So Rilly went to college here, at the Faculty of Economics? It's not far from my faculty. ah Rilly, you're here it turns out.. you're finally in college..”.

“Who?”

Tory asked in wonder.

“Hah? Uh... I found my high school friend first..”.

“girls? It looks like a girl's name.”

Brill nodded, there was a smile there.

“Brill? It was because of Holly and still determined to get Holly. Now even hepi like to mention the name of another girl.”

Brill smile.

“This is my friend, long time no information about him..”.

“Oh so... and I think you are so happy boss..”.

Brill just stared at Tory. At the same time, Brill is happy and sad because of two different girls.

.

Hi.. mother brother, friend2 reader, I wrote a new title because following the challenge of writing NT for 30 days, support me yes... My Neighbor, My Ex?

.

.

🪵

.