If You Love

Eps. 47. No Need to Kangen

Brill reads over and over again his last few chats with Rilly. Communication can only be through hp because of the pandemic (at that time guys, let it run according to Brill's story in MASB-HollyTenry).

Before this communication was still there, sometimes Rilly wanted to pick up the phone and even though sometimes it took a long time but Rilly still replied to his chat But some time ago the last chat they both...

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B: Rilly, kangen.

Rilly simply replied with a smile emoticon.

B: Really miss Rilly. Why go to Jakarta after a pandemic? It's kangen.

R: Time to go is still conducive. Although in Manado still could not meet Brill.

When Brill makes a VC call, Rilly refuses…

B: Rill why don't you want VC???? Kan kangen bangeeet, want to see Rilly.

And Brill's chat was answered by Rilly with a long chat that became the last chat from Rilly.

R: Brill doesn't need to miss Rilly, Rilly isn't someone who can accept that. Rilly's glad we can be friends, Brill has a special place in Rilly's heart because Brill is the first person who wants to be Rilly's friend. Hopefully Brill meets someone who's the right place for Brill's miss.

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After that, Rilly's number could not be reached and all the messages were one. Brill didn't understand why Rilly wrote that.

This afternoon, after a whole week he couldn't call Rilly's number, and finally he couldn't keep it to himself.

“Om... what does Rilly mean anyway?”

“Om don't know, what's his girlfriend?”

“Ihh, look out for ya, I don't like talking about it...”.

“The reality is like that Brill, you are the one who is close with him do not understand let alone om. Why?”

“He said... I don't need to miss him, he's not the one who can accept that.. ahhh om read it yourself.” Brill thrust his hp.

Brill's voice was so low, his face was bent like a child sulking at the loss of a toy. Om Markus almost exploded his laughter looking at the expression of his foster son. Om Markus has always been a place where Brill complained freely, in front of Markus Brill always acting like a child. And om Markus was amused to look at Brill with such a big body, such a handsome face at the age of who is now still confused with his own heart feeling like a teenager who just knew love.

And it's very clear Brill's upset face now. Several months were confined to the house because of an outbreak that left all activities paralyzed, and this week Brill's heart was paralyzed because Rilly suddenly shut down access.

Om Markus shifted his gaze away from Brill, so understand what the source of Brill's later riots was, so understand why he had been in his music studio all day. The girl again, like repeating the events of the past.

“What does om mean? Answer dong.”

“That means..you are stupid.”.

“Om ahh??”

Om Markus laughed out loud because the look of his foster children was really like a fool now.

“Why laugh anyway? I asked you about Rilly, um why me.” Brill is getting more and more manyuning.

“Lah... try reading it yourself, find out why om said stupid.” Markus' laughter still remains.

Brill takes his phone and sees Rilly chat again.

“She forbid me to miss then?”

Brill looked at Markus, and it made Markus moaning. She knows how happy Brill is when she says she has met Rilly again, and she also knows that her foster son likes her and may even love her. And now he knows, his foster son has not admitted his feelings for Rilly, or even can not see his own feelings well and correctly.

“Then... You are stupid because you never clarify your status... You did not shoot him right? The way you say a kangen is not a friend's kangen, it's a kangen of the special while you're a nobody to him just a friend, so he refused... understand?”

Om Markus would love to laugh again at a guy who has been twenty years old but is so stupid with the real trivial.

Brill was silent, only to realize his mistake. She remembers the last time she met, Rilly kept a distance with her not because she was in the house, not because she was polite because she maintained the dignity of the owner of the house. Brill began to trace the roots since when Rilly like away and can no longer be invited to joke or chat as well as usual.

Brill stepped foot into his studio a shout rang out from there and then I heard Brill play all his instruments from heavy metal to ending to sentimental songs, channeling all the emotions in his soul.

And the days that followed were turbulent days, the escape was really just music. College is done online, he sits in front of his laptop without really caring about the course of college, just another activity fills the boredom.

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Pagi2 nulis Brill, smlm there was a home show already very lazy. Founya may be afternoon.

Oh yeah, it's a part that adapts to Brill's situation in HollyTenry...

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